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Habitual drug users - Waking up in morning

People hate me, i'm a lark, up at first sparrow's fart bright and cheerful and full of bonhomie regardless of the night before, I have no idea why, I have always been like that, apparently I am the most irritating person in the entire Universe up until the moment I produce tea and toast at which point my stock rises to mere pain the arse:)
 
When I was on opiates I always woke up feeling like shit, but a dose would get me going with no problems.

After my latest psychedelic binge I started having more problems. I've always been one that needed a good 30-60 minutes to get going and shake off the fog, but now that's combined with bad vision. When I wake up these days I'm always greeted by extreme visuals, it's almost like seeing everything like it's under water. It takes a good 5-10 minutes for my vision to calm down to where it should normally be.

It doesn't really bother me so I wouldn't call it HPPD, but I do notice it and I have to take a little time in the morning because of it. There is no way I could drive within 10 minutes of waking.
 
I have some morning waking like this, but depends if I slept at least 5 hours, so my nightly meds can some what wear off. If less then that, I'm grumpy!!
I'm usually first one up, get my coffee, take a cpl pain pills if I have em or smoke a small bit of speed, go smoke a cigg..
I used to be like greyhounder. Most mornings I am, kick ur heels in the air chippery dee person, but depends on my nights sleep.
Hope u get the sleep and clarity u are seeking!!!
 
Yes, for sure. I think I'm even worse now I'm on suboxone though tbh:((. I feel like it's stealing everything from me although it is nice to not have to panic about my next hit.

But yeah, I always did and generally still do wake up feeling like crap:(
 
It sucks hard. Mornings are the worst . No matter how long I sleep I never feel rested. And my arms and legs are so stiff. Takes 30-60 minutes to feel "my normal".
I take my meds before I get out of bed, and try to STAY in bed until they start to kick in.
 
When I was a heroin addict I'd wake up in the morning and lie there and shut my arms and hope that the sweet void of sleep would embrace me so I wouldn't have to wake up the fucked up, stealing, lying and cheating smackhead that I was just to score. Now I wake up feeling happy and ready to take on the world, save the compulsion for a cup of coffee and a cigarette. Don't want to get preachy, just my experience.
 
Waking up still high on oral opium from the day previous is the best feeling in the world. Absolutely incredible, and I don't like mornings.
 
Mornings are great for me usually, I get to get high all over again %)
 
Greyhounder said:
People hate me, i'm a lark, up at first sparrow's fart bright and cheerful and full of bonhomie regardless of the night before, I have no idea why, I have always been like that, apparently I am the most irritating person in the entire Universe up until the moment I produce tea and toast at which point my stock rises to mere pain the arse:)
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Get yourself a daily speedball addiction. Or even just daily meth or daily heroin and come back in a year and tell us all about what a bright morning spark you are.
 
I usually wake up feeling like a million bucks or a train hit me. Lately, I have been sleeping in way too late on the weekends and have trouble gettin out of bed, like today. I woke up and my hand was completely numb and tingly. I smoked a cig, drank my morning pop, and got in the shower. It wasn't until awhile and after I did a bag until I felt "alive" and "awake"... it sucks that I've let some of these bad habits get the best of me at such a young age.
 
I used to be up at the crack of dawn to get out of the sweat soaked sheets and embrace my beloved Morphine.

Now, the only thing that gets me out of bed is the knowledge that I have pre prepared stimulants on my desk.

Fuck. Perfect morning? Late Autumn, just before the frost sets in, sat in the garden with a menthol cigarette and a massive jug of coffee to wash down some sweet OraMorph and a Valium or two.
 
I second the notion that setting the alarm clock before you actually have to get out of bed is a life saver. I usually only set mine 15-30 mins early but it's usually just what I need to get mindset right.
 
mostly-human said:
Get yourself a daily speedball addiction. Or even just daily meth or daily heroin and come back in a year and tell us all about what a bright morning spark you are.
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yeah, I reckon that would solve it but I think i'll pass, seen far too much of that over the years.
 
I'm such a nasty junkie I totally went through the gnarly morning phases of addiction and now I just wake up with watery eyes but my brain is in tact. I even wake up clear headed if I pop a fuck ton of clonidine the night before.
 
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