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goals for 2012..

herbavore said:
Hey, I am sure you have already achieved the last one. Anyone that decorates a tree like you do has all my respect, young woman! And I love your list. <3
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Haha! Hell, I try! Thank you, darlin'!
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SideOrderOfOpiates said:

• Consume a hell of a lot less drugs and alcohol than I have in quite some time
• "do something else" enough to where I do not feel like committing suicide & or possible select random acts of homicide
• Preserve and increase funds
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Amen to that! They are certainly my top 3 out of your list. :) Will I achieve them though is the question 8)
 
malakaix said:
Learning to let go and move on.

A strange thing happened this NYE, a bead bracelet that i had been wearing on my wrist for the last 3-4 years fell off on it's own just as the night was approaching midnight.. i started wearing this bracelet when i got involved in the party/drug scene and for some time now i've really wanted to move on from certain people i associate with and the lifestyle in general, i found it rather unbelieavble at the timing of losing the bracelet. Perhaps it was just coincidence, but im going to take it a sign to finally move on in a new direction.
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Take it as a sign, and use that 'coincidence' to help you move on from there. I just got a new tattoo on my left wrist 'Vitality' - to me that's blood, and I am trying to make sure a needle never is used again. Means something to me so that's all that matters.

I'm also starting school again this coming week; that's my main priority - and basically to keep my shit together overall and just keep trying to move forward and make progress.

-dp
 
1) Quit smoking cigs and keep weed for special occasions (when coming down)
2) Keep MDMA usage 3 months apart :)
3) Be more productive, which hopefully follows if I cut back on weed.
4) Meet a new lady friend ha
5) Go back to benicassim festival. Always have the most amazing time there.
 
Really important one. Get more sleep. I have spent hours meditating, writhing in pain. Giving myself electric shocks, tiger balm and heat treatment but got no relief at all. My carer this morning said i looked like death. I feel like death :/
 
2012

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Give up fucking. Husband started having lots of health problems 2 years ago, it wasn't his fault. I found body buddies and enjoyed them all. mmmm. But anyway I am an unfuckable now and there is no going back.

Spend more time practicing yoga and meditation.

Either find a job, or figure out how I can stay home without working.

Give love and affection more abundantly to my kids and grandkids.

Learn more about peace and how it can spread.
 
Effie that list is wild! I counted like 8 of yours that are also mine. Quitting smoking is an awesome one I'm happy to have it under my belt by like 8 months. Try the electric cigs I know a bunch of people here use them, I did too. Don't get the ones from convenient stores they break quick and deliver a pathetic amount of smoke. If you need a quick guide let me know I'll steer you in the right direction.

Mine are to:
Become a resident of FL so that I can start going to school (at a discounted rate ;-)) at the nearby community college.
Become a self taught homeowner/fixer (we've learned so far how to vacuum a pool and how to replace toilet innards :-D. Next is recaulking everything.)
Find a walking/biking/exercise routine that will actually work.
Find a beach in central FL that allows dogs. It is not as easy as one would think!
Make a new friend here and also get my best pal down here and to school with me. She's floating around some useless axis in nowhere land PA.
Call family more often.
 
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-Quit all drugs
-Read everyday
-Get a job
-Apply for university
-Remove negative people from my life
-Eat healthier and exercise
-Find a new place to live
 
1. Stay out of the addiction treadmill
2. Stop beating myself up for failure, instead liking myself more
3. Stop lying
4. Become more of a bold asshole. At least to the people I don't care about ;-)
5. Get organized better
 
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