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glasses of water

Binkie

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Drowning in sorrow broken by words
I am the glass of water something filthy trite simple and plain..
Drink this water taste my bitter poisons as they seep into you. Under your skin through you body mind and soul..
Bitter words broken dreams killed once again fallen by the side. Bones and skin, his flesh isn’t willing all the while his pain is growing..
Feel his anger in his strike hurt the flesh, bruise the soul until his rage subsides
Take this beating nothing hurts when trauma is nothing new..
My face swollen, my body black and blue these tears not yet dry as he comes to sooth the situation I am so bad for being weak
I wear these battle scars, my body sore, my heart broken Some things I cant forgive where are my choices...
If only to dwell in my words for a thousands years and a day in useless, meaningless, gobbledygook save my heart, save my love
hiding in my pathetic words dreaming of sweeter days..
Feel this ache wonder why maybe I am just horrible I am the glass of water too loose to be filled to evil to be loved...
I am his unending sorrow, he never believed in me just the we...
I am just some girl for him to pity, I made him suffer ruined his life in so many ways yet he is the one who stays he doesn’t care that he hurt me I’m just some possession he likes to think he owns..
I’m the crazy one who screams inside for no one else to hear, see me, feel me, know that I am real does it give you pleasure to know you break me more? Love makes liars out of men who cant not feel. Why must this feel like everything is dying..
 
Again, you're words although troubled and dark are quite mesmerising. Heres to the hope that things will become brighter for you, you deserve it.
Love,
Gareth
 
binkie,
wow, those are incredibly strong words and you used them beautifully. i hope, if it's biographical, that you realize you are much more than his possession. you absolutely deserve sweeter days and i hope they come.
Zen
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Binkie, sweetie, I have missed your words so much. Yet, as I read them, I want to cry out for you. I truly hope that soon comes the day when all will be well in your world.
Someone wrote to Gareth "smile for smiling's sake". Sometimes that is hard, I know. Just know that sharing your work, talent, and pain with us is deeply appreciated.
Caress
 
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