rustbeltgoldenchild
Bluelighter
Wanna start by saying I'm not clean by any means and I just haven't done heroin or any heavy opi pharms since like 2015.
My time as a pill head and later as a dope feen was hell but I'm so thankful that period of my life was like 2009-2015. I'm not sure I would have made it out alive. The shit I got into was by no means safe but at least when I bought roxies they were actually oxycodone and not pressed fent.
It's just crazy to me all the KIDS who are dying from fent ODs now. When I was hs y people my age OD'd but that was because they were shooting up or mixing with benzos. Not because they bought a pill from the wrong person.
The major thing that got me out of my "I'm gonna use as soon as I'm out" mindset in rehab was reading about how the county and hour and half away from where I was in treatment had to bring in a refrigerated truck for the OD's.
Anyway sorry for the stream consciousness seeing younger people's posts and replies on here got me thinking how much more life threatening it is to be a teenager who experiments with drugs now.
Like damn a 16 yearold can't even buy a Xanax bar from the weird line cook he works with without worrying about it being pressed with fent.
My time as a pill head and later as a dope feen was hell but I'm so thankful that period of my life was like 2009-2015. I'm not sure I would have made it out alive. The shit I got into was by no means safe but at least when I bought roxies they were actually oxycodone and not pressed fent.
It's just crazy to me all the KIDS who are dying from fent ODs now. When I was hs y people my age OD'd but that was because they were shooting up or mixing with benzos. Not because they bought a pill from the wrong person.
The major thing that got me out of my "I'm gonna use as soon as I'm out" mindset in rehab was reading about how the county and hour and half away from where I was in treatment had to bring in a refrigerated truck for the OD's.
Anyway sorry for the stream consciousness seeing younger people's posts and replies on here got me thinking how much more life threatening it is to be a teenager who experiments with drugs now.
Like damn a 16 yearold can't even buy a Xanax bar from the weird line cook he works with without worrying about it being pressed with fent.