Got Me Now

[beanpoophead]

Sometimes i pray like it will be ok
to the God i used to love
3 years later
all the weight on my shoulders
im not the girl i used to be
no, not the one you loved

drunken hope and cocaine filled tears
now im here, real
hopelessness shivering in my eyes
and you know it now
it never meant a thing
cos’ i would of stayed if it did

was i really ever there at all?
did you see me falling?
ya, it happened so fast
kisses on my corner
rain splitting cement
and i was there

flying away on airplanes
long talks on summer walks
car rides in the fall
winter nights gone to far
road trips for the snow
ya, they took me here

i wish i was still thirteen
and never been kissed
fifteen, so pure, so perfect
then came sixteen
the year it all fell apart
or so you said

and i thought about you
all those long talks
about who i was to become
she disappeared
into the ways of the world
ya, they’ve got me now

 

[cherub]

experiences of life changes us from day to day,,,, it is part of growing up, not all that easy.

excellent girl

 

[chrissy]

i hate reminiscing (sp?) about these kind of things too. they get me really sad. i think we all would do things differently if we could go back. but we cant. thats life's little catch.
nice subject and nicely explored.

chrissy