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Gibberings episode 0x000000c5 -- Play nicely or you're out!

Trying to find where to put a pass code on my phone as worried people will see. I've so much screenshots of this site ie PMs etc they'll think I'm slightly weird. Anyone know where to find it on iPhone? I don't want people routing through my phone n finding I use Bluelight. No offence.

Love this place but still......

Edit found it.

Evey
 
Oh, shit. It's only Tuesday (for 17 more minutes). I have got to go to work tomorrow. And I have got a new project to start on, and it looks like the sort that will be forever in the testing stage with lots of "can you just"s. And as for my side project, well, I have got the first part done; only to realise that the part I now have to do is going to be the very hard part after all. And I will be feeling particularly antipathetic towards doing anything on a computer after a day spent doing frustrating, awkward things on a computer .....
 
^Hope it goes well. I've not the patience with things like that. I just like to progress; start onwards, complete. When was doing experiments in psychology I used to get frustrated with the planning/critique/re-doing process
Lol.

Anyone know how Allein is doing? Not seen him in awhile. Assume he's taking a break?

Who isn't lately lol ;) we'll have the EADD I'm taking a break sub-forum next (joke) :D

Evey
 
Well today promises to be good (forgetting family issues natch) got 50 quid in the bank from royalties produced from a toon i released in 91! plus i got 45 quid owed to me coming in - the fella that owes it is gonna stand the 50 and add the 45 to get me a nice parcel of 'fire' tis always good from the asian crews.
Yesterday i saw some other mates who owed be 15 quid and had a bag waiting for me and i was gauching all afternoon so this week of no gear only oxy and 'done does seem to have leveled off my tollerance as it was hackney gear BUT deffo alot better than it has been, seems like the media is right for once and this bumper harvest is increasing potency - esp with the magic seeds that were delivered to the poppy farmers.
 
That's ace, Blondin. I been a bit worried about you, glad you're getting some luck.

PLUS 'tis a love sunny day n vitamin D always.

Eveyland biz

Ugh off to volunteering which will be fun as I had a go at this woman. She's bipolar so will prob act a victim n I'll be big, nasty Evey. Fuck it I've kept my feelings in for a year or more I feel she's trying to take over my job n I'm damn well saying summit. She seems to buy everyone n all this "I'm sorry I've offended so n so maybe I should leave" crap. She is a nice n thoughtful, caring person but I am tired with being pushed around. I like this job n feel useless as it is. I was bullied in my last job (not saying shes bullying me; she isn't) where they eitherput too much on me to stress me out or left me with fuck all I'm not doing it again. I volunteer because I want, I NEED to feel needed n valued n having her come n take over stuff is making me feel like a waste of space n worst than how I feel not working.

I hate conflict. I tend to hold it in, bottle it up n then it all just comes out n there's f all I can do about it. You can't go taking over people's roles n then act like a victim over it cause you've a mental illness. I've depression n addiction issues but don't use them to my advantage over others.

Ugh! I hate drama......

Evey
 
Nice one Blondin, great when people pay their debts especially when you could do with the extra cash.

I can't believe how quick this week is going. It's already Wednesday so one day left before the weekend starts again :D Not sure my plans for today, I really don't have anything that needs to be done so a lazy one is predicted.

Have a good day everyone.

Bear
 
Well here goes, walking to volunteering now. I'm fkn dreading it. Ugh why the eck did I just keep my thoughts to myself as I did for the past year. Shit.

Well here goes :(

I'll probably end up apologising, even though i don't mean it because I can't handle conflict, bottle it up again n one day it'll all come out again. Fucksake well here goes...., :(

Morning Bear.

Laters blah

Evey
 
FG - chill man what you spending yer dosh on?£3 a litre cider or what ever it is or pub prices or droogs? you got to feed yourself and if you get in yer flat your gonna need to feed Charlie (our new cat ..18 weeks is called charlie btw)
So whats happening with the evaluation and the accomodation issues?
Take care
B
 
I know its easier said than done FG but you were skint at the end of this month - try and set yourself a budget, food, accom, bills then whats left over fun. Will only be for a few months until you get your self sorted out again.
 
i know guys but thing is ihave been so fucked this last few weeks i was planning last night on ordering a load of benzo and just trying again to stop this bullshit ride we call life but charlie jacks got his self worked in to my mind and its not fair on him if i do something stupid plus i cant seem to od on drugs full stop i would need a gun to end things

christ i am on my 8th pint and i am hardly feeling it
 
payin pub prices? might as well go to tesco and save some dosh if yer gonna drink anyway....where is Malton anyway?
 
it's a small town just outside york and i know i could of got 2 bags of phet this morning bumped into a dealer this morning but fucked him off but feel a cunt for it because the guy is a nice guy
 
Hey goldilocks, I wish I had £30-60 spare to spend in the pub.

If I did, I wouldn't spend it in the pub, I'd spend it on a carry out and some catnip.
 
foolsgold said:
i know guys but thing is ihave been so fucked this last few weeks i was planning last night on ordering a load of benzo and just trying again to stop this bullshit ride we call life but charlie jacks got his self worked in to my mind and its not fair on him if i do something stupid plus i cant seem to od on drugs full stop i would need a gun to end things

christ i am on my 8th pint and i am hardly feeling it
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I'm sure you're aware that it's virtually impossible to fatally OD with benzos?
 
Well, looks like I walked into a golden shower of happiness this evening.

FG, hope you got my PM, TXT me if you're up and reading this and I'll give you a bell. Gonna text you anyway though <3


Is anyone even about? Last post was at nearly quarter to 7 ffs! I know BL'ers cannot be this old and lame?
 
Can't beat a golden shower to start off your evening, as my mother always said =D

Yeah odd not seeing much activity at that time, my excuse is I was asleep. Morning, anyway!
 
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ahhh so someone pissed all over the equipment as it were???

Morning snollz and Jules. How are my lovely ladies doing today??

I, myself, seemed to have slept for at least a solid 8 hours! WHAAAAAAAA!!! That is not like me and why the hell am I still tired? Meh doesn't matter. I shall shake off sleep hopefully soon. Hope you two are doing rather well. <3
 
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