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parttime crackhead said:
And kids rebel.

So daddy thinks he did it better, bigger and badder?
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thats a good point, though ive seen hippys kids become the most straight laced conservative looking people you could imagine. In a way that was rebelling against their parents by being as conservative as fuck. Im not gonna say anything about parenting as i know FA about it, except my parents made all their mistakes on me, the oldest kid, and learnt from their mistakes and got it more right with my sister. They were as authoritarian as fuck, and i was a stubborn as a mule and naturally rebelled. I didnt speak to my mother for about a year. Seeing who would crack first. Im not proud of that, its fuckin stupid, and it must have hurt her a lot.
 
Bodda said:
I know I aint the most bright person to ever walk the earth but OTW does drugs in front of his kids?
If this is the case he needs a fucking slap, you are a total idiot & you should fix up quickly.

Even if I had some kids I wouldn't quit what I do (well apart from the gear) but I would never do stuff in front of my kids, that is one of the most stupid things ever & it will cause so many issues in the future.
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Does that involve cigs and booze?
 
my parents smoked and drank infront of me, gave me a taste of alcohol whenever i asked for it. A small glass of wine or beer or something, i usually found it disgusting anyway tbh. I think thats one thing they got right. If theyd have forbidden it, id almost certainly have developed a drink problem just to fuckin show them 'look what you did to me'. Of course it would take me nay years to realise that i am responsible for myself and cant blame everything on my parents.
 
I'm currently eating my first meal since thurday, and I'll get my first night's rest since then in too...

I know those who have been further down the road always mention a period where the MDPV psychosis just gets worse and worse every time, no matter how long you leave it...That's happening to me, even compared to how controlled the high was since the beginning of summer....

I'm coming down now, feeling nourished at least. A usual, all I can hear from my bedroom window is the sound of women having reaching orgasm has been a feature in background stimulant psychoses since EPH three years ago.
 
Bodda said:
Knowing him it would be Jenkem or plugging Nutmeg.
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Who's 'him'? If I'm not mistaken, Dan's post was addressing you.

Albion said:
I know those who have been further down the road always mention a period where the psychosis just gets worse and worse every time, no matter how long you leave it...That's happening to me, even compared to the high was since the beginning of summer....

I'm coming down now, feeling nourished at least. A usual, all I can hear from my bedroom window is the sound of women having reaching orgasm has been a feature in background stimulant psychoses since EPH three years ago.
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Was it worth it?
 
Lol thats fucking mental. PV binge i assume. what have you been up to becides wanking yourself silly?
 
I meant OTW Sammy G.

Only ever had a small run on PV & I went bat shit crazy, throught there were people outside my flat & was scared to death.
I used to think I tweaked badly after smoking Crack, little did I really know :(

Welcome back Albion, hope there is many of those Lego Spacecraft things built again, that really impressed me when I saw it.
 
Sammy G said:
Who's 'him'? If I'm not mistaken, Dan's post was addressing you.



Was it worth it?
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Give me a couple of months and I'll remember it fondly.

I spent at least 12 hours jamming to the Brian Jonestown Massacre and The Dandy Warhols playing my violin with a pick. If it was all like that I wouldn't have regretted a thing. MDPV makes people play instruments like fucking beasts. I can do a decent imitation BJM guitar riff on the violin now...And learned the entire guitar part for Bohemian Like You in its entirely...On the violin.
 
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I hate how at the end of pv binges I keep hearing porn sounds, switch off the computer, still hearing it, drives me nuts, last time I was on it, I went to the shops, could still hear porn while driving there, so annoying.
 
ColtDan said:
Might have to get on the pv and get my guitar out. seeing as my speed still aint arrived a little dabble might be worth a go. i'll be the next stevie ray Vaughn sat here off my nut on whiskey and PV
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Peeve makes playing hours on end incredibly fun but there's so much muscle tension that will affect how well you play. Plus you'd never get round to recording anything on PV anyway. Just got a few hours of PV adrenaline

Aye Kenny, I knew I must'nt be the only one.

It's taken me a long time to convince myself they're not real. I used to go hunting for the source and find it in weird places like a certain spot in the garden if you bent down halfway, or contained within a cup put to the floor in a specific way with your ear to it in a particular way....

Really glad to be rid of that behaviour; just a waste of time I and energy that could have spent not creeping on my own psychosis.
 
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Love that Etherwood

sorta reminds me of phaeleh, or ghosts of Paraguay or something
 
Albion said:
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Peeve makes playing hours on end incredibly fun but there's so much muscle tension that will affect how well you play. Plus you'd never get round to recording anything on PV anyway. Just got a few hours of PV adrenaline
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Know what you mean. PV inspired me to get out a guitar and play Hank Williams songs until my throat was raw, but as for actual creativity, it didn't do much.

I'm used to hearing the sounds of moaning women everywhere, so I never noticed that particular side effect...
 
yeah its rare to remain functional on PV IME. Once you start re-dosing you cant function.

In other news I'm finally beginning to adjust to 0.1 bupe. Feeling about 80-90 % well now. Which is a huge improvement. The step down from 0.25 to 0.1 was the hardest step ive done yet. In percentage terms it was a very big jump. Im gonna wait till im 100 % on this dose, enjoy a few days of feeling well, recharge a bit, and then jump 50 % to 0.05.
 
Albion said:
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Peeve makes playing hours on end incredibly fun but there's so much muscle tension that will affect how well you play. Plus you'd never get round to recording anything on PV anyway. Just got a few hours of PV adrenaline
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ahh ill give that a miss then lol

Plus im bad enough for re-dosing on meph, fuck knows what id be like that with that. and not having a job id have no reason to keep myself under control. Saying that its slacking a bit anyway, on the oxy last night, had more arrive today. tempted by a bit. although i still think the buzz is piss poor compared to euphoric stims

There must be some decent legal stuff i can order. or i might look into an SR alternative. but i dont like putting bitcoins into a dodgy SR alternative, if it goes down im fucked
 
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