MMMMKAY?!
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Well actually, this is my second time, but
the last time I did it I was like a young highschooler along time ago and i really dont even remember it. But i picked up two grams of gold caps, and i am on parole (which is why I chose shrooms).
The setting will be in my room at my house. Also, if it means anything I am prescribed the current meds: Trazadone 50mg at bedtime, diphenyhydramine 50mg bedtime, nuerontin 400mg ( I believe I've taken 400 so far but I only have one left) 3 times a day, Tenex 1mg twice a day (though I have taken none of it today), and dexedrine 60mg a day (I've taken a total of 30mg so far)
I have about 2 grams. I am thinking of taking about 2mg of tenex to ease the anxiety of the trip-i do have some anxiety issues. I also have 5mg of klonopin but am not going to do that just because I believe it might show up on a parole drug test.
I will now record my "trip" [: :
like ten minutes later..
I took a single mg tenex and swallowed it. put a small gold cap the width of a dime under my tongue [:
about ten minutes later...
Its' pretty much completely dissolved. [:. im laying on my bed listening to music, closing my eyes and texting.
about 15 or so mintues later...
Tripping out on a song: cookie monsta-fat girl rodeo
Smiling every once in a while, but I don't know forsure if this is caused by the cap.
Seeing little lights when I look at stuff, could be the dexedrine though.
Seriously thinking about eating some more...
about one minute later (lol)... I put a tiny stem about the size of your thumb fingernail under my tongue.
I notice, my body feeling kinda hot. [:. its not really in a bad way though. though as i said before it might just be the
I notice the stem has a much more "rough" taste. More bitter.
about ten minutes later:
I'm now smoking a cigarette, don't feel much but I do feel a kinda comforting feel-though it may not be the shroom [:.
I hope the tenex doesn't lower my appreciation of music.
I do believe i feel a body feeling [:. similar the physical adderall feeling, could be the dex idk. I kinda feel a headache but its not bothersome. [:.
Thinking of taking my other two doses of dex.
about 10 minutes later or so...
I gotta vitamin water [:. Im loving talking to girls-though I mostly always do, it seems more special right now [:.
about 5 minutes later...
sucking on a good sized pinch of the powder. it tastes very bitter [:.
Popped my evening neurontin and am about to crush up a 15mg of dex, probably snort half or so of it.
20 minutes or so later...decided to chew the dex [:. Talking to people on facebook. Don't feel too much different :/
just ate like four stems n two tums lol [x
I'm regretting taking the tenex /:. i feel it kinda brought me down. Ate some more (mushroom) powder.
Feel mild auditory 'disturbances'. i feel like im searching for something that won't ever be found, or that doesn't exist . ha.
I think i'm feeling it [:. everything seems so beautiful yet deep inside, so sad, or disturbing.. I feel a connection with paradoxes. like everything around me is a paradox. thinking very deeply. intensely
I'm laughing at things [:. everything seems so comical. like its got its own little life-it's only little story to it [:
about 30 minutes later...
just ate the rest of the 2grams [:
Definitely feelin it. [:. i think the tenex calmed it down a lot, but visuals are pretty cool. trails and stuff. I feel it but i feel kinda disconnected from the trip itself and, lmfao i dont even know i cant explain. who the fuck am i talking to? [x wtf
I'm feeling it intensely. I'm stuck in a paradox inside of a paradox.
Its all so fake. everything feels so fake. technology facebook all that shit. fake. everything, everyone's so fake...
I'm tripping really hard. Technology is scaring me right now. bad lol. damn.
It really is evil though. They see everything...
couple hours later...
all in all it was-and is (Im definitely still tripping) a good experience. [: I did a lot of self analyzation and a lot of deep thinking about the american society and how superficial it is [:.
visual perceptions still there, when i type the words float around.
a good experience [:. though kinda boring-I thought it'd be a lot more intense (though it was pretty hardcore-the tenex might have brought it down a little) to me it kinda felt like ex (MDMA) with much more visuals but without that physical euphoria. [:
the last time I did it I was like a young highschooler along time ago and i really dont even remember it. But i picked up two grams of gold caps, and i am on parole (which is why I chose shrooms).
The setting will be in my room at my house. Also, if it means anything I am prescribed the current meds: Trazadone 50mg at bedtime, diphenyhydramine 50mg bedtime, nuerontin 400mg ( I believe I've taken 400 so far but I only have one left) 3 times a day, Tenex 1mg twice a day (though I have taken none of it today), and dexedrine 60mg a day (I've taken a total of 30mg so far)
I have about 2 grams. I am thinking of taking about 2mg of tenex to ease the anxiety of the trip-i do have some anxiety issues. I also have 5mg of klonopin but am not going to do that just because I believe it might show up on a parole drug test.
I will now record my "trip" [: :
like ten minutes later..
I took a single mg tenex and swallowed it. put a small gold cap the width of a dime under my tongue [:
about ten minutes later...
Its' pretty much completely dissolved. [:. im laying on my bed listening to music, closing my eyes and texting.
about 15 or so mintues later...
Tripping out on a song: cookie monsta-fat girl rodeo
Smiling every once in a while, but I don't know forsure if this is caused by the cap.
Seeing little lights when I look at stuff, could be the dexedrine though.
Seriously thinking about eating some more...
about one minute later (lol)... I put a tiny stem about the size of your thumb fingernail under my tongue.
I notice, my body feeling kinda hot. [:. its not really in a bad way though. though as i said before it might just be the
I notice the stem has a much more "rough" taste. More bitter.
about ten minutes later:
I'm now smoking a cigarette, don't feel much but I do feel a kinda comforting feel-though it may not be the shroom [:.
I hope the tenex doesn't lower my appreciation of music.
I do believe i feel a body feeling [:. similar the physical adderall feeling, could be the dex idk. I kinda feel a headache but its not bothersome. [:.
Thinking of taking my other two doses of dex.
about 10 minutes later or so...
I gotta vitamin water [:. Im loving talking to girls-though I mostly always do, it seems more special right now [:.
about 5 minutes later...
sucking on a good sized pinch of the powder. it tastes very bitter [:.
Popped my evening neurontin and am about to crush up a 15mg of dex, probably snort half or so of it.
20 minutes or so later...decided to chew the dex [:. Talking to people on facebook. Don't feel too much different :/
just ate like four stems n two tums lol [x
I'm regretting taking the tenex /:. i feel it kinda brought me down. Ate some more (mushroom) powder.
Feel mild auditory 'disturbances'. i feel like im searching for something that won't ever be found, or that doesn't exist . ha.
I think i'm feeling it [:. everything seems so beautiful yet deep inside, so sad, or disturbing.. I feel a connection with paradoxes. like everything around me is a paradox. thinking very deeply. intensely
I'm laughing at things [:. everything seems so comical. like its got its own little life-it's only little story to it [:
about 30 minutes later...
just ate the rest of the 2grams [:
Definitely feelin it. [:. i think the tenex calmed it down a lot, but visuals are pretty cool. trails and stuff. I feel it but i feel kinda disconnected from the trip itself and, lmfao i dont even know i cant explain. who the fuck am i talking to? [x wtf
I'm feeling it intensely. I'm stuck in a paradox inside of a paradox.
Its all so fake. everything feels so fake. technology facebook all that shit. fake. everything, everyone's so fake...
I'm tripping really hard. Technology is scaring me right now. bad lol. damn.
It really is evil though. They see everything...
couple hours later...
all in all it was-and is (Im definitely still tripping) a good experience. [: I did a lot of self analyzation and a lot of deep thinking about the american society and how superficial it is [:.
visual perceptions still there, when i type the words float around.
a good experience [:. though kinda boring-I thought it'd be a lot more intense (though it was pretty hardcore-the tenex might have brought it down a little) to me it kinda felt like ex (MDMA) with much more visuals but without that physical euphoria. [:
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