Go easy

A lot of positive things have been happening in my life these last few months. These positive experiences and happenings are tainted with other's pain. I'm tired of the sad news and I'm tired of worrying.

Fucking hell I hate not knowing. All the thoughts that immediately go through my head that might be happening are sick and twisted. I hate it because that part of this world is sick and twisted. I hate that those I care about keep popping their heads into that horror to say 'hi'.

They either get sucked into its sickness for indeterminate amounts of time suffering or they die.

I gotta go easy. Its probably not as bad as I think. I'm certain that there is very little good to be found, though.

Please be well

 

It's never as bad as we think. I keep reminding myself of that when I start worrying. Things generally don't turn out that badly.

Be glad, perhaps of this: you're doing well enough that you're able to worry about others primarily, as you know that your own situation is healthy, stable and generally good. Keep up on your end, and you'll be able to take care of your friends, as much as they'll let you, at least.

I don't get the 'there's very little good' comment, though. Do you mean in the world in general, or in the dark areas where these people have wandered from time to time?

 

yeah, you're right. It couldn't possibly be as bad as I see it in my mind.

I like how you can turn negatives into a positive, Dave. You are quite a deep thinker. I've mentioned it before but, someday I would like to acquire some of your qualities. i appreciate you.

Oh, yeah... very little good can come from the places that are visited and the acts that need to be committed. I fucking hate addiction, man, I fucking hate it

 

omg, it seems like whenever I am really in a good mood or something, someone comes with some negativity! I totally feel ya.

 

^ Yin and yang.

OD: It's a lot easier to be all zen when it's someone else's issues that are being discussed. I have about a 40% success rate at remembering my own bloody advice when my own emotional state goes to shit/mind runs away with itself. It's all just practise.

Oh, and you flatter me. Really. You're an incredibly strong person, and I have naught but respect for you. I would not have survived an addiction like yours. Guaran-fucking-teed.

 

OEasy.......I'm here if you need me Always.
Don't let things build too much in your mind......they can overwhelm you.
Take it all as it comes and think positive!