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Mayor Butt

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I've used bluelight for information for over a year, but just recently decided to join. I've had experiences with all types of medicines and supplements/herbs, and figured I could learn from everyone as well as share some of my personal experiences. My knowledge comes mostly from personal interest as well as things I've picked up through my work as an EMT. I've had frequent jousts with depression and anxiety, so I'm happy to give/receive advice. :)
 
She is with her family a few hours away...and is gonna get released in the morning. She was in the hospital for 2 days here in Houston and now 5 in Dallas....all because of alcohol, mdpv, and some dumbass drug called dimethocaine :( She kind of had an od and passed out hitting her head on the apt. floor causing internal bleeding....meanwhile I've been stuck at home working non stop to help pay the bill. Another double shift tonight!!
 
theotherside26 said:
I was just in an ambulance a week ago to the day with my girl.....expensive ride to say the least :) Welcome to Bluelight!!
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I'm so sorry to hear that, I hope it all turns out ok :(

I'm in NC, although I'm originally from NY. My depression and anxiety are almost non-existent for the past 6 months, and miraculously enough it has nothing to do with medication :)
 
Good to hear.....depression is strange like that...some people suffer with it and no medication helps and then one day..poof! I have never suffered depression, only time I have ever experienced it on any level was back when I used to take way too many MDMA tabs and smoked weed everyday. The two days after heavy MDMA binges were downright depressing...just knowing that I could feel THAT good and then have to be normal all over again and go to work.
 
Thats one of the few reasons I have yet to try MDMA. Although it seems like one of the most appealing drugs to me, I don't know if I could handle the next day depression :P My depression didn't magically disappear, it was more because I got to the root of the problem in my messed up thought process. It's crazy how just a few negative thoughts can really bring down your psychological and physical health.
 
Mayor Butt said:
Thats one of the few reasons I have yet to try MDMA. Although it seems like one of the most appealing drugs to me, I don't know if I could handle the next day depression :P My depression didn't magically disappear, it was more because I got to the root of the problem in my messed up thought process. It's crazy how just a few negative thoughts can really bring down your psychological and physical health.
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Yes my girl had been down this "downward spiral" for awhile now. Hers started out when she started using a substance called MDPV....combined with alcohol on the comedown. We were using mephedrone almost every weekend and she never had one problem....I never got that into pv but you do what the girlfriend wants to sometimes :) Bad things can happen to good people...I see it often.
 
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