I wonder where she went? Did I have anything to do with it?
I met her online, on okcupid, and we clicked some way. She liked me, by rating me highly. I waited a day to do the same with her because I'm not big on the stars rating system or rating people at all.
We connected on some level, spiritually. I can't describe here. I tried in a thread in SLR, and ended up writing a lot that many didn't read- That I may not have either.
But I hesitated. I had feelings arise, that I held down. She attempted to communicate with me creatively. I still held back direct communication with her.
After a day of this hesitation, she disappeared. She disabled her profile. Days layer I found her blog. Now a week later, she hasn't posted any more, after pretty consistently posting for some time before.
Her last post was likely about me, the day or within the day that she disabled her account. It could have been, at least (about me).
I asked her why she thinks guys run away, mirroring a question she had. She ran away. But I did, from feelings.
I met her online, on okcupid, and we clicked some way. She liked me, by rating me highly. I waited a day to do the same with her because I'm not big on the stars rating system or rating people at all.
We connected on some level, spiritually. I can't describe here. I tried in a thread in SLR, and ended up writing a lot that many didn't read- That I may not have either.
But I hesitated. I had feelings arise, that I held down. She attempted to communicate with me creatively. I still held back direct communication with her.
After a day of this hesitation, she disappeared. She disabled her profile. Days layer I found her blog. Now a week later, she hasn't posted any more, after pretty consistently posting for some time before.
Her last post was likely about me, the day or within the day that she disabled her account. It could have been, at least (about me).
I asked her why she thinks guys run away, mirroring a question she had. She ran away. But I did, from feelings.