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QueenBitch69

QueenBitch69

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I've finally decided to join this forum, I had refrained from doing so for awhile, but I'm constantly on here and its difficult to find topics on my specific situations so I decided I'll post my own questions and interact. I'm hoping to become more knowledgeable. Currently, I've been sober for a few weeks. I intend to stay this way as long as possible. I've been a current stimulant user for almost two years. Not that long, but I've jumped up the ladder quite quickly. I prefer hallucinogens over anything though due to their positive effects; while stimulants tend to negatively effect my body very heavily. I can honestly say I've experienced quite a few terrifying side effects that most users don't encounter this quickly. Even while on a forum for drug use, I'm still highly reluctant to discuss them. But I truly hope I can build a support system here, considering the only person who is aware of my drug use is my husband, and he also uses. As for the rest of the world, They're clueless and I'd like to keep it that way. I'm really excited about becoming apart of this community, and learning all that I can. Hopefully I have some advice for others as well. :D:D:D
 
Hey QB once again...Just checking back to see if you've posted again. Hope you'll feel free to share with the folks here at BL. As Smoky said, KUDOS on your sobriety. I'm trying to figure out pain management with opiates, which so far isn't working out for me. It's helpful to be able to share/vent with others who have varied perspectives.

Just share as much or as little as you are comfortable with. We're listening. We care.
 
Sorry guys, I was working. Dixie thank you so much! I truly appreciate it! It's hard adjusting to actually being open about these things, but I've posted in a few other threads and I'm going to make it my objective to try and intetract as much as possible. I truly appreciate this website, just because I personally can't bring myself to go to an AA or NA meeting. I've even tried one a few cities from where I live, but it's too much to look people in the eyes and talk about something I've guarded with immense effort. Smoky, thank you! I don't feel like it's really much to brag about, but I'm not sure the last time I've been sober this long. Captain Heroin, I actually was looking for you. I really wanted to thank you. Before I joined bluelight, I was always on here. And I wanted to tell you that you have literally saved my life. You've always given such amazing advice, always positively and calmly. There were nights you put my mind to ease, and other times where I've read your content and I learned so much. If it weren't for you, I really don't know where I would be right now. So thank you, So much for being on here and being so great at giving out information. I'm actually a chronic IV user, I know, and I've experienced many of the negative side effects of it. Cellulitis, Sepsis, Arterial nick and injection, a vein collapse, some nerve damage in my hands, and of course circulation issues now. I never had many good resources, as there are no needle exchange programs where I live. So I really didn't know what I was doing, and due to my ignorance I suffered. But after finding bluelight, it really helped. I came a long way, and I have everyone here to thank. I wish more people understood the good in harm reduction. Now that I've opened up abit, I feel ALOT better. :D=D It's nice to be able to talk to other people about things. I'm hoping I can build a good support system here to help me stay clean.
 
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