Polynomial
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Dec 19, 2011
- Messages
- 54
I wish I could use drugs "responsibly" but the fact is I want to get as far from reality as I can - without blacking out that is.I'm horrible depressed and I know my girlfriend will leave me if all this bullshit happening. I don't know what to do. I try to do 12 step programs, and all sorts of shit but I can't shake it.
I'm sick of looking for a sturdy beam/hook to hang myslef from, or thinking of how to get to the stop of a really high building and jump off.
I am fucking SICK of this.
I'm sick of looking for a sturdy beam/hook to hang myslef from, or thinking of how to get to the stop of a really high building and jump off.
I am fucking SICK of this.