NatalieC1993
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- Joined
- Aug 5, 2018
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Hello Bluelight Community,
My name is Natalie -- 31/f/west coast USA. I have been a lurker for the past 13 years of my pharmaceutical experimentation hobby and just worked up the courage to introduce myself (I have bad social anxiety). I have tried most common drugs as well as a plethora of research chemical psychedelics. My favorite drugs when I was a kid (18-24ish) were psychedelics and dissociatives, hands down. Today I prefer opioids, which help with my treatment resistant depression and endorphin deficiency syndrome(self-diagnosed). I also enjoy low doses of dissociatives as they seem to "reset" my mind and clear tolerance to other drugs. When I was a kid, I used tons of dissociatives at insane (DXM 4th plateau--K-hole equivalent dosages). I have since outgrown that. I used to be dependent on benzodiazepines for my severe anxiety. I have avoided them for the past 7 months. For my treatment resistant depression, I am prescribed Medical Marijuana, Buprenorphine (0.5-3mg per day), and Gabapentin.
Anyways I am very excited to be a part of your community. I look forward to making friends with you guys!
Sincerely,
Nat
My name is Natalie -- 31/f/west coast USA. I have been a lurker for the past 13 years of my pharmaceutical experimentation hobby and just worked up the courage to introduce myself (I have bad social anxiety). I have tried most common drugs as well as a plethora of research chemical psychedelics. My favorite drugs when I was a kid (18-24ish) were psychedelics and dissociatives, hands down. Today I prefer opioids, which help with my treatment resistant depression and endorphin deficiency syndrome(self-diagnosed). I also enjoy low doses of dissociatives as they seem to "reset" my mind and clear tolerance to other drugs. When I was a kid, I used tons of dissociatives at insane (DXM 4th plateau--K-hole equivalent dosages). I have since outgrown that. I used to be dependent on benzodiazepines for my severe anxiety. I have avoided them for the past 7 months. For my treatment resistant depression, I am prescribed Medical Marijuana, Buprenorphine (0.5-3mg per day), and Gabapentin.
Anyways I am very excited to be a part of your community. I look forward to making friends with you guys!
Sincerely,
Nat
