goin 2 rehab tommoro

hey all, well tommoro is the day, got someone coming to get me, and take me to a homeless shelter until a bed opens at a rehab.
I have no idea what to expect, I've never been in a homeless shelter before. I don't even know where to begin. but I've got willingness to get over this bump. I cant keep going by my ways to stay sane and sober.
Its a place to go, since I've got no where else to go, I need that Humility to be able to get through life, I can hopefully look back at this and glad I'm not there anymore.

I have no idea what to expect here, Don't know If I will have internet or what, so if you don't hear from me it doesn't mean I'm dead. Hopefully trying to tame the beast, and be sober for once in my life. and to be happy.

Thanks to all who has helped me and given me resources. You will always be a friend to me,

much love,
Drew
 
Thanks Sweet P,
I'm really nervous about getting there, I have no idea what to expect.
I've never been this low in my life. Hopefully I will learn from this and not want to go back.
Curently I am packing my stuff here at the dorm, and cleaning, wow an alocholic can be so fucking messy, I've got some shit to clean and not to proud of it.
I've been drinking coffee, so I am hopefully going to get my room clean by 8-9am.
I wish I had one more day to clean and pack, but I don't. I hope when the guy calls me he wont be around here until later, so I can get this card someone sent me, and get some food.

Anyone been to a homeless shelter before? and can you tell me what to expect?
 
^ I'm sure you'll be fine. From your posts, you seem like a strong-minded guy who can take care of himself. I've never been to a homeless shelter before, although I have slept rough a few times. Last night my mum mentioned a rehab facility that she found on the net, and suggested I look into it. I'm not too keen on the idea, but I suppose it may be the only option if I can't keep my habit under control...
 
Thanks sweetp, yeah things suck at the moment, I'm cleaning so much shit that I thought I would never clean. Fucking addiction and alcoholism can be so dirty. Normal people don't live like this I hope.
I gotta learn how to fucking live without external things such as drugs,alcohol,and sex.

Shits still pretty over whelming for me, Like it is 3:14am on my side, and I am maybe half cleaned up. I still have so much shit to do! My ride is susposley going to call me between 8-9am, He seems like a good guy, he's a pastor and has battled addiction and alcoholism, and is now 15 years or so clean. He is close friends with my mom and step-dad, and they told him about me, and if he could help.
I've got to get through this shit, being homeless for a few days is going to show me some humility, and hopefully I will get through the dark times,
I hope to keep every informed about me, hopefully, love you all
 
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