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Aria1172

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Sep 11, 2015
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I am new here and am on the fence about what exactly I want anymore. I had five months clean and sober But recently relapsed with some coke and alcohol. I am trying to NOT go back to my first love, H. I am also new to MAINE (2yrs) and could use some advice and support on which way to go. Thanks everyone.
 
Despite relapsing please do not go back to H. I know it's so much easier said than done. But just try to think of the reasons you stopped. I hope you make the right decision. Welcome and let me know if you need anything! Much love to you
 
Thanks, I stopped bc I don't want to die. Its so hard though, I hate it and love it. But I know it will kill me.
 
I have seen my parents struggle with H my whole childhood and now that I have had a taste of their struggle with being addicted to pain pills and needing methadone to help, I can understand better how difficult and seemingly impossible (which its totally not) it can seem. Even though I don't know you, I am proud of you for staying away from the H. You are a strong person for doing so.
 
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