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Gotta love the anticipation for getting HIGH

K'd-OUT-in-AZ said:
I'm sorry but I'm still saying that I hate the anticipation. If I'm sick from withdrawals I can't wait to score but I don't feel good waiting. I get real nervous because I always start to think what if he doesn't show and the longer I wait after that thought the worse it becomes. That question will always be in the back of my head....always. Dope dealers are the absolute worse.

If I already have the drug and at work or something I still feel anxious waiting and just want to get off work the entire time. Anticipation is a bad thing for me when it comes to drugs.

If I'm sitting in front of a pile of cocaine then I do feel good knowing I'm about to get high in a few minutes. I like cutting up lines, I like crushing pills finely, I love cooking liquid into powder and powder into liquid. I like the preparation.
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me exactly... i love the preparation...i feel like i miss out on something if im not the one to shave up my pill, like splitsys or something lol...its part of the fun lol

sounds weird, but very true.


@IHateOpiophobes:
very interesting couple of posts, never thought of it that way.
 
Replying to the post about our bodies dumping out dopamine in anticipation. This is my situation. If I have a 20oz bottle of mt dew with no hydrocodone or Oxy my brain thinks that I am about Yo take hydro or Oxy because every time I take the two, I drink
A 20 oz mt dew. When I drink it w/ out them I will get the placebo feeling of being on an opiate for 5-10 minutes. Funny how out brains work.


If I have the meds then the anticipation doesn't bother me. I would take the
At lunch so they would last until I left work ( I worked 15-17 hrs a day this summer
). Also it feels much better after having a very stressful morning. Then after lunch alll that weight gets lifted off your shoulders
Now if I'm waiting for the guy to bring them to me I am cometely impatient. 5 minutes feels like an hr especially when your waiting at a shady spot. But the reward was worth the wait
 
I get chipper on days I know I'm gonna get high with my husband. However I hate waiting on a dealer to come through. Normally I don't use a dealer though just the pharmacy.
 
highhooked said:
^ haha exactly how im feeling except ive been waiting dayss i really think i will jizz in my pants once those pretty pills are finally in my hand and ill prolly OD (no i wont) because im so excited to get completely faded

And yea i need to find some fucking molly as well never had the pleasure of experiencing its greatness i can only imagine though
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That reminds me....the research has shown that there is a strong correlation between this and tolerance. Im sure many have heard of the concept "Situational Overdose". It's a similar phenomenon when you do drugs in a location, or with other people you don't know...basically anything way out of your normal drug using routine. EVERYONE has one. The coffee table where the OC's are smashed up etc....

Anyways...because the body does not internalize the usual surroundings of the user before they do the drugs, their anticipatory tolerance is not their and they can OD.

It's not like "oh Ill just walk in the other room and get high because my tolerance is gone. It's all about anticipation and tolerance. Very interesting info.
 
bjv07 said:
Replying to the post about our bodies dumping out dopamine in anticipation. This is my situation. If I have a 20oz bottle of mt dew with no hydrocodone or Oxy my brain thinks that I am about Yo take hydro or Oxy because every time I take the two, I drink
A 20 oz mt dew. When I drink it w/ out them I will get the placebo feeling of being on an opiate for 5-10 minutes. Funny how out brains work.


If I have the meds then the anticipation doesn't bother me. I would take the
At lunch so they would last until I left work ( I worked 15-17 hrs a day this summer
). Also it feels much better after having a very stressful morning. Then after lunch alll that weight gets lifted off your shoulders
Now if I'm waiting for the guy to bring them to me I am completely impatient. 5 minutes feels like an hr especially when your waiting at a shady spot. But the reward was worth the wait
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True but you don't ALWAYS have your drugs...and what your talking about with the MT.Dew is operant conditioning. Similar to classical condition, but your behavior of drinking the mt.dew makes the difference.

The MIND IS VERY POWERFUL. I think the placebo effect is amazing science.

P.S Everybody hates the waiting game. ESPECIALLY when they string you along. I cant count the days ruined by that BS. But it's actually one of the biggest reasons for getting on suboxone. I wanted stability....having a life vs sitting next to my cell phone counting the minutes for a call that may never come.
 
RKulsh21 said:
i HATE when my guy says "in a lil" and then you dont hear from them for what seems like forever.. That is why i have networked so that i have about 3 to 4 different people at any given time to better the chances for me. Out of 4 people I have a 1 out of 4 (%25) chance to score.

Does anybody else get stomach pain/gas before/on your way to score? (Opiates)
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When I was using oxyies and on my way for a 4 sure hookup. I could be in full withdrawl and almost start singing in the car. Just typing this post gave me a little euphoric recall. Thats why Im so into neurology/addiction.

That much power can be used for other positive things.

"The mind is a terrible thing to waste". :)

P.S NOTHING I HATED MORE THEN THE "just a little bit longer". Drove me up the fkin WALL.
 
Its only when I'm on my way to pick-up a sure thing until I get some relief. If the dealer has called back and said come pick it up then I start to become excited in a good way. I feel sort of euphoric from the relief of stress from waiting forever. But until then I feel like I need to take a benzodiazepine while waiting, and very often I do.
 
Next to the ritual of getting ready to get high the anticipation of getting a hold of the drug to get you high is the best part.
 
If you are 100% sure that you're getting something awesome, then it's cool to be amped.

But for the most part, I find every time I get really excited for whatever drug I'm about to take, it never lives up to my expectations. So I try not to anticipate it too much, or think about how it is going to be.
 
K'd-OUT-in-AZ said:
I'm sorry but I'm still saying that I hate the anticipation. If I'm sick from withdrawals I can't wait to score but I don't feel good waiting. I get real nervous because I always start to think what if he doesn't show and the longer I wait after that thought the worse it becomes. That question will always be in the back of my head....always. Dope dealers are the absolute worse.

If I already have the drug and at work or something I still feel anxious waiting and just want to get off work the entire time. Anticipation is a bad thing for me when it comes to drugs.

If I'm sitting in front of a pile of cocaine then I do feel good knowing I'm about to get high in a few minutes. I like cutting up lines, I like crushing pills finely, I love cooking liquid into powder and powder into liquid. I like the preparation.
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SAME WITH ME!! i think prepairing is a durg its self like doing CWE's or making hash oil or (trying)to make DMT:p
 
I definitely, definitely do not like the anticipation at all of waiting to score. I get anxious and paranoid, and a million thoughts race through my head, thoughts about the cops pulling up, thoughts about being beat, a million thoughts...

But having the substance in my possession, at home where no one will break my balls, yeah, that's a great feeling, and I agree. Whenever I get my hands on either the old formula OCs (yeah, a couple of them are still floating around, believe it or not...), opana or roxys, I always make a mug of this one specific type of zesty cranberry tea. Never do I drink that tea any other time but when I'm about to blow down a few lines, and the second that I smell it... oh, man!
 
yea when u think about it, you kinda add your own ritual to your doc useage. like me, i like to save a 30mg, or have enough for 45mg of roxi in the early morning, with a full flavor camel cigarette, and a nice hot cup of coffee with mass sugar in it, then after the roxy is plugged, i drink my coffee, smoke my cig, sit back and relax while playing ps3. awesome

ch1na
 
When I have it in hand I take so much time preparing before I do it. I clean my room making sure its spic and span so I can lay around nodding in a good atmosphere. I get my CD ready to play. Clean the desk that I'm going to lay my coke, dope, ketamine, opana, etc. Cut it up very fine and keep dividing lines and then put it back in a pile and keep going over it until I have the most perfect lines.

If its dope I spend the longest time preparing that shit. I used to have a kit that I would carry with me just about everywhere I went (because if I'm moving that means I'm going to get dope). I would also take my time cooking up the ketamine. It would have to be just perfect, fluffy white. I keep my eye on the plate every second pacing make and forth.

If I'm with friends preparing my shit they get so anxious asking if I'm done yet and I yell back not yet. I take forever just to piss them off. Of course I get the first line. The biggest. Hey, if its my shit, I can take as long as I want. They can fuck off.
 
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