filthygerms
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 16, 2011
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alright, well anyways, i have insane treatment resistant insomnia....
last night i might have slept 15 minutes, or it might just be a false memory.
my mind feels fucked up and worn down.
im currently on halcion .25mgs, but after taking it for about 2 weeks it let to extreme paradoxical effects.
i had to double my dose, and now even that wont touch me. its miserable. honestly i wish i never had halcion prescribed, it only made my xanax weaker, and gave me the most extreme bouts of rebound anxiety and insomnia.
i have probably slept for about 2 hours in the past 5 days.
my eyes hurt, i always feel dirty, and i think i might be losing my mind.
im going to go to the doctor and get off this halcion....
Anyways, i heard one option was seconal...
Its supossed to work for years on end, without losing efficacy or having odd effects....
What the fuck am i supossed to do?
This shit is starting to seriously effect my life and well being....
I dont need a speech or a lecture, i need stone hard conjectures on a chemical only basis.
This shit is tearing me up on the inside.
Here are a few options i have found so far:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Secobarbital
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Glutethimide
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sodium_oxybate
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amobarbital
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chloral_hydrate
last night i might have slept 15 minutes, or it might just be a false memory.
my mind feels fucked up and worn down.
im currently on halcion .25mgs, but after taking it for about 2 weeks it let to extreme paradoxical effects.
i had to double my dose, and now even that wont touch me. its miserable. honestly i wish i never had halcion prescribed, it only made my xanax weaker, and gave me the most extreme bouts of rebound anxiety and insomnia.
i have probably slept for about 2 hours in the past 5 days.
my eyes hurt, i always feel dirty, and i think i might be losing my mind.
im going to go to the doctor and get off this halcion....
Anyways, i heard one option was seconal...
Its supossed to work for years on end, without losing efficacy or having odd effects....
What the fuck am i supossed to do?
This shit is starting to seriously effect my life and well being....
I dont need a speech or a lecture, i need stone hard conjectures on a chemical only basis.
This shit is tearing me up on the inside.
Here are a few options i have found so far:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Secobarbital
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Glutethimide
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sodium_oxybate
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amobarbital
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chloral_hydrate
