Thanks CKronos and Sam yes I actually was only in the jobcentre itself for about 5mins total so no time to notice any dirty looks in my direction.
My drug service provider is responsible for setting me up with this woman who does the computer courses,it's run in conjunction with jobcentre but every time I mention the course to the jobcentre staff they have no idea what I'm talking about.
I feel strangely optimistic today where yesterday I was actually in tears listening to music from my youth.
I guess it bought back memories from those days and I think most of it is that my emotions are starting to return after all the years of being numbed by the heroin.
Thanks for saying that SamHG,it's always nice to get encouragement from people, helps to keep me pushing on.
I think I've cracked my addiction at long last now I just need to work on building a life again.
My drug service provider is responsible for setting me up with this woman who does the computer courses,it's run in conjunction with jobcentre but every time I mention the course to the jobcentre staff they have no idea what I'm talking about.
I feel strangely optimistic today where yesterday I was actually in tears listening to music from my youth.
I guess it bought back memories from those days and I think most of it is that my emotions are starting to return after all the years of being numbed by the heroin.
Thanks for saying that SamHG,it's always nice to get encouragement from people, helps to keep me pushing on.
I think I've cracked my addiction at long last now I just need to work on building a life again.
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