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Gibberings CXLIX: Allergic to hay

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Am sure Marmz has plenty of petrol and matches to go around. :D

I realy cannot be bothered with work today. :/
 
Bleurgh starting to feel rough on this lowered dose of bupe. Started early on the etiz today as a result. This has fucked any chances of completing my college assignment or doing any washing up today. In fact id better get out and buy some washing up liquid and something to eat tonight whilst i can still be arsed to do that much at least.
 
I realy cannot be bothered with work today. :/

I never would've guessed, like...

Neither can I to be honest. There are things to do, but motivation is totally absent.

Bleurgh starting to feel rough on this lowered dose of bupe. Started early on the etiz today as a result. This has fucked any chances of completing my college assignment or doing any washing up today. In fact id better get out and buy some washing up liquid and something to eat tonight whilst i can still be arsed to do that much at least.

Etiz will do that. Hope you get the assignment finished somehow.
 
Good luck MDB, etiz is the reason I got fuck all done last weekend. Literally had my finger hovering over the 'complete order' button today before I realised I really do need to get work done. Can't fall behind again, wasted last year away being anxious and drugged up. Though I am actually really enjoying my course this year, last year and year before were just fucking crap.
 
thanks, i think i need to focus my energy on my assignment first thing tomorrow rather than frittering the hours away on here instead. There's 2 due in next week now, since Im now overdue on my last one. Its both a terreible and a great thing with etiz that after you take them nothing matters anymore.

Im feeling better on 0.1 bupe than the 0 bupe i tried the other week. This is do-able now ive got some 0.2 pills.
 
It's weird etiz always made me much more motivated, when doing it daily I started blogging again, I started getting involved in Mugz-style online projects, being art or cooking, things like that, I never neglected my Twitter duties like I do now.

Hell I even remember being more motivated at the office.
 
When i take it at home all i wanna do is couch lock and watch Bear Grylls or something lol, even EADD is too much effort. If i take it out and about its quite different. Set and setting plays such a huge part.

If i find my mind has become too dulled a few tokes of cannabaannanaoids gets it going again. But they make me think too much. Brimz said he thinks i think too much. Is it a bad thing to think too much ? I guess it is if you're wasting time thinking about stuff that isnt important.

etiz gibberings indeed.
 
yeah etiz at home = losing fights with standard lamps
etiz out and about = rearranging plant at the roadworks

No contest :D
 
thanks, i think i need to focus my energy on my assignment first thing tomorrow rather than frittering the hours away on here instead. There's 2 due in next week now, since Im now overdue on my last one. Its both a terreible and a great thing with etiz that after you take them nothing matters anymore.

Im feeling better on 0.1 bupe than the 0 bupe i tried the other week. This is do-able now ive got some 0.2 pills.

Yeah for reals, in a way I'm sort of glad I never discovered them when I had crippling anxiety/agoraphobia. I get too sleepy to bother doing owt on em; monging on the sofa and chatting, playing games, or cuddling and watching films is about all I can manage. Went to a lecture on 4mg once, when I first got some. Fucking hell.

It's weird etiz always made me much more motivated, when doing it daily I started blogging again, I started getting involved in Mugz-style online projects, being art or cooking, things like that, I never neglected my Twitter duties like I do now.

Hell I even remember being more motivated at the office.

You lucky sod <3 I get that motivation from weed, it was the only reason I got as far into my art A level as I did, and spent plenty of time stoned as hell making mad contraptions and projects and shit, but etiz, noooo.
 
Etiz are nice, been awhile ages since ive taken some though been sticking to clonz and vallies. last time i took etiz i think it was after a booze and meph mashup and went with my friend clothes shopping mid day, absolutly munted looking around clothes. came out with some wicked clothes as well but i cant remember shit. Might have a few tonight
 
Xanax orders, when 100 just wont be be enough, but 200 might just be pushing it. Entirely depends of course whether westorns is on 2 for £3, or 3 for a fiver.

And no meth today? Awww man, what a downer .. 2 years of missing my mojo, and it hath returned quite by that little accident. BEAUTIFUL substance. My thought processes have returned, and for that I be truly appreciatitive. Communication, what a satisfying medium afterall. Shouldn't have forgotten this in the 1st place, but needs must etc etc ...

Anyway, rambling...
 
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