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Gibberings CXVI - The end is nigh - False alarm, as you were

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What he said but with masses of acid on a coke comedown instead.

Actually I don't know but there could be something in what Ceres said. I think benzos cured my fear of flying to some extent- I couldn't fly without them for a couple of years, then couldn't get any and found that a flight without was absolutely fine because I'd got into the habit of just sitting there chilling instead of thinking about all the air between me and the ground and sweating.

The spider thing's not as simple as flying though, part of the fun of spiders is that they appear very rapidly in unexpected situations. You can't exactly work up to it with breathing exercises and a G&T in the bar.
 
AFTERNOOON, shit one today :(

Anyway, i haven't checked this thread yet, just enjoying coffees and rums to make the bad day go away.

Does anyone think ED might have been infiltrated by some Christian anti-drugs group? Or is this too far-fetched?
 
jancrow said:
The spider thing's not as simple as flying though, part of the fun of spiders is that they appear very rapidly in unexpected situations. You can't exactly work up to it with breathing exercises and a G&T in the bar.
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This is exactly what just happened. Well, not the g&t and breathing exercise. I need to change a bucket I've got in the loft collecting water that's leaking through the roof. I'd convinced myself there were no spiders, I've actually never seen any up there before, so I was getting on fine, I had to change a light bulb though so I could see what I was doing so I was doing that and I turned round and this cunt spider had absailed down from the ceiling and was staring at me about six inches from my face.

ten seconds later I was back downstairs.

At the moment my favoured solution is to take a flamethrower into the loft and burn them all.
 
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Haha people used to laugh at me when i lived in an attic room and boared up all the cracks/stuffed them all with tissues so the spiders couldnt get in, i hate the buggers. Only seen 1 baby one in a sink so far in 4 months of this flat so i think i'm safe :D

Just got in to find a big bag of 'na-ghb' stuffed through the letterbox with the attached note 'apologies', tastes kinda salty and never tried it before so might give it a whack laters, could be someone trying to poison me though lol -_-, i have no idea why someone would give or send me ghb and not even tell me about it. Maybe its a christmas pressie from god! :D
 
It's not about harm, you morons. It's obviously an irrational fear, I'm perfectly aware of that, if you don't suffer a phobia then you can get to fuck because you don't really know anything about it, eh?
 
parttime crackhead said:
I don't suffer a phobia because I'm not an irrational dafty ;)
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Well done, I'm honestly happy for you! :D

But seriously, am I generally irrational? I don't think so, I think I'm very rational. I just have an irrational fear.

I'm not afraid of them hurting me. I'm not afraid of being bitten. I know they are harmless.

However the idea of them being on me or even just near me makes me uncomfortable. I want to put distance between me and them. I don't want to see them. There is no "reason". It is irrational. So saying "man up" doesn't help. Saying they won't hurt me, doesn't help, because I am not afraid of being hurt.
 
parttime crackhead said:
What a fucking odd night I just had. Rolling about a hostel drinking cargo. Folk were trying to get me to hook up drugs, I pretended that none of my dealers were about. Someone else managed to get swedgers & proceeded to feed them to me.

Drinking shots of 88% vodka (88% vol, not proof. Fuck knows how that's even a thing, it might as well have been a shot of petrol) which totally ruined my mate who I then had to drag back to the hostel because he got chucked out the bar, he was falling over the street every time I let go of him. He managed to make me deck it right in front of a van full of coppers. My whole right side is fucking agony now, including my wanking arm :(

Got back to the hostel, put him in his bed, then realised it was only about midnight. I decided to jump down to the hostel's bar. Someone stopped me & told me it was closed. It definitely wasn't lol. They obviously just did not want a saucer eyed dafty wandering in there himself. My plan was to find some foreigners to chat to (harass) so it's probably a good thing that I wasn't allowed in.

Home now. Choking for some food but my mouth says no.

I'm going to take a 3 month break now. Oh wait, it's Friday tomorrow. Sack that. Back on it.



That shit needs to stop. I am genuinely quite proud to live in a country where I would get my fucking head kicked in if I went out the house looking like this.

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"EDM" can fucking do one an all. Electro De Merde. One day Skrillex & Deadrat will have to answer for their crimes.



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I really couldn't agree with you more. I live in SE London and if I even went down the street looking like that I'd get fucking jumped. I don't understand why they think it looks cool. My missus said she thinks they got it from the Japanese, it's a look only those crazy Asians could get away with.
 
knockando said:
It's not about harm, you morons. It's obviously an irrational fear, I'm perfectly aware of that, if you don't suffer a phobia then you can get to fuck because you don't really know anything about it, eh?
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OK, Knock - try this. It's effectively exposure/desensitisation therapy.

If the phobia is that bad, you can use low doses of benzos to faciliate the process. However, relaxation techniques would be better. In general...

Rank a series of events associated with the phobia from least to most panic-inducing - perhaps 10 events. It can even include things as basic as looking at pictures of spiders to watching videos (obviously closer to reality, due to motion etc). Then gradually expose yourself to the events - low to high. Keep at a level until you feel comfortable, then move to next. You should also keep a record of the level of anxiety/fear you experience - you should note it fall with repeated exposure at each level.

Use relaxation techniques, if you have any you use. Alternatively, perhaps look into using mindfulness techniques - they'll help as well. Perform these processes before exposure (and even after if need be). Better than using benzos. Desensitisation therapy does work - but you only get out of it what you put in.

That's £250, cheers, lol...
 
knockando said:
Well done, I'm honestly happy for you! :D

But seriously, am I generally irrational? I don't think so, I think I'm very rational. I just have an irrational fear.

I'm not afraid of them hurting me. I'm not afraid of being bitten. I know they are harmless.

However the idea of them being on me or even just near me makes me uncomfortable. I want to put distance between me and them. I don't want to see them. There is no "reason". It is irrational. So saying "man up" doesn't help. Saying they won't hurt me, doesn't help, because I am not afraid of being hurt.
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I used to work with a girl who was scared of baked beans. She literally burst into tears & was pretty much screaming when, almost immediately after her telling us this, we went to the supermarket, bought beans & threatened her with a spoonful lol.
 
Ceres gets the gist! I'm sure many users could help you out - effectively, it would be a bit like a rickroll just for you!
 
Fuck off ceres :p

Mela, thank you. I do know about exposure / desensitisation therapy. I have sat and looked at pictures of spiders on the (spider's?) web, but I haven't really done anything serious about it, maybe I will.

Anyway I won't cure myself quickly enough to help with what I need to do right now. You can come and get that £250 if you also come and change the bucket full of water in my loft!
 
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