It hit me like a million knives
Sharp and to the point
I didn't realise anything was wrong
Until you looked directly in my eyes
I had felt a full spectrum of emotions
Every colour my heart could create
Now I look back on those moments
Just hours gone by
Amazing how one sentence can turn
Such an overwhelming day to grey
I have left the drivers seat empty
Vaguely hoping that something will
Chart this trip
And like a record stuck on repeat
That sentence plays over in my mind
Hoping to hit the very core of me
Like it should
Somewhere I know that the pain is intense
That my mind has chosen numbness
Over devastating waves of grief
Knowing this I curl up and think of
Chasing the wind
Sharp and to the point
I didn't realise anything was wrong
Until you looked directly in my eyes
I had felt a full spectrum of emotions
Every colour my heart could create
Now I look back on those moments
Just hours gone by
Amazing how one sentence can turn
Such an overwhelming day to grey
I have left the drivers seat empty
Vaguely hoping that something will
Chart this trip
And like a record stuck on repeat
That sentence plays over in my mind
Hoping to hit the very core of me
Like it should
Somewhere I know that the pain is intense
That my mind has chosen numbness
Over devastating waves of grief
Knowing this I curl up and think of
Chasing the wind
