Gibberings-CXXVII- Follow The Leader..

[Myshkin]

has his posts been deleted then? i was wondering why it said temp ban. also, I would like to know why atm is not part of the bluelight crew?

Don't know if any posts were deleted, but check his post history to see some rather foolish, pointless, unnecessary posts in the Lounge. I'm not the slightest bit surprised it happened, but that's just me.

As for atm23's lack of Crew status, he didn't request it, not that he was really given time to do so following his decision to step down. I'm not sure he'd want to be Crew; I'm not sure that I do really, but I stayed around for the voting process whereas he didn't.

Come to think of it, it's probably time I jacked in the Crew status. I'm not sure why I even asked for it after my own walkout.

 

[pinkpapaver]

they should do that over here aswell.

but we haven't got as much space.

 

[pinkpapaver]

what does crew status allow you? where's that b9 I liked hs picture

 

[jancrow]

You should check out the Denver Airport conspiracies if you want more shit to put in your head. There's plenty of wacko speculation attached to this, admittedly extremely mental, building. You may well have already.

Here's the nice sculpture they commissioned to welcome visitors. It has glowing red eyes, huge testicles, and while it was being erected a part of it fell on the sculptor and killed him:

 

[Myshkin]

what does crew status allow you?

Not much at all to be honest.

EDIT: Denver Airport - now we're talking!

 

[Urbain]

Mugz got banned again? Sheesh.

 

[Cornishman]

Jesus Christ. Mugz is such a fucking renegade.

 

[Ben So Furry]

I feel ill today.

Could I have some sympathy please?

 

[monstanoodle]

Hiyer everyone! ~

Sorry to not be replying to yer posts and questions - Net's been fucked up and has been doing the same today. So I'll try respond and answer...

monsta what music do you produce? Female vocals are the shizznit with deep house (not sure what you do though)

There's my SoundCloud link in my "About" or "Profile" thingy on here, but I'd urge you to listen to all the tracks on the page because they've all got their own different and specific sound.
And yea man! She's local and has a wonderful voice It'll be really good to work with her!!!

Monsta, how do you think your music isn't owt special?
In comparison to what?

I just feel that people get bored of it quickly or just listen to certain tracks, then get bored, and then assume everything else will be the same.
But besides that, I'm usually playing to an audience who want to hear a certain pigeon-hole...
Then again, I've been in touch with someone up in Glasgow recently who my mate's proper "big'd me up" to...
I had a listen to the labels stuff and FUCK it's totally what I love, and if everything goes well then I may end up doing PAID GIGS in JAPAN!!!!!!!!!!! 8(
It's all a bit scary and exciting and every other emotion agwaan at the moment! :D

monsta although i know feck all about music and less about what you do, i often feel that way about my own work (i write) when I'm feeling down. I think it's normal for artists to have moments of self-doubt and question their worth. it's kind of like the artistic equivalent of depression...
dunno if that's any consolation like... just saying i can relate.

Abso-fuckin-lutely: When I can't produce it just worsens my depression and self-doubt 100-fold.
Ofcourse, it always comes back, but it feels like such a long time when I can't create and when you can't you begin to doubt yourself and ask yourself the question:
"Is there actually any point to do what I'm doing?

But - now for example - I know it's just my brain being a fuckin cunt and shouldn't be listened to.

Oh! Also, I've started writing a (pigeon-holed) "situational comedy" about a lot of workers at a pharmacy being hard-up for money and they turn to the only thing they have lots of to get some money in ....
It's copyrighted too bitches so no stealing my game Hehe - Unless you'd like to do some collective writing! I'd love that

Anyhoo - Gunna drink some booze and try write either music or the script.

T'rah for now you lovely shitters! ~~

** Edited sympathy for Ben**

 

[Pagey]

Aww Ben

 

[Ben So Furry]

Ha ha

Bless you guys/gals.

Can I get a little bell for when I need my drink topping up please?

 

[pinkpapaver]

sympathy to ben.

yes i saw denver airport mentioned somewhere and thought it all a bit random. i'll have a look now. i have better things to do but i will go to denver colorado...the home of the carrington clans... perhaps fallons abduction by aliens does indeed have some truth in it

 

[Pagey]

Yeah no okay, don't get overexcited

I'm kinda sad, I'd sent in my novel to Faber & Faber like a week ago after one of the editors told me they wanted to see a manuscript and just heard it got turned down. I didn't expect much more but still disappointing oh well.

 

[Ben So Furry]

Sorry to hear that Pagey, keep at it though. Don't let one set back stop you.

 

[Mendo_K]

Does Wonga even do background checks? £200 and its in my account in 5 minutes when im -£495, I guess straight onto willy hill is probally not the answer

 

[Pagey]

Sorry to hear that Pagey, keep at it though. Don't let one set back stop you.

Yeah I guess. It was a lot to hope for anyway but well I couldn't stop myself from getting my hopes up. I probably never would've sent it in but they made it sound like I really had a chance. But well s'okay, I should use this as extra motivation.

 

[Ben So Furry]

Pinkpapaver, Pagey, Monstanoodle - thank you

How are getting on with quitting smoking Pinkpapaver? Still on a 5 day cycle?

Don't let it get you down Pagey, on wards and upwards. Like you say turn it into a positive and hit back. Show them they made a mistake.

 

[jancrow]

Get well soon. What ails you, fair prince?

Does Wonga even do background checks? £200 and its in my account in 5 minutes when im -£495, I guess straight onto willy hill is probally not the answer

I imagine that the less chance you have of paying it back on time the better, as far as they're concerned.

 

[masaz]

Does Wonga even do background checks? £200 and its in my account in 5 minutes when im -£495, I guess straight onto willy hill is probally not the answer

Yeah haha, cunts won't give me owt.

Have some more sympathy, Ben :D

Feeling bit ropey myself but is mostly self inflicted due to my failure to renew my citalopram script and my failure to catch the woman when she's free so I can borrow her fluoxetine til I can get a dr's appointment on Tuesday. Every fucking time. I wish they'd put it on repeat, I'm not in any danger of killing myself or falling to depression, it's for anxiety and OCD for goodness sake.

Ah well. Got Indiana Jones on, the first one, is keeping me spirits up a bit, as is the rabbit.

 

[Ceres]

I just feel that people get bored of it quickly or just listen to certain tracks, then get bored, and then assume everything else will be the same.
But besides that, I'm usually playing to an audience who want to hear a certain pigeon-hole...
Then again, I've been in touch with someone up in Glasgow recently who my mate's proper "big'd me up" to...
I had a listen to the labels stuff and FUCK it's totally what I love, and if everything goes well then I may end up doing PAID GIGS in JAPAN!!!!!!!!!!! 8(
It's all a bit scary and exciting and every other emotion agwaan at the moment! :D

fckn awesome, glad to hear it.

I know what it's like with teh self-faith thing. It is all about confidence, and it is the bane of a lot of creative people, and a bitch to tackle. But you just have to go for it.