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Giving your younger self drug advice?

Don't do E pills at raves that you bought from someone in the washroom.

Don't do heroic doses of LSD and so often.

Pretty much ignore most "harm reduction" advice from your druggy friends larping as knowledgeable drug chemists, especially "It has no side effects." Including fucking shamans from the Andes. Nobody but you is going to figure what's "best for you."

Don't motherfucking do drugs with someone you just started dating and make yourself fall 10x more in love with them. Your relationship ain't that real.

Go make money, you have less time than you think.
 
I'd take a frying pan and smash a whole carton of raw eggs with it on the countertop.

And then six more.

"I'm you in thirty years! Let that sink in!".

(Of course, most of the misery in my life wasn't drug-related and knowing it to its full extent beforehand would have started a drug habit I never actually developed.

Guess that just comes with being a hypocritical adult.

On second thought -one egg being one drug- one carton would hardly be enough.
 
What I would say to my younger self now is after first line of cocaine HCL and after first lungfull of crack , STOP NOW you have experienced it so no more, fifteen years later I did, some don't and hate it/ are in a horrible situation or dead, to be 100.1% honest, DON'T sniff and DON'T inhale as it turned out to be a dangerous, damaging time and not just to myself it's effects good people around you not just yourself if you don't know good people it doesn't matter as it will still fuck your life up so resistance to cocaine is best!🙏💙🙏
 
Stay away from the coke. It suck up on me so bad. And also that Molly isn't a play thing. When I was much younger bluelight helped me get off 4mmc. I was into it preban when we knew next to nothing about it.
 
Don't take benzos. But I even knew it back then. I knew getting off them was on a whole other level. But I eventually got into it anyway after a traumatic event. And now every other drug I have quit (there's been a lot) seems like child's play. My current level of taper it will take like 12+ years to get off. I'm hoping once a few stresses are relieved from my life (working on it) I can increase the pace but I also tend to feel hopeless and that I will never get there. And before that, I thought my life of drugs was for the most part, over. Kicked fentanyl and dilaudid and didn't do meth anymore, drank very rarely. Only thing was suboxone. But that one event got me on xanax and back on nicotine after a 10 year break. Not on xanax anymore but diazepam. But its prescribed by a dr so society thinks its okay. I don't though.

Idk if telling my younger self anything would have helped. I already knew. I wasnt just addicted to drugs I was obsessed with them. I was scouring these forums at 14. I already knew....

I guess why I feel so much more strongly about it than I do about suboxone (likely lifelong) is that in the event that my supply gets cut off I wont fricken die from a seizure. And the withdrawal will eventually end. Benzos it never fucking ends. I tried cold turkey many many times before doing it this way. I was afraid the longer I was exposed the more likely the previously mentioned scenario became so for that reason taper wasn't a good idea. I even made it nearly 3 months once. But I didn't feel any better so yeah...

Anyway only gone from 120mg to 111mg in ~18 months. And I say yes everytime my dr suggests a reduction. But she has so many patients my monthly visits turned into video calls then phone calls then texts then nothing. Now its more like every 3 months ( my last doc quit so they are shortstaffed now) so chances to re-evaluate are less and less.
 
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Pretty simple. I would not use IV and I would have declined my first dose of heroin.

Id probably reconsider combining drugs, one at a time.
Id reconsider using certain drugs alone and only in company.
Id take my last rehab effort much more seriously.
 
There are several things here, though I'm not sure I'd have listened to any of it...

1. Hold back with me Tramadol. Three times a week is too much, it's going to get you hooked and spoil your tolerance for a long time.

2. Returing to H is a bad idea. You have no idea how much of your energy you're going to pay for it - and for a much longer time than you think.

3. Don't buy the big box of Tapentadol. It's going to fuck you up more than anything else.

4. SLEEP!!! FFS!!! You can't repair the disaster on the next day

5. Benzos are treacherous comforters. The mini blackouts are embarrassing beyond control - and no, you CAN'T control them!

Maybe a nice slap in the face along with that. 😒
 
Try ket briefly until for that 1 amazing K hole experience, then quit it.

NEVER try any opiates. The opiate ladder is so real!

Dont bother with Salvia, LSA, BZP

NEVER start IVing :(

Shooting up 250mg AMT that one time was moronic and v dangerous

Yes, do take 50-60mg 2cb hcl that one time

Do more... DMT. Ayhuascua, Mescaline organic extract, Foxy (5meo-dipt), 4aco-DMT and try 5meo-DMT, oh and when you had DPT that one time sniff it dont smoke it!

Get on the supply end asap and do it sober and professionally
 
Don't do magic mushrooms, when you're very young, and you're the only person taking them.

Know that set and setting are very important.
100%

During tge brief early 00s loophole where fresh shrooms were sold in head shops I took a punnet of Philosophers Stones truffles, shared with a mate. V v mild effect. Extemely mild visuals, slight humour/spaceyness.

Then went to V festival that Summef everyone dropped out apart from me and 1 girl i wasnt super close with.
I bought a punnet of Hawain there pretty sue shed do at least some.
She decided not to, i ate them all. On way back to tent just as i started to feel something a police van drove past with "CCTV: WE ARE WATCHING YOU" on the side - bad vibes! Is this a festival or George Orwells 1984??

Backat tent i had an absolute njghtmare trip! For 2-3hrs i was so tripping i had no idea what I was on - I suspected LSD which terrified me as I dont do LSD. I worried id do something crazy like get naked and start wanking lol. At the peak of the badness I felt malicious forces stalking my consciousness :O

I hadnt realised hawaiian are like double potentcy of the truffles I first tried.

Also the girl shuda at least trip sitted for me! Brought me a can of cider maybe.

These days id aways have 2-4benzos on hand as insurance. Also do lower dose or 4aco-dmt. I find liberty caps friendliest. They werent available in the fresh punnets tho
 
Couple more gems

Dont sniff poppers when yr super horny on amphet (or any strong stim). Feels dodgy af.

Nitrous is more worth it the more obscure the psychedelic you take. Ive broken thru on it on i think was 4aco, great on AMT too!!
 
Pretty simple, really:

1) PUT THE BONG DOWN
2) PUT THE FUCKING BONG DOWN
3) PUT THE STUPID FUCKING BONG DOWN

Just because weed ain't that bad it doesn't mean it's without consequence. I've lost a large chunk of time because of it, in the order of months/years. You really don't want it to be an everyday thing, even though i still buy the occasional ounce and nuke it all by myself in like a month lol rip

On another note: every time i read coke experiences it's always the same warnings to not do it because of the same consequences, and it makes me glad i have a natural hatred for it and have never tried it on principle. I think i'm going to keep it that way, hopefully forever, but i get offered it often and it is tempting... so far so good in saying no, though. Maybe for the best.

On the other hand the xanax warnings are now making me feel a bit shit now about taking .25/.5 mg daily for a couple months now every night to sleep properly, whoops, lol, lmao, down the hatch the one for today it goes god DAMN the bastards are nice
 
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