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marvellus

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Hi folks

I’m 43 year old oddly guy from some country somewhere in the midst of good ol’ stinky Europe, guess what country that might be. I like good beer, tasty burgers, strong weed and I’m on a jouney to Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds. Because of funny law holes it’s finally possible for me to do so, before I was to shy and to concerned about getting it on the streets, so I just sat there all the time and smoked weed (thanks to the nice neighbor country which is known for having liberal laws regarding weed since decades).

Seriously, after having a wild trip in the late 90s, I had read Hoffmanns “LSD – Mein Sorgenkind” and had searched the web intensively for articles about psychedelica. It’s been MDMA spiced with LSD as far as I could say, I got it in a shabby old boozer that had been turned into some techo-trance disco till the cops busted it. The scene in the 90s was crazy … and I was “lucky enough” to be a part of it for just one night, a quite remarkable night.

But I’ve forgotten a lot of it already again so I’m here to refresh my knowledge and look for some good tips. I’ve tried 1P-LSD five times already and have to say: Yes, it’s quite an experience but for some unknown reason not near as spectacular as said, at least for me. I went from 100ug in the beginning up to 500ug (did it on weekends, so every 7 days) and while the trip did become more intense I never got real visions or had a kind of “breakthrough” experience. It were only “minor” effects like pattern recognition, “Salvador-Dali-Perception” with vivid colors etc. Listening to music and staring at pictures that come to life was quite impressive though. I guess I pushed it to hard and need to take a long break from it, I was an impatient sucker. Actually the very first trip felt very special although I took only 100ug (+ another 100ug 5 hours later), taking 500ug a few weeks later felt seriously more serious, but – still wasn’t the same. I felt almost more stoned than high but that might has to do with the fact that I also smoked a bit of weed to relax my mind and let the things just flow.

However, I’ll give Psilocybin a try the coming weekend and let at least pass another 4 weeks before taking 1P-LSD again. Will be somewhat hard for me – I waited for this for a long time, I had already accepted that I might not experience it ever. Your’re either a psychonaut or not I guess, I am one. What is life about if not about experiencing everything you can (thoughtful and with safety measures in place of course). It’s short and it just ends some day.

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Hi marvellus - Welcome to Bluelight :)

Hmm.. are you from Germany?

I reckon you'll dig the Psychedelic Drugs sub-forum. I think you'd be a great asset to the crew and undoubtedly learn a thing or two as well.

As for thoughts on life, i too am under the impression that 1). It ends some day (of course) :) and 2). It's all about new experiences. Most of my dabbling with drugs comes out of trying to find new feelings hidden beneath the surface - trying to learn more about myself and the world around me before it's my time to go. I'm glad we share similar view points, and honestly the Phiosophy and Spirituality sub-forum might spark your interest as well.

Again, welcome, and see you around, man.
 
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