Great to be here. Hi everyone. Newbie here

[Jabberwocky]

Oh man making orders and everything associated is a high in itself.

 

[Igotdablues]

What a great forum. I'm glad I stumbled my way to this forum.

I’m glad YOU did!

I just wanted to send a shout out and introduce myself. This may be longer than you want to read so if so you can leave now. I'm totally new to drugs as of last year. I grew up during the Reagan "Just Say No to Drugs" era. I was constantly told over and over growing up you're either going to end up in jail or dead if you use drugs.

Very likely.

Sad to say that I bought into all of that bullshit. However, I do have a type A addictive personality. When I like something I go all out and you could say I get addicted to it. Sex, golf, travel and many other things.

I never thought I’d hear anyone find golf addicting no matter how high a they were. Certainly not sober.

It's somewhat of a miracle that I ended up not trying drugs sooner. It's not to say I wasn't exposed to it. In college I was in a fraternity and saw every drug imaginable being used/abused. I just told myself, "just say no". And did just that. Then out of college, I was responsible. Worked my ass off and made partner at my firm. My goal was to make enough to retire earlier in life so I slaved away working hard.

Were you in some sort of accident soon after this point in life? Some form of brain injury perhaps. ?

My sole interaction when I was younger (late 20's) was this super sexy girlfriend that just loved to smoke pot. She was this sensual girl that I actually met at a strip club. She was one of those trust fund kids that never had to really work. All she did all day was smoke weed, sleep in and then would go out to eat with her friends and go partying at night. She was only 22 but one of those wise girls those wise beyond her years type of girl.

Good chance she’s about 400 pounds today with 7 illegitimate kids. But wise beyond her years nonetheless.

She respected the fact that I wasn't into drugs but she did ask me several times to get high with her.

You mean you thought she respected the fact?

OK, looking back now I feel like a total idiot for not getting high with her! What a moron!

She would go on and on about how some day marijuana would be legal all throughout the USA.

So did every pothead at one time or another.

.....How it was less harmful than even cigarettes and was almost scholarly about the medicinal purposes of marijuana.

“Almost scholarly”.
Tomato toma-to.

I was confused, betrayed, sad and as much as I liked hanging out with B., I told myself I could never trust someone like this. But then I started getting paranoid and just got weird. I stopped her and told her I felt sick. She told me to calm down. I was trying to be rational and think what could have happened. I told her the only explanation was she drugged me. I felt so betrayed. I was stupid and stubborn and just ignorant. it was totally NOT ok for her to drug me without my consent. Just not cool.

And here’s where things get funny . I mean fuzzy.

I got home and I started researching about MDMA. I went to all the various websites that talked about MDMA. I read several books by Shulgin and listened to audiobooks of interviews of Alexander Shulgin and his wife, Ann. I read about the FDA and PTSD patients that were trying MDMA in clinical trials. It was all fascinating.

Not as fascinating as this story!

Fast forward 20 years and I'm now in my late 40's. Married with kids. I just never thought I'd want to use drugs. But one day I was getting my haircut by my hairdresser. An attractive younger girl, D. D. did hit on me and gave me her phone # but I never called her. Not so say, I'm a saint and would never cheat on my wife. I had before and was at the time but this D. was wild and would tell me about some crazy stories. Most involved sex and then sex and drugs. She was describing it and it sounded so amazing.

I bet.. Some chic talks about tales of wild sex with tons of guys while on drugs (probably FOR the drugs no doubt— leaving out the stds presumably)...and you’re instantly blown away. Ok...

The next time I got my haircut, I asked D. if she get me some MDMA. She did. Then I made the bold step of asking my wife (who also never did drugs before and was against them) if she would do MDMA with me. Surprisingly she said she would try it. We booked a fancy hotel and officially did drugs for the first time. Looking back I was a little foolish because although I knew and trusted my hairdresser, I didn't test the drugs.

I just assume you tested them on the wife first.

Now I'm very careful and test (Marquis + Simon's A+B) and measure out MDMA, that first time I only got the pills. It was in gelatin capsules and if I had to guess it had about 100 mg of MDMA each pill. D. told me to take it and if I liked it then take another one 90 minutes later.

.

I felt like a total idiot for not starting sooner! And I remember thinking how stupid I was to have not listened to B. 20 years earlier.

Seriously. That’s what you get for being so unappreciative for being drugged unknowingly by someone who betrayed you and actually being mad. I really hope you learned your lesson pal.

I so regretted not trying drugs sooner but feel like now that I'm older and more responsible this is probably the best time to do drugs.

You said you were a lawyer?

I did have an "oh shit" drug episode last year a few months after this experience I wrote about above. I ordered and tried LSD. I know, I know some would say that was a big step. Luckily I read quite a bit......I just took too much for my first time. I took about 250 ug which ended up being way too much for me. I had an ego death and I literally thought I was dying. I was panicking. I read that 250 ug. was too little to cause any major problems but that didn't change the fact that I thought I was going to die.

Still panicking about dying? What??? Even after all that reading?

The most shocking thing was that I admitted to my wife that I was cheating on her. That LSD scared me! But ultimately it saved me because I was selfish and seeing other girls when I was traveling out of town for work. And I don't think I could have stopped cheating had it not been for that episode with the LSD.

Shocking.

I told myself I would never try LSD again but have to confess I've tried microdosing it. I'm wanting to try some other drugs.

Im shocked but I’m sure you’ll do just great!

After all those years of "Just Say No" now I'm saying "Just say Yes to drugs". And my ex-girlfriend that drugged me was totally correct.

Spoken like a true addict. And you had the gaul to criticize her for betraying you when slipping you drugs when all she was trying to do was help.

 

[JustSayYesToDrugs]

I’m glad YOU did!

Very likely.

I never thought I’d hear anyone find golf addicting no matter how high a they were. Certainly not sober.

Were you in some sort of accident soon after this point in life? Some form of brain injury perhaps. ?

Good chance she’s about 400 pounds today with 7 illegitimate kids. But wise beyond her years nonetheless.

You mean you thought she respected the fact?



So did every pothead at one time or another.

“Almost scholarly”.
Tomato toma-to.

And here’s where things get funny . I mean fuzzy.

Not as fascinating as this story!

I bet.. Some chic talks about tales of wild sex with tons of guys while on drugs (probably FOR the drugs no doubt— leaving out the stds presumably)...and you’re instantly blown away. Ok...

I just assume you tested them on the wife first.

.

Seriously. That’s what you get for being so unappreciative for being drugged unknowingly by someone who betrayed you and actually being mad. I really hope you learned your lesson pal.

You said you were a lawyer?

Still panicking about dying? What??? Even after all that reading?



Shocking.

Im shocked but I’m sure you’ll do just great!

Spoken like a true addict. And you had the gaul to criticize her for betraying you when slipping you drugs when all she was trying to do was help.

Ha, ha. Thanks for the laughs igotdablues! Yes, I know a lot to take in. I just wanted to do my best to post my foray into drugs.

 

[Igotdablues]

But the first time I paid an escort $300/hour and could skip the multiple dates, small talk, dating, etc. it was truly euphoric! I guess you could say I got addicted. I didn't see it at the time as an addiction but it was. I was seeing sometimes 3 girls a week. It was so much fun. Then when I got bored seeing all the girls in my city, I'd travel to other cities. Then when I heard sex/escorts were better in other countries, I started traveling to other countries all around the world for the sex scene. Was amazing. It's a bit shocking to think about but I've literally been with over 500 escorts in the past 20 years. Instead, I reasoned at the time I was single and I was making. Now, I couldn't stomach paying $300/hour for sex as I'd reason to myself that was 3 tennis lessons for my kid.
So far I am but I don't want it to get like the escorts. I was single then and had no responsibilities to anyone but myself.

Hey there. No judgment here. I actually have a question that’s n regards to your escort adventuring if you don’t mind. I’m curious what web sites would you use to find these chics? The “quality” ones more specifically. (300/per hour type).
Thanks I appreciate it.

 

[Igotdablues]

Coke, meth and heroin/painkillers are not really worth doing in the long run.

I beg to differ. Maybe with the meth as I’ve never tried that one (that I know of). The rest are just “Christmas morning”. Especially mixing all at once.
As for “The long run”. Non existent of a notion while happily high. And if the idea crosses your mind for whatever strange reason during your mighty high, I rationalize this with a simple validation; whether it be in the long run, the short run or any run, inevitably there comes an end to it all. At that end I only care to look back knowing I felt great. We are all slaves to our nerves and I’d rather die knowing I felt great than like shit. Right to the very end.

 

[Jowieseff]

Welcome friend !!

 

[JessFR]

I beg to differ. Maybe with the meth as I’ve never tried that one (that I know of). The rest are just “Christmas morning”. Especially mixing all at once.
As for “The long run”. Non existent of a notion while happily high. And if the idea crosses your mind for whatever strange reason during your mighty high, I rationalize this with a simple validation; whether it be in the long run, the short run or any run, inevitably there comes an end to it all. At that end I only care to look back knowing I felt great. We are all slaves to our nerves and I’d rather die knowing I felt great than like shit. Right to the very end.

Yeaaaah no.

Unless you're one of those super lucky people who are not prone to opiate or stimulant addition, both these drugs ruin lives. You shouldn't even try em unless your life already comes pre-ruined.

By all means try cannabis, try LSD try MDMA, go nuts.

But opiates and amphetamines (with the exception of MDMA)? If you're prone to addiction to either of them, which you won't know until you try em, they will fuck your life up so hard. Maybe not right away, but if you end up with a habit it's more likely than not. And sure you'll die anyway sooner or later, but these kinda drugs are an extremely effective way to die sooner rather than later and have a far shittier life along the way.

So yea, stick to the good drugs

 

[✿Dai₷y✿]

Heh..I miss the days when obvious drug dealers were subtle enough to blend in but that's progress for you.

Ffs.