SlowSunBurst
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Nov 25, 2013
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- 6
Just here to peruse the forums, comment and such.
I have my own history of things, as many of you do as well, hoping that I may find like minded beings and perhaps some support?
Just turned 24, and have 3 wasted years behind me, well, aside from the low income jobs I had. Spent all my money very foolishly, and foolishly for someone who I was, and am still with, and is still struggling to get by. I am an artist, if that means anything, and I've struggled with the natural instinct for it like a monkey caught in a poaching net. Or so it feels.
Got into a habit of just sitting and wasting time a lot, after I thought I was going to lose someone very close to me years ago, after losing already a close friend, and more~having been through molestation, harassment, and this year, I actually did lose one of the closest people I've ever had to me in my entire life(sounds dramatic, but I don't want to be too frank, sorry
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Ah, anyway, perhaps I've said too much, sorry.
Stylistically I love classic things, sometimes with a modern twist if done properly/poetically. I also like manga, anime, and too many comic books to mention. Now I'm just rambling/been reading too much Anne Rice lately. What do you enjoy reading? Doing? Can you understand somewhat the things I've described above/relate? Do you feel lonely, because with no one but my boyfriend to live with I don't get out much, and it gives me a sort of more depressed itch than I've felt before, yet can't seem to get myself to do a lot about it...specially now that we're in Winter.
Anyway, sorry, long message. I feel too much like reading/talking atm. Sorry. Eheh. o.o Anyway, Salutations!
I have my own history of things, as many of you do as well, hoping that I may find like minded beings and perhaps some support?
Just turned 24, and have 3 wasted years behind me, well, aside from the low income jobs I had. Spent all my money very foolishly, and foolishly for someone who I was, and am still with, and is still struggling to get by. I am an artist, if that means anything, and I've struggled with the natural instinct for it like a monkey caught in a poaching net. Or so it feels.
Got into a habit of just sitting and wasting time a lot, after I thought I was going to lose someone very close to me years ago, after losing already a close friend, and more~having been through molestation, harassment, and this year, I actually did lose one of the closest people I've ever had to me in my entire life(sounds dramatic, but I don't want to be too frank, sorry
. Ah, anyway, perhaps I've said too much, sorry.
Stylistically I love classic things, sometimes with a modern twist if done properly/poetically. I also like manga, anime, and too many comic books to mention. Now I'm just rambling/been reading too much Anne Rice lately. What do you enjoy reading? Doing? Can you understand somewhat the things I've described above/relate? Do you feel lonely, because with no one but my boyfriend to live with I don't get out much, and it gives me a sort of more depressed itch than I've felt before, yet can't seem to get myself to do a lot about it...specially now that we're in Winter.
Anyway, sorry, long message. I feel too much like reading/talking atm. Sorry. Eheh. o.o Anyway, Salutations!
