Sl1pp3Ry
Greenlighter
Hi Everyone,
I am a new member to the forum, I am hear to share my experiences as well as to gain insight from other members in the community on topics such as substance use/abuse, emotional/spiritual/physical/mental well being, pharmacology of various chemicals, recovery, and life in general.
I am a seasoned user of molly, though I have not used her with any regularity for a number of years now. I am familiar with the ups and downs of regular use, especially when not done in moderation and the effects of tolerance quickly lead to abuse. Unfortunately, I allowed my youthful exuberance and ignorance get the best of me when it came not only to molly, but a host of other substances as well. My lack of self discipline lead to years of poly-substance addiction issues along with self destructive tendencies that tend to manifest following the onset of any addiction.
For a long while, it seemed as though my story would be a sad one and destined to end like so many others who fought, struggled, and lost the battle against the perils of drug abuse. Despite attaining a college degree, I had allowed my behavior to reduce me to a mere shell of my former self. I had to take a long, hard look at myself and change a vast majority of my thoughts and actions to better myself from what I had become. Already long story short, I have come to realize that my progression as an individual is a lifelong process. Though I have suffered through innumerable setbacks and shattered dreams along the way I continue to persevere and cherish the road ahead.
These days, I find my life substantially more stable then it once was and exponentially more fulfilling. I have managed to pull myself out of the abyss, little by little and day by day, to be at a point in my life where I am happy without having to escape on a continual basis. I still dabble here and there with molly, take lucey once every year or two, and smoke cannabis 4x/week; so don't think that I am a completely reformed addict. I am just here to share my story to those who would like to listen, swap experiences, and gain pharmacological information from the forum as well. Thanks for your time and lending me your ear, err...eyes?
I am a new member to the forum, I am hear to share my experiences as well as to gain insight from other members in the community on topics such as substance use/abuse, emotional/spiritual/physical/mental well being, pharmacology of various chemicals, recovery, and life in general.
I am a seasoned user of molly, though I have not used her with any regularity for a number of years now. I am familiar with the ups and downs of regular use, especially when not done in moderation and the effects of tolerance quickly lead to abuse. Unfortunately, I allowed my youthful exuberance and ignorance get the best of me when it came not only to molly, but a host of other substances as well. My lack of self discipline lead to years of poly-substance addiction issues along with self destructive tendencies that tend to manifest following the onset of any addiction.
For a long while, it seemed as though my story would be a sad one and destined to end like so many others who fought, struggled, and lost the battle against the perils of drug abuse. Despite attaining a college degree, I had allowed my behavior to reduce me to a mere shell of my former self. I had to take a long, hard look at myself and change a vast majority of my thoughts and actions to better myself from what I had become. Already long story short, I have come to realize that my progression as an individual is a lifelong process. Though I have suffered through innumerable setbacks and shattered dreams along the way I continue to persevere and cherish the road ahead.
These days, I find my life substantially more stable then it once was and exponentially more fulfilling. I have managed to pull myself out of the abyss, little by little and day by day, to be at a point in my life where I am happy without having to escape on a continual basis. I still dabble here and there with molly, take lucey once every year or two, and smoke cannabis 4x/week; so don't think that I am a completely reformed addict. I am just here to share my story to those who would like to listen, swap experiences, and gain pharmacological information from the forum as well. Thanks for your time and lending me your ear, err...eyes?
