Gibz CCIII - Semi-permabibberinz

[Eveleivibe]

No probs.

Anyways whos off to new members introductions.

Evey

 

[Eveleivibe]

ugh ive not felt this anxious n not welll since 2009 feel I'm cracking up Not slept or ate much in the last few days worried over "stuff"

Im not trying to be funny or judgmental evey but why in the hell would a woman with your previous issues want to even try rc stims or even worse the benzos? - please try to not get a so called taste for them.

It's ok I respect your opinion. I've always wanted to experiment with stuff not as Raas tells everyone its this site. I came here with an interest of stuff I only experimenting thu not working due to how anxious this stalking is making me. I know everyone find it a jole but its not a joke being put throgh this

Please no one be mean today i can't deal with any ok lets nixe nice positive day

Evey

 

[consumer]

ugh ive not felt this anxious n not welll since 2009 feel I'm cracking up Not slept or ate much in the last few days worried over "stuff"



It's ok I respect your opinion. I've always wanted to experiment with stuff not as Raas tells everyone its this site. I came here with an interest of stuff I only experimenting thu not working due to how anxious this stalking is making me. I know everyone find it a jole but its not a joke being put throgh this

Please no one be mean today i can't deal with any ok lets nixe nice positive day

Evey

Evey i strongly suggest you stop taking the 3FPM. Taking a stimulant is only going to increase any anxiety you already feel. Combine that with the fact that they stop you from sleeping and stop you eating properly you really have a recipe for disaster. I am not being mean but taking 3FPM is doing you no good. You need to stop.

 

[Eveleivibe]

You're probably right, Sumy, but I wish it was more simple as just caused by a sunstance / comedown there's more going on that I won't mention n I've not felt this anxious n scared since pregnant n stuff went on that a few close friends know of. Hopefully certain people will see this, realise it's gone to far n stop

Thsnks for taking the time to give me advice n read my post. That really does mean a lot to me n
Is appreciated . So how you enjoying the weekend? You're im Auz, right? So it's evening there? I had an Auz friend I used to text once. He lived in NSW n it was always fascinatinh working out the time difference. It used to be different between summer n winter if I remember.

Evey

 

[consumer]

It may not be as simple as being caused by a substance but taking 3FPM when you are already anxious is not a wise thing to do. It will only increase the anxiety and paranoia levels. Sounds like you need a clear head rather than one full of a stimulant.
Yeah i am in oz. It is 730pm here. Hot as buggery. I am going to go get another beer.

 

[Eveleivibe]

Oh I didn't kmow that. I'll have some subs instead they always calm me down when anxious.

Evey

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

It may not be as simple as being caused by a substance but taking 3FPM when you are already anxious is not a wise thing to do. It will only increase the anxiety and paranoia levels. Sounds like you need a clear head rather than one full of a stimulant.
Yeah i am in oz. It is 730pm here. Hot as buggery. I am going to go get another beer.

It's 9:10 here and 15 degrees C, which for old blighty is totally tropical!

Regarding 3fpm, its not a typical stimulant by any means, and I find it doesn't exacerbate anxiety at all - in fact, it seems to have the opposite effect due to its sedating qulaities. That's not to say that it should be used with impunity, but it is a very forgiving substance.

 

[Eveleivibe]

It's 9:10 here and 15 degrees C, which for old blighty is totally tropical!

Regarding 3fpm, its not a typical stimulant by any means, and I find it doesn't exacerbate anxiety at all - in fact, it seems to have the opposite effect due to its sedating qulaities. That's not to say that it should be used with impunity, but it is a very forgiving substance.

I'm not having anymore 3tpm now as lilvibe is up although quite functioning. I've had 4mg subs as they're calming downthough I've messed up my suboxone now n I had the cheek to go at Stee over his script n drug use. I am meant to be on 2.4 but whenever I feel anxious or stressed I take more n that's not good as the point of being on maintenance is to be stable. Arrrrrggggggh. Thank goodness for Bluelight people are lovely n supportive here I love this sitr heap xxxxxxxxx

Evey

 

[strungout2010]

Consumer, I wouldn't bother wasting your time mate , at least half dozen people have advised her the same all to no avail.
@ space junk . Fuck me , north bridge it was a lovely part of the city from what I remember (Part of the old town. ? ) all restaurants and bars. I went down to the big river south of Perth my sisters boyfriend surfed, but didn't really venture much past Fremantle really.
But he's family had a shack on the beach up north near the sand dunes,they used to take me up there sand boarding ( thought they was winding me up till we got there )!its like a fucking desert ( Itmight well be. ) and that pinicle desert is the trippyist place I've ever been . Spent wicked weekends up there fucking about on dune buggys.

 

[consumer]

It's 9:10 here and 15 degrees C, which for old blighty is totally tropical!

Regarding 3fpm, its not a typical stimulant by any means, and I find it doesn't exacerbate anxiety at all - in fact, it seems to have the opposite effect due to its sedating qulaities. That's not to say that it should be used with impunity, but it is a very forgiving substance.

Tropical England!

I have never taken 3FPM but i still think given Evey's state of mind that taking any stimulant is a bad idea. Not sleeping or eating properly is not good for ones mental health and isn't conducive to thinking clearly or rationally. Anyway i have given my opinion and will leave it there.

 

[Sadie]

Regarding 3fpm, its not a typical stimulant by any means, and I find it doesn't exacerbate anxiety at all - in fact, it seems to have the opposite effect due to its sedating qulaities. That's not to say that it should be used with impunity, but it is a very forgiving substance.

TBF Fubar, we cannot tell how any one is going to react on a substance. Sham is going to have to clarify this substance. Anyhoo, was normal run of the mill psyches. My entire body went into spasms. It was so bad we were really worried at one point. It's a short lived psychedelic so thankfully things wore off within about an hour / 2 hours but because of the spasms I still can't feel part of the top of my left foot!

Short story shorter, drugs affect people in different ways because of different reasons. Nothing is really safe. Just because one person reacts one way to 3FPM does not mean another will react the same.

Be safe people.

All my love for you, take care everyone.

 

[consumer]

Consumer, I wouldn't bother wasting your time mate , at least half dozen people have advised her the same all to no avail.
@ space junk . Fuck me , north bridge it was a lovely part of the city from what I remember (Part of the old town. ? ) all restaurants and bars. I went down to the big river south of Perth my sisters boyfriend surfed, but didn't really venture much past Fremantle really.
But he's family had a shack on the beach up north near the sand dunes,they used to take me up there sand boarding ( thought they was winding me up till we got there )!its like a fucking desert ( Itmight well be. ) and that pinicle desert is the trippyist place I've ever been . Spent wicked weekends up there fucking about on dune buggys.

Thought i had to try in the spirit of HR.
The Pinnacles are rad! Definitely a trippy spot. I would love to go back and take a big dose of acid there. The heat might get a bit much though as there isnt any shade there!

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

TBF Fubar, we cannot tell how any one is going to react on a substance. Sham is going to have to clarify this substance. Anyhoo, was normal run of the mill psyches. My entire body went into spasms. It was so bad we were really worried at one point. It's a short lived psychedelic so thankfully things wore off within about an hour / 2 hours but because of the spasms I still can't feel part of the top of my left foot!

Short story shorter, drugs affect people in different ways because of different reasons. Nothing is really safe. Just because one person reacts one way to 3FPM does not mean another will react the same.

Be safe people.

All my love for you, take care everyone.

Deffo, YMMV and all that. What do you mean by 'Sham is going to have to clarify this substance?' Is that code for 'he's got a big fuck off bag of the stuff and is about to stick his head in it'

Edit: ah, guess you're referring to what you took. I had a similar episode with LSD once - my thigh went totally numb. I spent the whole trip worried I was going to lose my leg due to a dodgy synth and possible ergot poisoning. I didn't, and the feeling came back a couple of days later.

 

[consumer]

TBF Fubar, we cannot tell how any one is going to react on a substance. Sham is going to have to clarify this substance. Anyhoo, was normal run of the mill psyches. My entire body went into spasms. It was so bad we were really worried at one point. It's a short lived psychedelic so thankfully things wore off within about an hour / 2 hours but because of the spasms I still can't feel part of the top of my left foot!

Short story shorter, drugs affect people in different ways because of different reasons. Nothing is really safe. Just because one person reacts one way to 3FPM does not mean another will react the same.

Be safe people.

All my love for you, take care everyone.

Sounds scary Sadie. How long ago did this happen? Its not good that you still dont have sensation in part of your foot. Sounds like whatever you took has affected your nervous system. What was the substance?

 

[Eveleivibe]

Consumer, I wouldn't bother wasting your time mate , at least half dozen people have advised her the same all to no avail.
@ space junk . Fuck me , north bridge it was a lovely part of the city from what I remember (Part of the old town. ? ) all restaurants and bars. I went down to the big river south of Perth my sisters boyfriend surfed, but didn't really venture much past Fremantle really.
But he's family had a shack on the beach up north near the sand dunes,they used to take me up there sand boarding ( thought they was winding me up till we got there )!its like a fucking desert ( Itmight well be. ) and that pinicle desert is the trippyist place I've ever been . Spent wicked weekends up there fucking about on dune buggys.

I do listen, Stringy, n it means the world to me that people care n given advice. I've ordered some scales as I've been advised. I'm sorry you feel I don't listen to people. I do honestly I do but can get stubborn sometimes. Last Sunday I was coming down from the 3-FM so I apologise if I was naggy with anyone. I actually took myself off the Monday whole day as I was mad irritable n didn't wish to lower the mood or hurt anyone. I came back fresh on the Tuesday much calmer n in a more positive frame of mind.

I realise zi used to antagonize n annoy the fuck out of people with my Evetrums n I believe you were one affected by that, Stringy, all I can for that period n hope we can get along better. Please let me know if I annoy you again as that's never my intention. Anyway how are you set for Christmas.

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Thank you, God, for the relief subbies kicking in so hoefully can go town n finish stuff Love you Bluelighters n God xxxxxxxxx
God always answers my prayers

Deffo, YMMV and all that. What do you mean by 'Sham is going to have to clarify this substance?' Is that code for 'he's got a big fuck off bag of the stuff and is about to stick his head in it'

If anyone knows their drugs shAmbles does we're extremely lucky to have him here as not only a Bluelighter but also our mod. I find him to be shrewd, fair n honest

Evey

 

[Sadie]

Deffo, YMMV and all that. What do you mean by 'Sham is going to have to clarify this substance?' Is that code for 'he's got a big fuck off bag of the stuff and is about to stick his head in it'

I just mean, I don't remember the name of it. It's seemingly got a very light body load too! I just had a reaction.

Sounds scary Sadie. How long ago did this happen? Its not good that you still dont have sensation in part of your foot. Sounds like whatever you took has affected your nervous system. What was the substance?

Last week when I was with Sham. It deffo did affect my nervous system but only really on my left side. It is not a reaction that I'm aware any one has ever had. Just odd, then again so am I!

 

[consumer]

A good reminder for us all to never take for granted a drugs safety. Was it an RC?

 

[Sadie]

I do believe it was an RC psych but as stated before, you'd have to ask Sham what it was. I know I had some 6APB and I'm only just getting normal as it flared up my IBS. ( could be because it was plugged )

It's been yonks since I've taken any substance and the last 4 times has resulted in disaster.

Moral of the story, SADIE SHOULDN'T TAKE DRUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think I'm just gonna be sober for quite a while.

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

Moral of the story, SADIE SHOULDN'T TAKE DRUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Moral of the story, Shambles is a bad influence

 

[Eveleivibe]

It may not be as simple as being caused by a substance but taking 3FPM when you are already anxious is not a wise thing to do. It will only increase the anxiety and paranoia levels. Sounds like you need a clear head rather than one full of a stimulant.
Yeah i am in oz. It is 730pm here. Hot as buggery. I am going to go get another beer.

It's very much aprecated n as I've said I don't forget kindness n thoughtfulness. I'm glad you've come to EADD as I personally feel your contribution here is positive. You've also helped the place become busy again. I hope your sub-forum fulls up but when it does please kee comimg here oh also you may find interesting we have a member who is a paramedic, Englandz97. He is very much loved here for his great knowledge, sense of fun n valued input. Of course we love him for him but his knowledge is invaluable here n I imagine there are a lot of members thankful to him as it can be life saving. Thought you may be interested beimg in the health progression. We actually had a GP here at one point who gave excellent advice / imput on benzo taperin n addiction (I learnt a few things myself from him) but he has not posted in awhile not sute about the rest of Bluelight but s/he hasn't posted in EADD in awhlle.

Evey