he called me. sloppy drunk and slurring. as he spoke I wondered why. why me? but inebriated and lonely he wished me into his arms. and so there I was, letting him wrap his arms around me. I let him hold me. as he apologized, for the darkness in my world. as he spoke I wondered why. why now? he said those three words, that I wish didn't exist. because if they didn't, maybe things would be easier. but they do, and so I believed him. because I wanted it to be true. and with all that's left of my heart I believed him, for a few miunutes at least. I left not long after, as he fell wasted into a quiet slumber. as he got to sleep so peacefully, I had to drive home. through my own personal hell. through my thoughts and tears. and as he spoke in my memories, I wondered why. why not ever?
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*Shine on you crazy diamond.....*
*Sunni came home with a vengeance*
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*Shine on you crazy diamond.....*
*Sunni came home with a vengeance*