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Goin away to kick, thanks guys

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just wanted to let u guys know im goin to a program tmrw 2 get clean......................its gonna be hardest thing i ever did but i wana thank u guys for ur support...........................
 
Keep on keepin on Jake. Try to learn from your past attempts and to act accordingly. All the best.
 
He was taking heroin and lots of it.

Goodluck Jake, got your text this morning. You're a lucky bastard I know the place only has plywood beds but anything is better than using. You'll have people around you and whatever you do don't use and go to meetings when you get out.

Also Happy Easter. Consider it a gift from the Easter Bunny. =]


..now if only I would go to rehab...
 
Jake, to be completely honest with you I'm quite surprised you're still alive. You've had these messages going up for what, about a year and a half or two years? If there's ever a time, it's now.

A new life is in order for you. Best wishes and do everything it takes.
 
great to hear man. you can do it and everything is going to be better once you get through it. the first few days of 'hab are tough... just keep going back and it will all be worth it in the end.
 
Yeh I think hes actually in rehab right now so he likely won't be posting but the place he's going to I don't even think they give you any type of medicine to get off the dope. Last time Jake went to a detox (like a month ago), I think he was medicated, and when he got out he relapsed fairly quickly.

Maybe if he feels the wds this time from a true cold turkey experience that will be better for him in the long run. But I'm happy this mfkr went back at it. Jakes a good guy and I really wish him the best.
 
i don't know you at all, since i'm new here, but we're allkindred spirits and know eachother more or better than our own families, to be sure.
i'm white-knuckling it right now, getting off of fentanyl and opanas, high doses. if i can do it, anyone can.
i just made an oops, and typed "od" instead of "do"....think about that, the opposite of od'ing is to just DO it !!! wow, i am so amazed at myself!!
ok i'm a dork, but i'm feeling ya....go forth and DO IT DUDE!!! i'll keep you in my prayers! -peace
 
good luck mane i never did the program thing i did a self program with some subs but that was hard too u just gotta really want it man get it in your brain that u done with the shit that really goes a long way

i truly wish u all the luck in the world
 
I don't know you but I want to wish you good luck. I just hope I never get to the day I need a program to help me. Yet I'm pretty naive and think I can do everything on my own....
 
Good luck bro!!

No luck needed really, only willpower and keeping yourself occupied

You are not the only one who has to go through this shit fight, i have no idea who you are man but I do know what your going through.

Keep it real
 
He didn't make it for anyone who is curious. I think he didn't want to post to let the forum down, but he only made it 1 night then left the following day. Withdrawals were too much and I think the detox was just too old school. No meds or nothing so this is definitely one place that wants you to feel it when you come off the diesel.

Anyway, he's back on but I'm trying to talk him to going back to see a sub dr. I really think he should just get on a nice hefty dose of subs (like 8mg a day) and just maintain as long as he can. Short acting opies are too much bs to deal with after a certain point.

He really needs to just take a full agonist "vacation" for a bit so he can stablize and start making some money/get a job.
Same with me =]. Feel free to keep us updated Jake noone here is going to judge you buddy. We all suffer from the same shit bro. As long as you keep your mind focused on that bright neon lamp in your brain screaming "STOP OPIATES!!" I do believe one day you will find your way.

laterr brah
 
that sucks, but to be honest I wouldn't go someplace to kick on a plywood cot with no meds anyway. I can tell you right now I would only last 1 night there..

hope he finds his way.
 
hang n there jake!

i know all to well of rehab, been to entirely to many of them. Hopefully you will go through a detox program.. where you can get off the shit without getting sick.
the last one i went to had no detox, i was being prayed over and over while i was laying in bed (it was a faith based place). nothing for my with drawls. it sucked man, i got through it. my new friends there saw me struggling and they helped me out. the staff really didn't do shit there. it was all the residents on their own.
hopefully the rehab you are in is a 12-step based rehab. where you are in either the Big Book of AA, or the Basic Text of NA. which ever program you work I wish you the best of luck!
Hang in there man, don't know if you will read this or not.
but when things start getting rough in rehab. think of the things your grateful for.
like you have a roof over your head, a 'meal', running water, power, enjoy eating 3 meals a day.
hell you might even get foodstamps while your there!
keep ur head up!
 
jake99 said:
just wanted to let u guys know im goin to a program tmrw 2 get clean......................its gonna be hardest thing i ever did but i wana thank u guys for ur support...........................
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Jake I know you're already gone so you won't read this for a while. But I just want to say how truly proud I am of you that you're going to rehab. We've all read your story over the past 12 months or so, and I've seen your progression from someone who wanted help but was perhaps too scared of living a clean life, to a man who is truly ready to face it head on. Good luck mate, we believe in you <3
 
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