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Mugz said:
Wow, I don't even remember this incident whatever it was, I'm terribly sorry as it sounds pretty bad, only thing I remember was putting up my phone number, I had a rather pleasant call I remember but can't remember anything before or after that happened. Sorry for any disruption, I really am. It's pretty hard to portray sorrow and regret in text on the net but I do mean it, I really do.
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Lets draw a line under it here flower. I really do wish you the best <3 Though I won't let this forum be abused it has hard enough of a time of it as it is!

So what's your plans?

The minute i hear you say order drugs i'm going to infract you you do know this doncha lol ;)

Just call me a cow, that's fine by me.
 
Mugz said:
Wow, I don't even remember this incident whatever it was....
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I can fully relate to this to be honest...
The amnesia I'm experiencing at present is almost scary.
So yes, look back, learn, and act with regards of your past.

I know it's not easy though, or even a factor of "Free-Will".
I've woken many times and seen my "comments" while not having any fucking clue of doing so: or even being conscious during my actions.

It's a signal that shit has to change....
It really does fuckin scare me when I come-to and see / read / hear about things I've no recollection of.

So.... Yea.... We should sort shit out mate <3
 
Not gonna order any drugs, I considered it but then said to myself that this is a fresh start so no to that.

Thanks for the line drawing, maybe it's best that I don't remember what I did :\

Planning to go visit and sort myself out a new GP on Monday and check out some inpatient thing, maybe they'll let me stay voluntarily for a while. If they don't then gonna try and get some sort of psychiatric help, gonna stop taking all the benzos again, abused them to hell this week, 300mg midaz at least one of the last 7 nights and that is not recommended. I just need to get things all sorted and get myself in a state where I can feel like a real person again.

monstanoodle said:

So.... Yea.... We should sort shit out mate <3
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That's my plan, hopefully it's your's too <3
 
It really does fuckin scare me when I come-to and see / read / hear about things I've no recollection of.
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Happens to me every time I'm properly pissed. Have massive amnesia and even when people tell me about things that happened I can't recollect it. I nearly always wake up the next day and can't remember coming home.
 
That sounds all too fuckin familiar Spade...
Not comforting ay? :\
I would say I'm trying really hard, but that would be a lie.
I'm just doin the best I can.

Really glad you've got plans set out Mugz mate. You've more hope than I in my eyes lol... :|

Just be good to yerself and move forward. You may need to move in a different direction than forward to reach your destination, but you're still moving :)~<3
 
really hope you sort things out M.

1st step was getting out of Camebridge and heading home to family and friends for support.

2nd step will have to be stop drinking = you cant sort things out if your not 100% sober

3rd step is to seek medical help

after that it's all up to you and what treatment you recive and how hard you try.

wish you all the best <3
 
Thanks B. Hopefully there will be some stuff I can do to help out on my dad's allotment while I'm here too, although not sure what there is to do in the winter.

Quitting the drinking and the other substances does seem to be a necessity for any sort of recovery.

I'll try as hard as I can, has always been my fatal flaw though, having the best intentions, but not always(if at all) meeting those intentions.
 
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Hi folks, don't forget that the clocks go back an hour tonight.
So for us oldies its an extra hour in bed and for the younger ones its an extra hour of getting wasted.
 
YellowPolkaDotHalo said:
I know exactly what you mean Mugz honestly.. theres a few things i'm trying to unentangle myself from at the moment too. Its good to have something to occupy yourself with though I've found.. the allotment will really help.

Ed PS Mugsy.. Is this you?? :D I came across it earlier today.

http://www.redbubble.com/people/mugsy/works/205538-hear-no-evil-see-no-evil-speak-no-evil
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haha, that is not my work Yellow, intriguing art work though. Good luck with your entanglement too :)
 
Kate/Yella you both might like this:

99 Life Hacks to make your life easier!
(nothing to do with computer hacking .. ^^)

Mugz, you might too ... might find some ideas to clone and flog!

Some of them are Viz TopTips and funny, but there's some really ace ideas too ...

examples:

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Only half way through that site marmz, some good little life hacks indeed =D There may be a few sellable ideas on there indeed, could make a few prototypes and get researching at the local market.
 
Put a bottle in the freezer and in 15 minutes it will be almost completely ice cold.....without a wet paper towel.
 
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Brilliant Marmz, I'm always looking for an opportunity to recycle my hair dye brushes...they may be on this list and not on the "egg wash pastry one" :D I'm hoping this list covers weirdness with ziplick bags and bento rice boxes 8)

xxx

maxalfie said:
Hi folks, don't forget that the clocks go back an hour tonight.
So for us oldies its an extra hour in bed and for the younger ones its an extra hour of getting wasted.
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Thanks Maxalfie, I <3 you and will thoroughly enjoy that extra hour %)

*waves to ms Yella* <3
 
Q for you all - I have this bottle of home-made lemoncello circa 2005 in a lovely bottle of 2 cats sitting together. It came from Tuscany, friend of a friend. Would you drink it?

Would you?
 
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