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derrrrr

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I just don't know what to do guys. I fucking hate opiates. I can't seem to do anything to feel better. My body aches, and the depression... The depression.. Don't get me started. I just can't be happy about anything. And every little thing that is wrong in my life my mind blows 10x out of porportion. I just don't know what to do. My ex just left me for some guy she barely knows but it's my own fault. I can't believe I have done this to myself again. I was off opiates and happy, and I'm so sorry I am burdening whoever is reading this with my problems, but this is titled support so that's why I am here. someone please help me. I want to feel better!
 
have you thought about getting onto suboxone and then tapering off while getting to the bottom of what you are covering up by taking lots of opiates.
 
I would have no idea where to begin. I would have to tell my parents I'm on drugs again, and if I do get suboxone, I would never get any painkillers legitimately in my life again when I really do need them. I just feel so lost and honestly, I love the emotional numbness of opiates. I don't have any idea what I'm covering up with them, I really do wish I knew.
 
Its just that opiates make everything feel better. Doing something boring becomes pleasurable. They just take eveything else away and lead nowhere. The pain and sadness is worth it really to get back to your good place man :) Just try and stick it out for a bit more...Being on opiates will only continue the pain, as counter intuitive as that sounds.

And why not take a look here in the Recovery forums?

<3
 
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willow11 said:
Its just that opiates make everything feel better. Doing something boring becomes pleasurable. They just take eveything else away and lead nowhere. The pain and sadness is worth it really to get back to your good place man :) Just try and stick it out for a bit more...Being on opiates will only continue the pain, as counter intuitive as that sounds.

And why not take a look here in the Recovery forums?

<3
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Thank you so much. Today is about 56 hours or thereabouts and for some reason I feel a hell of a lot better. Is it possible that the peak could have been last night? I am prescribed Doxepin and I have heard that helps withdrawals a lot. I will check that link now.
 
derrrrr said:
Thank you so much. Today is about 56 hours or thereabouts and for some reason I feel a hell of a lot better. Is it possible that the peak could have been last night? I am prescribed Doxepin and I have heard that helps withdrawals a lot. I will check that link now.
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I hope you are still feeling a bit better. I think you'll be over the worst physical stuff by now... :)
 
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