I fell so hard for him. He was almost perfect. He was religious, but I could try to work with it. He knew about the drugs, didn't approve but didn't run. He wanted to see how bad is was, if I was high, I slept. Not that bad.
Then I came crashing down, too close, too fast. I self-harming as he pulled it from my hands. falling to the floor crying.
He left for holiday break and I don't hear from him. I used to hear from him every day. And now he doesn't call he doesn't text. I don't exist to him.
I'm trying to cope. I deleted his physical existence. Pictures, numbers, email...But I still cry.
He fell hard, he was wonderful...
He once said, you don't trust ppl very easy do you...I let down that wall and I got hurt.....
I still will cry because it still hurts....and nothing will take it away...
Then I came crashing down, too close, too fast. I self-harming as he pulled it from my hands. falling to the floor crying.
He left for holiday break and I don't hear from him. I used to hear from him every day. And now he doesn't call he doesn't text. I don't exist to him.
I'm trying to cope. I deleted his physical existence. Pictures, numbers, email...But I still cry.
He fell hard, he was wonderful...
He once said, you don't trust ppl very easy do you...I let down that wall and I got hurt.....
I still will cry because it still hurts....and nothing will take it away...