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Mendo_K said:
Nice train ride into manchester at 7.50 this morning, packed to the rafters and some 60+year old man in a sailor hat and large fur coat blears out song after song on his walkman to a completley empty carriage, wasnt half bad actually. Going from david bowie to abba stayin alive, :D
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i love it when people feel free to express themselves on public transport. (there is a big difference between that and someone being annoying without headphones)

my lad is now tidying up after his tantrum, marvellous. i could do with a nap now. i might just go and buy a pack of fags. There's something about thursdays that make me want to smoke/
 
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Glad you did Pinky mine was shite .

I'm not going in to details yet cos this is only a part of a bigger thing .

Just to top it off though some twat has got me a noise complaint letter :!

It could have been my tiping point if i hadn't already lost everthing b4 so tis but water of a ducks back
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Gotta try and roll with them punches, as you well know. They do tend to get a bit on the 'thick and fast' side at times though don't they?

What's that saying? It never rains...

Still not dropped the smokes yet Pink? Me neither. Every pack is my last one.
 
^ i kind of know what you mean Brimzy. when you've been in a a bad situation on more than one occasion, sometimes the next situation being worse than the last one you do learn to cope with them. There is the other dangerous side of things, when you ignore bad stuff, but for example. I owe banks and credit cards loads and loads of money + my student loans. Now, the 1st time i slipped into arrears or defaulted or whatever you want to call it I let it worry me blah blah. Then couldn't cope coz loads of it came on top of me and then realised "ha ha, I'm still alive, yes I do "owe" the banks money, they are not going to take my life for it, all they are going to do is keep sending me letters and phoning me up and I will just tell them that I won't be giving them anything/ I am not at home.

Then you see some of the silly stuff that people get upset about (and indeed get sympathy for) you just look and think to yourself "wise up would you!!!!!!" where there is life there is hope. I've been very poor since before Christmas but as one door closes another door opens. it has forced me to spend less money on gear and fags and indeed other things that I waste money on and opened my mind up to the joy of being alive ...... (I know there will be some looking at this thinking fuck off fuck wit) the thing is that this is the way i am. It is this attitude of mine that has resulted in me being accused of being drunk/on drugs since I was about 12/13. Or a weirdo freak or whatever else. I'm no freak of nature, I am mother nature.
 
Ben, I'm off to buy a pack now, at least I've cut down. I can feel it in my lungs and the gum does indeed work. It's the 4 day barrier I need to get thru me thinks. 3rd time lucky. In fact, If I don't smoke this pack and save it for my next purchase of weed I'll be quite happy.
I don't really care If I can't call my self an ex smoker mr. carr. Read a snippet of his book today "the smoker is just like the person who wears tight shoes for the pleasure of taking them off." yes. like the bag head who loves the relief of heroin when they are trattling.

I'm still a vegetarian 5 days of the week, so i suppose I will be a non smoker 5 days of the week. that's ok isn't it for now? I have delayed the gratification long enough to the shop!
 
Ben So Furry said:
^ I'm too lazy today to get up off my sofa and walk over to the telly for a closer look. Who is it in your avatar please?
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Its Jack Nicholson in One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest. One of my favourite films. Its probably on the fav film list for a lot of people here. Druggies are rebellious and often anti establishment. OFOTC is a real dissident movie. Its a fantastic book too. Have you seen it or read it?

Which one of you nuts has got any guts?
McMurphy



No Pink..!! You've done really well so far. Take a deep, pure breath of fresh air or have a chewing gum! Don't give in. Think of somewhere else to get your pain :\
 
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Oh yeah I've seen 'One flew...' absolutely cracking film, I rate his performance above that of 'The Shining' actually. In my sleep deprived state it was his chin that threw me off JN. For some reason though as I gazed at it his face it became a really dodgy b list actor from the 80's. Weird. I need a bigger telly.
 
sleep deprivation can be really trippy ay?

Why aren't you sleeping. I've probably read the reason but i've got serious memory issues occurring at the moment. Bloody awful tis.

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Ed.. Bloody hell check this out. It was just on the radio. South African police arrest a man, handcuff him to the back of the van then drive off for half a km.

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/wor...amera-dragging-handcuffed-man-behind-van.html
 
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Saw that on the news earlier, unbelievable. The guy got such a kicking back at the station afterwards he died. His crime? Parking on the wrong side of the road.

Sleep thing, if I'm honest it's a mixture of things but like Brimz I don't want to moan. Marriage not bliss, Daughter ill & not sleeping + other stuff. Speaking of my two favourite girls, they'll be home in a bit. Joy <3

Edit: Memory, I remember seeing a documentary about memory and on it there was this old fella who had been in an accident and couldn't make new memories after the date of the accident. The consequence of this is whenever his wife walks in the room to him this is the first time he's seen her in years and is overjoyed and jumps up and cuddles and kisses her. Everytime he as much as turned his back on her for a minute when he turned back the same reaction. Do you think that is a good thing? To feel soooooo misssed all the time or would it get incredibly annoying?
 
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Torture I imagine Ben.^

Oh and I changed my avatar. The other one started freaking me out too. I'm an insomniac as well. I started seeing him with a dodgy bottom jaw and the disturbing hat hair.

I reckon there will be quite some back lashing for the murder, basically, of that man. Apparently a seargent was directing the police that did it. Theres a bunch of studies that psychologists have done relating to peoples tendency to comply with authority without question. Even if they know the request or order is morally wrong. A huge example they use is police behaviour at Hillsborough.

I've done bugger all today :\ I'm going to go and wash the kitchen floor or something.
 
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Ha ha, yep was weird, it was like the old one just seeped colour. If you hadn't of said anything I would have accepted my shoddy eyes were playing tricks from the out-set.

What type are you? A lie there in your own private never ending hell until the sun comes up or do you get up and do stuff when you know it's not happening?
 
Good evening all, hope everybodys had a good day

no work tomorrow, chilling on etiz and a vallie, resisting the urge to get the vodka out

man theres some shocking eye opening vids going around on facebook, just goes to show how cruel and greedy humanity can be, no limit of cruelty especially when profit is involved. and as for people that are cruel to harmless living creatures for fun and to feel powerful, no compassion or empathy at all, messed right up
 
randomly booked it off, pretty short notice but they didnt mind which is good. not much planned but better than being there haha got any more excellent tunes for me benny?
 
got anything drug related planned for the weekend?

I tried 5-MAPB and thought 5-APB was loads better btw, MAPB was too sedating whereas APB had nice albeit mild rushes and just generally felt more fucked from it. The price is insane aswell so I'm going to stick with the apb til 6 is back, although I hear a few new ones are coming

Tunes, I'll have a dig around for an early weekend track
 
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I'd rather not look Dan. I'm already trying to beat back black misanthropy.:|

Good Evening btw. :) So are you tempted to get rat arsed tonight then since you have a day off?

What type are you? A lie there in your own private never ending hell until the sun comes up or do you get up and do stuff when you know it's not happening?
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I've had the former Ben. Minds totally alert but body just wants to sleep. I never get enough sleep though so i'm too tired to do productive stuff. I get on the net a bit, watch TV... moan. I cant wait for the Spring and 5.00 am Dawns.
 
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