Sublime947
Bluelighter
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- Oct 29, 2011
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Hi, im an 18 yr old kid
I am experienced with most drugs, mostly including ecstasy/psychedelics/marijuana/some prescriptions
I started experiencing with opiates around 4 months ago when I was offered it.
I started with oxycontin OPs. I know theyre shit but I enjoyed the feeling alot, made everything feel okay and felt very euphoric. I could enjoy my marijuana smoking more too (I'm a daily pot smoker, and weeds not really the same anymore, feel like it is due to my polydrug abuse of MDMA/MDA/Psychedelics). I only did this about once or twice a week. however, after doing it for about a month with many days in between so I wouldnt get addicted, someone offered me something else.
Eventually someone got me a quarter g of some good h. I took that instead of pills because it is cheaper, although I hated going all the way from oxy to H.... It was a good though. I made it last around a month and a half. I was smart with it and didn't really use it for consecutive days except few occasions.
After I ran out I said I wouldn't touch H again. I didn't get any withdrawals, maybe some psychological addiction but very minor, hardly noticable.
however, I am getting some cravings for it again like 2 months later and was wondering what I should do. I know it is poison, and nothing comes good out of it but a temporary feeling of happiness, but something else is telling me that I have enough self-control to know my limits and moderate it. I don't know what I'm really asking here. I guess Im just asking for someone to talk me out of this or get some feedback from people experienced with this kinda stuff.
I am experienced with most drugs, mostly including ecstasy/psychedelics/marijuana/some prescriptions
I started experiencing with opiates around 4 months ago when I was offered it.
I started with oxycontin OPs. I know theyre shit but I enjoyed the feeling alot, made everything feel okay and felt very euphoric. I could enjoy my marijuana smoking more too (I'm a daily pot smoker, and weeds not really the same anymore, feel like it is due to my polydrug abuse of MDMA/MDA/Psychedelics). I only did this about once or twice a week. however, after doing it for about a month with many days in between so I wouldnt get addicted, someone offered me something else.
Eventually someone got me a quarter g of some good h. I took that instead of pills because it is cheaper, although I hated going all the way from oxy to H.... It was a good though. I made it last around a month and a half. I was smart with it and didn't really use it for consecutive days except few occasions.
After I ran out I said I wouldn't touch H again. I didn't get any withdrawals, maybe some psychological addiction but very minor, hardly noticable.
however, I am getting some cravings for it again like 2 months later and was wondering what I should do. I know it is poison, and nothing comes good out of it but a temporary feeling of happiness, but something else is telling me that I have enough self-control to know my limits and moderate it. I don't know what I'm really asking here. I guess Im just asking for someone to talk me out of this or get some feedback from people experienced with this kinda stuff.
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