Hallucinating on Ecstasy

[MagickalKat777]

MDA pills make me trip harder than acid... More complex visuals, very three dimensional... Crazy shit for hours and and hours and hours on end... First at the peak then worse when I'm coming down/cracked out.

The nice thing is that even when I saw neon spiders going up my blanket I didn't even freak out, just moved the blanket and went and smoked a cig. If I had seen something like that on acid, I'd FREAK!

 

[OmniNomad]

I've hallucinated many times on E but they were mild I.E. shadow people in the periphery of my vision, etc. but not like I did this one time....
.....So I wanted to hear some far-fetched stories or even mild ones from you guys if you ever hallucinated off of E

last I remember Swim was sitting on the bench at the #7hole of the golf course at my grandmothers RV resort. 3 days without sleep around 5-6pm, approaching dawn, so swim remembers feeling like the blue and Grey skies were peacefully protecting the green until the sun touched the horizon. between when it was bright until it was dark (let's say 3 minutes? swim honestly can't recall how long it actually was the time span...wasn't recorded... no longer then it takes for the sun to touch the horizon with its bottom until the top is no longer visible. anyway... in that time, swim had a hallucination or swim believed he was at least. swim saw a few figures of people in a circle dancing spinning and hopping to various patterns... fading in they were Grey the longer swim got them to stay the blacker they got... fading in and out every 5-10 seconds longest was about a minute... and that was the first one. yup.. swim saw 4-5 people... (one was a lil kid being swung off his feet) dancing in circles fading in and out from one side of my vision to the other for about 3 minutes. I wondered alot on what I had just seen until I fell asleep why? 3 day consciousness after eating 2 blue supermans 2 hour between each dose,swim recalls a span of about 6 hours before swim started doin different stuff smoked weed during the whole thing (chronic from a local medicinal clinic) almost every 2 hours. and after the 6 hours of the rolling coming and going swim smoked some pure methamphetamine (passed my lil bleach test proving it was amazing...disposed of that. the description of the drug before the single rock melts is clear to a luminous white from center to edge weighed 1.2g smoked all of it over the 65 hour trip from waking up to sleep. smoked a blow (3 hits each between 2 people) about every 6 hours after the 18 hour mark (decline in Ecstasy effects ranging from 12 hour mark to 18 hours being awake), the first 6 hours comparable to just how convoluted an extreme roller coaster could be. everything outside tunnel vision was glowing white after 7 seconds of holding it in for the first 12-15 mins ea session (3 hits), it felt like I felt what I saw, and what I saw was my entire vision consisting of these glowing balls of light (like what our sun looks like) except a white glow and tiny each about the size of a pentip. tons of them, it seemed like whatever i was seeing represented another connection of thought, my memory of that feeling I saw makes sense most when you wonder if the movement of each ball of light stood for any steps required and the order of those steps in order to achieve whatever the purpose of the ball of light is. i saw tons of them... they were all moving on nearly every axis i could imagine... and while I was seeing them, it felt like I was functional on a superhuman level... any and every skill i had ever developed up until that moment I felt aware of and FELT like I had them at my disposal of course the shock value of it all kinda had me in an awe... awe feeling like I was surrounded with a god-like presence. for 12-15 mins after each session. the 6 hours the I was rolling... I don't quite recall... I remember the intensity it brought and the power to use and access all that I know... like during the roll it loaded everything into vital memory to be used until sleep. since then my capacity to use all of what I know in order to perform or recite from my entire list of abilities... being shown everything you've accomplished and learned how to do and are still learning how to do is fucking mind blowing. the overall experience I named judgment day, was fun, good times. ended up being sober for nearly 3 months after that trip. can't wait till spring 2011 dibs on any blue supermans... whoever made the ones last year.... the real shit... the Ferrari of drugs, I salute you, to those idiots who died taking this pill, HAHAHA, "can you handle it? well... did you die?... when you die you'll know when you cant handle it" adults only... if you focus on the sensations when your high enough to feel a god like presence like clarity, then your just depleting yourself gaining nothing, retain meaning. k im done venting lol well... that was my first E experience. occured in march of 2010. P.L.U.R

 

[d1989]

I often see things like the common hats and glasses on people that then disappear, and random stuff like i think somebody is sitting at a table then i look back and notice they are actually dancing and there is not a table in sight lol.

Also see shadow people, sometimes for a few days after aswell

 

[OmniNomad]

Sounds like you got very very good MDMA

On higher doses of MDMA (500mg-1g), I've laid in bed and watched reality melt around me. Basically akin to lucid dreams where your mind is going a mile a minute and creating stories, images and moods so fast you can't keep up. It can be a real struggle to shake your head and return things to normal, and even then you immediately fall back into the little world of madness in your head.

wow right on man, been there too, nice being able to relate in this subject.
a Jedi mind trick I use to "return things to normal" is before doing a drug I know is gonna test my mentality hardcore I make sure I'm aware of my position in space and time according to a complete world(form is form; emptiness is emptiness)... know your ratio to the world you live in [you:earth], then I visualize whatever may be my world of madness [existing in an absolute world(form is emptiness; emptiness is emptiness)] identify everything involving this world, make use of a system you understand to use the morals you have, aka your mental process, pretty much this place represents the housing of your mind...fill this world with reminders of your true self and save (your default engine of thinking(no possible error(simple))), and power it all with the strongest feeling and/or memory you got, (the strongest consists of love) the trick is to know by visualizing who you know you are by being able to enter a perfect world created from which remains in an absolute world... and set it up to where any internal errors... like a blue screen of death in your head would be the result of failing to.... which you described, "return things to normal" all this is powered by a real drive existing in a complete world,(when I say you enter the perfect world you just made I mean you enter a "normal" state of mind with values of whatever your world of madness has, no matter where you are on earth or what is going on. this worlds purpose is consisting of whatever rules or values you need to make anything tolerable and/or manageable...in reality from an imaginary world so you can neutralize the intensity of the conflict to see the whole for what it really is while you are watching yourself solve it. (point is to achieve instantaneous realization of one's normal state of mind to prevent confusion and/or misinterpretation ), after you do all this once and the process of "doing it" consists entirely of thought lol... might be long discussion in your head identifying everything... comparable to installing and updating software...once installed it works for situations... consistently so you update it and re identify the parameters. the more you get high... the more updating lol, if it doesnt work.. and there is little to no improvment to how you are handling whatever it is from as if you're exsisting in a perfect world(form = form; Emptiness = form) then that world is not perfect and back to the drawing board once you get a grip or go to sleep and wake up. if you have the power to believe in this once you understand it, its like a mental pause button.



OK um... iono if all the info makes sense....to simplify it.

know where and when you are in the complete world(logical example would be, form is form and emptiness is emptiness) identify you in realityas you know it,
then you gotta smoke some weed... or meditate... and with your mind enter a state of reasoning bound by an absolute world(visual example is closing your eyes)(logical example would be, form is emptiness and emptiness is emptiness)
with that world create and fill a new world that is meant to be your perfect world(logical example form is form and emptiness is form) make a link between your new perfect world and reality then set some triggers... the # of triggers you can set are limited by your mentality's capacity, and functionality is based on how powerful and stable the source of energy is that you are using in order to create this perfect world within an absolute world in your mind while your mind body and soul exsist in a complete world. I personally set the trigger to enter me into this world when I visualize the real drive which was used to create it... cool? lol this jedi mind trick works for me... and i use it because I do psychedelics... so.. if you dont get it... dont worry... if you continue getting to that point where you cant return shit back to normal... and nothing feels right... get to sleep asap.... and either risk overloading yourself by continuing drug generally hoping youll adapt automatically.... or create a safety net either with this method here... or with another method. there are endless ways to do what im describing. anyway. my head hurts. constructive criticism welcome.

 

[OmniNomad]

I constantly have periph visuals. Not shadow people, I see colors. Haha on the very edge of my vision.
Also, when I'm laying down looking at a textured ceiling, it moves like water. Only in low light environments tho..
Still, its sooo sick

when im sober... and I'm laying down looking at a textured ceiling, it moves like water as well and if I am loaded I can imagine im looking at the sun so i get that same effect you get when you stare at the sun and close your eyes... and i can morph that light into whatever i want. ... and yes it works best in low light environments. haha cool. wish i could discuss this with people I live around... i bring up this shit and they change subject and assume im not in control... so the more i talk about this stuff with people around me.. the less confidence they have in me... lame as fuck... seems like im the only one who likes to analyze what psychedelic and mind altering drugs induce... it robs the therapeutic value of it.... but any drug I do is to push discover and understand the underlying structure of what the drug is using to enable what you feel while it is in your system so... then when its gone... you get back having gained a lil bit more of the puzzle. most people get high to runaway or eventually end up running away to the world they build while they are high.

 

[livelyup887]

Open eyed visuals are cool. I usually just see things moving or vibrating with the music like a painting of the sky and ocean hanging on the wall, the clouds will start to move around in the sky with the beat and I usually get wicked starbursts, that's why I like to get someone sober to take me for a ride. Seeing all the lights out in traffic is sooo much fun. The first time it happened to me I could not stop saying wow and oh my god this is beautiful....taking the same roads I take everyday to get home from work. It was like a whole new world! Closed eyed visuals are my fave though. I always get silly cartoon dreams. Last time I closed my eyes and started seeing this little old truck.It was just boucin down a dirt road and you could see the dust flying out from underneath the wheels and it was just the most random thing ever and I was amused with this visual for what seemed like hours. I couldnt stop smiling everytime I closed my eyes here comes the lil tonka truck boucin down the road!

 

[OmniNomad]

I swore everyone in the club had German Measles (Rubella) one time, until I realised I was hallucinating. First time I'd ever hallucinated on pills, was kinda funny, didn't freak me out. Was waiting on the train home the next morning, half falling asleep, and could swear someone was whispering in my ear. That was a little disconcerting.

A few times when I've gone to sleep after a night on the pills, and I've been in that weird can't-get-to-sleep-but-sleepy state, my brain does something weird. I can't really describe it, because it's difficult to visualise when you're straight, but it's like my brain's trying to solve a puzzle, but the puzzle's impossible, and my brain just keeps going over and over it. As soon as I wake up my brain snaps out of it, and I can't remember any details of the puzzle my brain was trying to solve 2 seconds prior.

A few times when I've gone to sleep after a night on the pills, and I've been in that weird can't-get-to-sleep-but-sleepy state, my brain does something weird. I can't really describe it, because it's difficult to visualise when you're straight [/end quote]

i describe that which you say you can't describe as a state of mind when your brainwaves are in theta, theta brainwaves happen in the first stages of sleep and can be experienced while conscious, you are describing your mind idle. without drugs its really hard to ever experience being aware of the way you think... you are describing little control... pretty much.....no control... no way control... no point... this use of state of mind needs space to manifest.... where do you think this space comes from?... (yup it comes from the hole you burned in your brain the first time you rolled[yes... it really does burn a hole... but what it burns... is used as energy once...the space left after the energy is spent is left for you too create new data that can have as much function as you can imagine or it just remains a hole in your brain. this hole also reduces the overall minimum power needed to achieve brain function). what you witnessed was your mind solving this "puzzle" while you are "watching it" since you described the puzzle as an impossible puzzle, there was a loop in your umm... thinking.. that is regularly corrected with conscious thought... this proves expected if you remove conscious thought while you solve a puzzle huh? when you discover function while you are in that state, those functions will enable to you change and improve the vary way you think. kinda dangerous.... but drugs r dangerous... lol but unless depleting yourself for no reason is fun... youll seriously investigate analyze and sharpen what has been revealed and retained before you put in your blood the same amount and kind of chemicals that made you feel like this ---->{{{{{ "A few times when I've gone to sleep after a night on the pills, and I've been in that weird can't-get-to-sleep-but-sleepy state, my brain does something weird. I can't really describe it, because it's difficult to visualise when you're straight, but it's like my brain's trying to solve a puzzle, but the puzzle's impossible, and my brain just keeps going over and over it. As soon as I wake up my brain snaps out of it, and I can't remember any details of the puzzle my brain was trying to solve 2 seconds prior. " }}}}} this is the last stage of consciousness before your mind and soul leave your body..... an out of body experience is successful when you soul tags along and they both make it back to their body... but if the energy necessary is present and able to be used but your unstable like a german kid getting his ass whooped in his favorite videogame... ready or not introduce E to your bloodstream and your mind is gonna use all the energy it provides...so when you feel stable while in that same state ((and you will recognize it if you ever get there again))... the stronger the bond between your mind and soul are... the more real the possibility of an out of body experience becomes until it happens. if you achieve it and you leave anyway reason for your mind and soul to... argue while away from thier body... then they will seperate and the soul will return... and the cause of losing will be because it wasnt clear who they were... so ones mind and soul if you personify both concepts...they are two pieces of 1 being... they need to feel as one or its common sense to expect separation and independence... fact is.. a mind cannot exsist independently... and an independent soul is the meaning of death... hmmm... point of this post kinda changed.. but these days... if you're young and can get ahold of this amazing power of psychedelics, fact is you are gonna lose your mind before your new young body has a heart attack... since ive vented about this shit for hours ive come to a conclusion........

Whenever i or any of you see someone about to take E at a party or a club or an event, bomb questions on them(them = the unopened minds) if their minds are opened and they are able to act rationally chemically altered you reach my level and all successful ravers level ... it is everyones duty as drug consumers and party people to make sure no one breaks down... help a homie.. bring PLUR back.... not many ppl put the possibility of what is being sold to someone is going to render them fucking Fryed as long as they trade money for it.... you know?, to this day ive never had someone not say ty for taking their E they just spent 40$+ on lolollolol. ima gtfo of this forum... been replying and typing random connections for hours. peace. enough preaching lol

 

[Jonesey169]

Have you ever group hallucinated?

We'd done about 3/4 pills and a fair bit of weed and went out into the garden.

This was quite late, only starlight & street lgihts, but we could all swear that the leaves in the trees were rustling in the wind.

We stared at it for a while and I said - "but theres' no wind". So we went to take a closer look and they weren't moving at all! But we ALL saw it, clear as day.

 

[OmniNomad]

Open eyed visuals are cool. I usually just see things moving or vibrating with the music like a painting of the sky and ocean hanging on the wall, the clouds will start to move around in the sky with the beat and I usually get wicked starbursts, that's why I like to get someone sober to take me for a ride. Seeing all the lights out in traffic is sooo much fun. The first time it happened to me I could not stop saying wow and oh my god this is beautiful....taking the same roads I take everyday to get home from work. It was like a whole new world! Closed eyed visuals are my fave though. I always get silly cartoon dreams. Last time I closed my eyes and started seeing this little old truck.It was just boucin down a dirt road and you could see the dust flying out from underneath the wheels and it was just the most random thing ever and I was amused with this visual for what seemed like hours. I couldnt stop smiling everytime I closed my eyes here comes the lil tonka truck boucin down the road!

hmm if you experience this enough.. eventually you notice patterns in whatever it is you are seeing and you become driven to use them or at least I became driven to use them... I can only speak from my own data, everyones path to the door is different... what you are faced with when you first enter that door(the door im talking about it is the difference between being able to create anything from nothing and experience it as you would bounded by the laws of physics with the exception to you're own set of rules and just being able to imagine a picture in your mind or an idea in your mind or process imformation in your mind into usable logic as means of solving and figuring out whatever the fuck you are faced with, those are the 2 sides of the door)

so Livelyup887... wouldn't you agree your observation to that experience represented you peeking through the door, maybe standing in your doorway gazing. pretty cool huh? drugs are the catalyst to life's potential. but the decision to open your mind to this shit.... is risky and if done incorrectly or umm.... foolishly... the price is your mind..... if I ever had political power... your mind's process of opening would be ceremonial... and a part of life we all get a chance at... if we pass the test... this test atm does not exists and if it did... for the people who fail it... but believe they could... would harbor hate for anything preventing it from being able to try, and that hate would fuel obtaining mind altering drugs under the noses of those who said they would not be able to hold composure.... they would then introduce it to their system... reach that moment of pass or fail.... and be handicapped mostly likely screwing up rational emotion balance because the reason you took the drug in the first place is the most relevant influence... (example... whatever drives you... (i know one powerful drive for me is love) say a drive equal in meaning and power as love is to me.... that you allow yourself to still think is a drive even those it doesn't exist anymore.. this is the most common ERROR to my experience, any drug consumer will feel it when they are coming down..... people fuck their gift up their gift of reason and logic and emotion and awareness... because of small and often ignored issues. if you got up there and the come down was smooth(knowing the quality of whatever you are taking is legit) no comedown = stimulation of real drives... and you go to sleep and wake up enlightened and tired... and remembering almost every moment...... bad comedown = stimulation of nonexsistant drives or drives that no longer exsist, meaning any data that was obtained after stimulating a imaginary drive will all be lost retaining only what resembles a water way created after a flashflood comes and goes. yup.... none of this is legit fact.... but its possible.

 

[OmniNomad]

Have you ever group hallucinated?

We'd done about 3/4 pills and a fair bit of weed and went out into the garden.

This was quite late, only starlight & street lgihts, but we could all swear that the leaves in the trees were rustling in the wind.

We stared at it for a while and I said - "but theres' no wind". So we went to take a closer look and they weren't moving at all! But we ALL saw it, clear as day.

that is no hallucination, that is an illusion, or alusion.. some shit.

 

[McDreads]

The first time i've hallucinated off JUST E was this last saturday at a rave. Took 3 bomb pills throughout the night and by the time the third one kicked in, I was getting some mild reality loss and mild hallucinations. I would look at my friends when I was talking to them and if their faces were anywhere within a meter close to mine, I would see trails f their whole face when they moved... but in kind of a fuzzy slow motion.

Other than that, I've hallucinated hard when I smoked weed while on ecstasy. ie whole crowds turning into giant blobs and moving around, lazer lights showering the room with an ocean of light, smoke turning into the most beautifully majestic thing i have ever seen. If you want to know more about my stories, let me know

 

[OmniNomad]

The first time i've hallucinated off JUST E was this last saturday at a rave. Took 3 bomb pills throughout the night and by the time the third one kicked in, I was getting some mild reality loss and mild hallucinations. I would look at my friends when I was talking to them and if their faces were anywhere within a meter close to mine, I would see trails f their whole face when they moved... but in kind of a fuzzy slow motion.

Other than that, I've hallucinated hard when I smoked weed while on ecstasy. ie whole crowds turning into giant blobs and moving around, lazer lights showering the room with an ocean of light, smoke turning into the most beautifully majestic thing i have ever seen. If you want to know more about my stories, let me know

the definition of hallucinating is seeing something born from either nothing or something imaginary created by yourself which is realized. when a hallucination results from an imaginary law from which you created and were able to believe thus proving its existence and any answers to found are told in the hallucination.
you look at a flower... but your on drugs... so its distorted and leaving cool trails... yup.. this is an illusion, depending on what the distortion represents or means.... if the vision begins with form and you process it as a form but it has different values..... grrrr heres a good example... picture all the differences from what you know for sure you were looking at.... compared to what you actually visually interrupted as being in front of you. analyze the differences.... subtract your answers from your "hallucination"... and if your result is exactly what it is(its real) then no hallucination...thats an illusion an example of a counter proof for this statement is if the distortion you saw only applied to a particular group of similar composition or purpose....... or the distortions only applied to 1 person... or 1 thing... THEN it could be called a hallucination.
do you concur McDreads? so no more pretending you are hallucinating... cause you aren't. every claim of hallucination so far involving distortion of form... is boring to anyone other then yourself... because it means nothing, most it could represent is your personal proof that changing the values you visually interpret is possible. and that is among the bottom steps of utilizing your imagination... ... once it is utilized, the amount of lsd... acid... exctasy... weed... speed... needed to hypothetically trigger and/or open your door to your imagination becomes um... not needed... the process of opening your mind consists of first visualizing this door of which i speak... if you discover it without looking... most do.... then you will feel its presence.... and it takes time to be able to visualize that feeling... if you find it while you can visualize it........... your lucky... cause you have to accept that it does exist. k thats elementary...... after your done gazing through it... or maybe your still trying to render the strength to convince yourself you are ready to have control of the human mind's most powerful feature maybe your door is closed... if your door is visualized... and it wont open...that means you are ready for psychedelics man!...... the amount of information you can grasp from only 1 perspective has an easily reached limit.... when you open this door... you are granted the power to see hear touch taste and smell from any perspective you want... of course when you can simulate the ability to smell or taste or touch that which is imaginary... then I.... will be inclined to ask you a lot of questions .... but to what I know the input you can use when your experiencing something through a particular perspective... which is not yours... only in your own mind.. and experienced by you... as a simulation... a test... thats the whole idea of using imaginary worlds..... to simulate what might happen in reality beginning with any one trigger.... this process can be used in reverse to discover a missing piece of data between the beginning and end of any one situation.
the shape of a triangle is important. the steps and process of discovering how to use Jedi mind tricks can get REALLY REALLY long... lol i could go on n on....

anyway.... sorry dude your claim of hallucinating on Ecstasy is really seeing an illusion on Ecstasy. .... looking at smoke seeing beautiful oceans of lazor lights... all this.... its awesome... it makes you feel alive... it is a powerful experience, being part of a nice event... crazy lights... insane sound..... its all entertaining and satisfying... but... I just wana identify exactly whats happening ive had enough fun.. my ritual of getting high... is as complicated as I can possibly imagine.

 

[DreamFrequency]

The first time i've hallucinated off JUST E was this last saturday at a rave. Took 3 bomb pills throughout the night and by the time the third one kicked in, I was getting some mild reality loss and mild hallucinations. I would look at my friends when I was talking to them and if their faces were anywhere within a meter close to mine, I would see trails f their whole face when they moved... but in kind of a fuzzy slow motion.

Other than that, I've hallucinated hard when I smoked weed while on ecstasy. ie whole crowds turning into giant blobs and moving around, lazer lights showering the room with an ocean of light, smoke turning into the most beautifully majestic thing i have ever seen. If you want to know more about my stories, let me know

Are these pills on pillreports by any chance? I love the sound of these kind of mild hallucinations that aren't full blown acid trips or anything, would love to try them. Are we talking more kinda MDA pills or just a large amount of MDMA?

 

[PokeballDropper24]

I suppose you can call this hallucinating:

so i used to have kickbacks all the time at my house. Id invite the same group and we'd each take a pill or 2 through the night. Mid way through the night we always went outside to the porch. We'd have those intense conversations and what not and for some reason half of the group was inside. So it was Myself, bestfriend, and new kid to the kickbacks out there talking. We're talking about our favorite things, hobbies, dreams, ect. Then all of us quit talking cuz we basically peak. The silence is about a minute long and during that minute i believed they were talking about the last few raves and then they turn to me and ask which one was my favorite. So i say "Mayday Hardcore" outloud and they both look at me and say WTF? Turns out they we'rent talking at all lmao after that i was all fucked up the rest of the night XD

 

[korei]

I recently hallucinated my third time rolling, with legit pokeballs. The first two times (with pokes) i could tell only having one to start with only gives me a mild roll. So this time i took 1 and 1/2...it worked good, rolled proper for a couple hours...then my friend and i took another 1 and 1/2...roll started comin' up again felt good like usual, then at a certain point it just flipped for me --- i started feeling some reality loss, started asking my friend if she was really there, the room suddenly felt distant and different even though it was very familiar... couldn't shake the weird feeling but just tried to let it do it's thing without worrying too much... We were in a low light situation and that definitely encourages the visual. They started with shadows seeming to move or create themselves, stuff out of the corner of my eye catching my attention, then i was so floored it seemed like my eyes were bouncing around for hours trying to keep up with any light source i could see, felt like i was blacking out every 10 seconds...but knew i wasn't, close my eyes for a moment and get vivid pictures of structures with lights all over them,...a couple times i saw colorful geometric patterns with closed eyes....i looked at my friends face in the dark and it looked deep blue with dark blue tribal patterms around it, from which her peach fuzz had little glowing tips. (i knew it wasn't real, but it looked so real i actually enjoyed this one) ...there was also other little stuff, basically if i looked at something in the dark and couldn't figure out what it actually looked like, my mind would find a match for what it thought it was and create it for me... the visual part was pretty cool and not alarming, but the way i felt inside was too overwhelming...i hope to not go that far again.

 

[smokerblock]

I used to party nonstop when i was a little younger. I was the untouchable or atleast thats what i thought. One saturday night me a couple of friends and our dates rented a room at a cheap motel. The first hour or two went smooth, then we started poppin pills. I wanted to show off to the ladies so i took three and started chugging the RP oz that i had. As expected i got the response that i wanted from my friends i was such a baddass. I waited only five minutes and started complaining that the ecxtacy that was givin to me was no good so i took another three pills...........when i woke up and realized that i had no clue where i was . I ended up having to hitchhike my way home. Lesson that i learned that day..... not a damn thing kept at it for a long time

 

[i roll balls]

I recently hallucinated my third time rolling, with legit pokeballs. The first two times (with pokes) i could tell only having one to start with only gives me a mild roll. So this time i took 1 and 1/2...it worked good, rolled proper for a couple hours...then my friend and i took another 1 and 1/2...roll started comin' up again felt good like usual, then at a certain point it just flipped for me --- i started feeling some reality loss, started asking my friend if she was really there, the room suddenly felt distant and different even though it was very familiar... couldn't shake the weird feeling but just tried to let it do it's thing without worrying too much... We were in a low light situation and that definitely encourages the visual. They started with shadows seeming to move or create themselves, stuff out of the corner of my eye catching my attention, then i was so floored it seemed like my eyes were bouncing around for hours trying to keep up with any light source i could see, felt like i was blacking out every 10 seconds...but knew i wasn't, close my eyes for a moment and get vivid pictures of structures with lights all over them,...a couple times i saw colorful geometric patterns with closed eyes....i looked at my friends face in the dark and it looked deep blue with dark blue tribal patterms around it, from which her peach fuzz had little glowing tips. (i knew it wasn't real, but it looked so real i actually enjoyed this one) ...there was also other little stuff, basically if i looked at something in the dark and coulds figure out what it actually looked like, my mind would find a match for what it thought it was and create it for me... the visual part was pretty cool and not alarming, but the way i felt inside was too overwhelming...i hope to not go that far again.

were these green naked ladys? what kind of pokies were these i want some of those..

 

[pnut3844]

I think legit MDMA hallucinations are from when you're getting a good amount of brain damage in some way. Some serotonin receptor damage maby...

Was your monkey in or out pressed? Out pressed were pipes... in pressed were dank apparently, they may have had some meth, which helps you get on your way to this stage you've mentioned.

I think that being deep in the dirty euphoria late in a day that started out with mdma/meth/2c-x pills(too many), and was followed by more drugs and more of those pills, where everything is glowing, especially green things, and everybody around is somebody you know(not really, but they look like it, and they stare at you when you say hi to what you think if your friend). The ground is flowing while you walk with it. Sometimes I felt like shit though(fixed with more drugs), should have remembered tyrosine!

Is the ultimate form of your own trippy world fucked up insanity look that I've been in, because it's more real seeming then things like mushrooms to me. I still need to do K though..

not true i had one that was in pressed that was a pipe

 

[DXMkid420]

i hullucinate on E all the time. sometimes its because its got a 2-cx in it, or because its got alot of meth in it and if thats the case ill keep poppin em and get twacked for a few days, but thats more delerium

 

[Simona19]

Whenever I roll hard, I have bizarre and befuddling hallucinations and edream intensely. I when this happens.

My last roll I plugged 2 pills and rolled the hardest I've ever rolled. After 4 hours of bliss, around 2 am, I got into that dreamy/out of it state where I blurt aloud random irrelevant stuff and see things that aren't there and talk to people who aren't there...or talk to trash cans that I think are people.

Last time me and my friend were on the beach laid out, I was edreaming but when I came out of it i kept seeing girls everywhere and I would watch as after 2 seconds they would slowly dissolve back into the poles, signs, wooden planks and random objects that they originally were. I would see the clothes that they were wearing like a blue sweater and a skirt and everything, just not their faces and for some reason I couldn't think logically to dismiss the likelihood that there were people just there with us at 3 and 4 in the am. I wouldn't even care about this either id just be like "oh... girl with the blue shirt entangled in the bushes with us...cool."

I saw a floating kind of smiling disembodied balloon shaped head floating over the bushes later that night til it disappeared, my friends face appeared alienish with zombie eyes, I hallucinated a pack of cigarrettes (I don't smoke) that disappeared as I went to grab it. The light that reflected off the boardwalk formed small thin light shapes that at one point I thought were a million cigs just hanging (?why?), I thought I picked up my phone and it disappeared in my hands, also freaked when I saw myself in the mirror at home. Felt like it wasn't me just some sinister alien version of me about to attack.

As I walked down the streets I thought millions of people were out. Mistaked trashcans, light post and telephone booths for stationary groups of people. Bushes too til I got closer. As I was approaching a bar/nightclub I was sure that there were like a million people just hanging around the place or waiting to get in. When I got close, I was shocked as there were no people at all and nobody even in the visible bar part. My friend also thought this from afar...were were both so confused by our senses.

Before I've got normal visuals like tracers, pulsing walls and electricky things zigzagging across my vision but nothing confuses me like the fullblown hallucinations I get towards the end of my rolls when I go hard. Intriguing it is.