DaWnAsHlEy1990
Ex-Bluelighter
- Joined
- Aug 21, 2015
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Hey y'all, my name is Dawn, I'm 25 years old and happily (most of the time 
) married. My husband and i have a 3 year old little boy together but due to our addiction we've lost custody of him. Shortly after he got taken from us we became homeless. My mother who was out of my life for over 9 years was the one who called cps, and then had us evicted from the trailer we were renting from her not even 48 hours later. So she really did throw us a whammy. We've been through hell and back it feels like the past almost 3 years. I overdosed last April (2014) there was way to much shit in my system. That's when i was shooting up mostly. But anyways I've finally took the time to register in here after years and years I looking at all different types of drug related info for me along with other people lol. I've done a bunch of different shit, allot of which I'm not proud of but I'm trying to do better now. I've been on suboxone now getting it legally prescribed to me for going on 7 months. I'm supposed to be taking two 8 mg films a day. But every once in a while i might have to sell one to get extra money (not for drugs) for just random stuff i need. My husband has a job with his cousins company but doesn't pay much at all. And i have a little part time thing that i go do once or twice a week and I'm lucky if i get 30-40 bucks. So it helps some but i mean with having to pay child support weekly (both of us) and pay for our insurance we don't have hardly nothing left for pessimal items. But i do still smoke weed, my doctor is not fine with it but says he won't make me quit right now. And every once in a while i might take a xanax, but i am nothing like i was when i overdosed.
Well I'm sorry i went on and started rambling like but i don't hardly ever talk to anyone outside of a few friends who are more like family then my own is. And the doctor when i see him once a month. But send a hello if you'd like, or don't if not. Either way it's alright, i just wanna try helping other people who are strung out and just want someone to listen or understand. Anyone who can help with my sobriety and anyone who has advice on legal issues regarding family court. Trying to kill multiple with few stones as possible.
) married. My husband and i have a 3 year old little boy together but due to our addiction we've lost custody of him. Shortly after he got taken from us we became homeless. My mother who was out of my life for over 9 years was the one who called cps, and then had us evicted from the trailer we were renting from her not even 48 hours later. So she really did throw us a whammy. We've been through hell and back it feels like the past almost 3 years. I overdosed last April (2014) there was way to much shit in my system. That's when i was shooting up mostly. But anyways I've finally took the time to register in here after years and years I looking at all different types of drug related info for me along with other people lol. I've done a bunch of different shit, allot of which I'm not proud of but I'm trying to do better now. I've been on suboxone now getting it legally prescribed to me for going on 7 months. I'm supposed to be taking two 8 mg films a day. But every once in a while i might have to sell one to get extra money (not for drugs) for just random stuff i need. My husband has a job with his cousins company but doesn't pay much at all. And i have a little part time thing that i go do once or twice a week and I'm lucky if i get 30-40 bucks. So it helps some but i mean with having to pay child support weekly (both of us) and pay for our insurance we don't have hardly nothing left for pessimal items. But i do still smoke weed, my doctor is not fine with it but says he won't make me quit right now. And every once in a while i might take a xanax, but i am nothing like i was when i overdosed. Well I'm sorry i went on and started rambling like but i don't hardly ever talk to anyone outside of a few friends who are more like family then my own is. And the doctor when i see him once a month. But send a hello if you'd like, or don't if not. Either way it's alright, i just wanna try helping other people who are strung out and just want someone to listen or understand. Anyone who can help with my sobriety and anyone who has advice on legal issues regarding family court. Trying to kill multiple with few stones as possible.
