amber ::
Bluelighter
this is a new low it seems,
but i know,
its just the same old low i've always known
and maybe it'll change
but i don't see it
i don't see the change in shades
as everything fades to grey
grey like the winter
grey like the spring
theres just grey behind my eyes
as the pain pours from the inside
i don't even know who im looking at anymore
when i speak to you
you dont hear, you dont see
and i dont expect you to
im just there
for future reference
fading into the background,
fading away.
*i wrote that at some rock bottom state the other day, putting it in here to remember, because my computer often crashes and i hate to lose this shit. i know its nothing good, barren if anything.
but i know,
its just the same old low i've always known
and maybe it'll change
but i don't see it
i don't see the change in shades
as everything fades to grey
grey like the winter
grey like the spring
theres just grey behind my eyes
as the pain pours from the inside
i don't even know who im looking at anymore
when i speak to you
you dont hear, you dont see
and i dont expect you to
im just there
for future reference
fading into the background,
fading away.
*i wrote that at some rock bottom state the other day, putting it in here to remember, because my computer often crashes and i hate to lose this shit. i know its nothing good, barren if anything.
