So back in May, I had a very intense experience with 25i+25c. It was a transformation of an object to something gory... I would like to keep the specifics of this experience a bit blurry due to reasons other than the experience itself.
My issue is that it was my third time tripping (i was alone), and it was the first time that something unexpected happened that ruined my mood. The rest of the experience was wonderful, although there was quite a bit of confusion due to it.
After I felt comfortable once more with the idea of taking psychedelics, I decided to trip with my friends with the same combo to show them something new. They were aware of my negative experience with the rcs and were still willing to try them, so I figured why not.
They wanted to go to a racing track and pump music while enjoying the feeling of intense speed. I was very worried about driving while on psychedelics, but they were much more experienced than I was at the time, and the driver (who was also tripping) took it for a spin around the car park and he drove it perfectly... I didnt mind it.
An hour later, we smoked some cannabis to bring it back and the music got really really trippy as fuck and my visuals also took a turn for the worst. At first, it was simply paranoia from the music which had a siren in the background. Later on, when my friends were trying to calm me down and were brimming with confidence, I felt like I was being kidnapped. I convinced myself that if worst came to worst and they tried to harm me, I would kill them before they got the chance. I tried dismissing that thought as soon as possible as I didn't want to spread such dark vibes.
From that point on, things went apeshit. It seemed like there were bits of body parts on the car, and through my own vision, I saw puke flying out... but of course, I knew I was tripping. Keeping myself safe and rational wasn't a problem.
Afterwards, I took another break (a much longer one) from psychedelics and only continued use after a very heartwarming time with the same mates on MDMA.
Nowadays, it doesn't really bother me save for the occasional thought while tripping. Now I know I fucked up with set and setting, but what I'm surprised about is that these visuals were quite gory.
Does anyone have any idea as to what causes visuals to take on certain characteristics?
I have only noted a slightly diminished intellectual capacity since taking up drugs, but I attribute that to dropping out of university for a semester. If anything, I would argue that I'm more rational, more social and more honest with myself than before taking them, so I see no damage from these experiences.
I suspect that it could be due to my sadomasochistic tendencies, but alas I'm really not sure.
Note: This post is not a desperate cry of SOS. The first time the gory visuals came in, I was taken aback and questioned my sanity... however, now it barely bothers me save for the thought of it every now and then. I doubt that this is HPPD or anything similar, but if that is going through your mind, please go ahead and post it. Any input would be highly appreciated as google has been very unreliable on the specifics of visuals.
/rollies/
My issue is that it was my third time tripping (i was alone), and it was the first time that something unexpected happened that ruined my mood. The rest of the experience was wonderful, although there was quite a bit of confusion due to it.
After I felt comfortable once more with the idea of taking psychedelics, I decided to trip with my friends with the same combo to show them something new. They were aware of my negative experience with the rcs and were still willing to try them, so I figured why not.
They wanted to go to a racing track and pump music while enjoying the feeling of intense speed. I was very worried about driving while on psychedelics, but they were much more experienced than I was at the time, and the driver (who was also tripping) took it for a spin around the car park and he drove it perfectly... I didnt mind it.
An hour later, we smoked some cannabis to bring it back and the music got really really trippy as fuck and my visuals also took a turn for the worst. At first, it was simply paranoia from the music which had a siren in the background. Later on, when my friends were trying to calm me down and were brimming with confidence, I felt like I was being kidnapped. I convinced myself that if worst came to worst and they tried to harm me, I would kill them before they got the chance. I tried dismissing that thought as soon as possible as I didn't want to spread such dark vibes.
From that point on, things went apeshit. It seemed like there were bits of body parts on the car, and through my own vision, I saw puke flying out... but of course, I knew I was tripping. Keeping myself safe and rational wasn't a problem.
Afterwards, I took another break (a much longer one) from psychedelics and only continued use after a very heartwarming time with the same mates on MDMA.
Nowadays, it doesn't really bother me save for the occasional thought while tripping. Now I know I fucked up with set and setting, but what I'm surprised about is that these visuals were quite gory.
Does anyone have any idea as to what causes visuals to take on certain characteristics?
I have only noted a slightly diminished intellectual capacity since taking up drugs, but I attribute that to dropping out of university for a semester. If anything, I would argue that I'm more rational, more social and more honest with myself than before taking them, so I see no damage from these experiences.
I suspect that it could be due to my sadomasochistic tendencies, but alas I'm really not sure.
Note: This post is not a desperate cry of SOS. The first time the gory visuals came in, I was taken aback and questioned my sanity... however, now it barely bothers me save for the thought of it every now and then. I doubt that this is HPPD or anything similar, but if that is going through your mind, please go ahead and post it. Any input would be highly appreciated as google has been very unreliable on the specifics of visuals.
/rollies/
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