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Growing seriously weary of all this crap!

BeachBum4u

BeachBum4u

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On the Border of Indecision, thank you Jimmy!
Quick note, I am not a mad or violent person and actually pretty reasonable but something is going on, here at least. Now mind you, I don't even go out that much but I am going nucking futz! Unfortunately I am beginning to feel like I want to do some damage to myself or some shit (no one in particular). Anyone else feeling pent up or going crazy too?
 
Hey man,

I’m sure we can all relate to some extent. The whole world is feeling you right now.

Any hobbies you can dive in to? Any fun (but not too damaging) drugs you can use? Lol. I’m gonna have a MDMA/Psychedelic experience tomorrow myself.

I’ve also used this time to work on diet and exercise along with hobbies/projects that I’ve been meaning to get to.

-GC
 
Is it because of government suggested isolation?

I am introverted, but too much isolation and i start getting naughty thoughts.

Are you noticing you're using more often?
 
madness00 said:
Is it because of government suggested isolation?

I am introverted, but too much isolation and i start getting naughty thoughts.

Are you noticing you're using more often?
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Unfortunately I don't have any fun drugs at the time and hell, that may very well be part of it. It's all just a little too doom and gloom for my heart to handle right now. To boot, I need a medical procedure and it's not looking very promising. Yea, I don't know what else to say. Although I do like the "naughty thoughts" bit though.
 
I never realized we had so many extrovert types here on bluelight. I can't imagine I'd have almost any issue in isolation. Provided I had tv and computer.

I mean, I do enjoy being around other people. I'm not so introverted as to not want the company of others. But it doesn't bother me to be in extended isolation from other people. Not if I have internet, computer, TV etc. I could probably stay isolated for months.

But I understand not everyone's like me. And I'm sorry for everyone having trouble coping with it. :(
 
It really sucks what's going on, don't get me wrong people are getting sick, some are dieing, many of us are out of work and the economy is fucked, etc but to be perfectly honest I'm happy with the social distancing.

My life now is very similar to before: I rarely leave the house and when I do I keep to myself as much as possible. Now atleast nobody comes over to visit anymore and I don't have to worry about being invited anywhere (thank god). I really do not like interacting with other human beings in real life. 'People' bother me and I feel they don't understand me. Even close friends and family, I like them but don't like being around them.

i understand this must be torture for some of you though.
 
I'm not panicked either. I just need social interaction with my people. I've always been this way, even as a kid when most people were mean to me, I still had my core friend group and we spent a lot of time together. Obviously I need alone time sometimes, as does everyone I think. But when I am isolated for extended periods of time I feel like my soul withers and I get depressed.
 
Something like this is happening to me too, I'm from Argentina and here people are going crazy, before this starts I was using a lot of drugs, and all day I was with my little group of friends hanging around the city, I was very happy, even If I did not use drugs other than weed, this forced me away from all that, suicidal thoughts and opioid withdrawal are starting to scare me, I feel that anytime I go to the backyard and end my life, I really do not want I just need to turn off my mind
 
I live in the hills and don't see many people anyway. I used to get my socialization at my job, even met my gf there, but now that my restaurant is take out only they dont need their most experienced chef. sonofabitchingwhoresinafuckinghandbasketcuntfacedlowlifes

But its ok. I have elderly parents that I cant take chances with so its what weve gotta do. At least I can cook awesome meals here at the house.

Will be starting a garden soon. Seems like that will make good use of time, especially as noone knows how long this will go on for.

Also the new DOOM game came out, so its taking up a good portion of my time. Im learning to like vodka some now, instead of only bourbon lol.

Im starting to gain weight though, as I work in a kitchen so would walk 5 miles a day average, and now im just sitting around scratching my ass and drinking beer and eating 3 FULL meals a day lol. Saving a lot of money not eating out though, and not driving. Its amazing how much less money you need when you don't do anything lol.
 
Lots of people around the world, whether willingly or quarantined are forced to stay home until humanity beats this shit. Hydroxychloroquine is showing a lot of promise, and I love how the media is all against it, with twitter even deleting posts about its effectiveness. Funny thing is the cdc has known about its efficacy against this type of illness since the mid 2000s from the original sars outbreak. Lying bastards every one of them. Don't need so many doctors if we have cures.
 
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