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Gibberings CXCV - Back in the day we'd change a thread title and it'd stay changed

Home timeeee. Now to find out if I have plans or if I am hermitting! if someone would answer their phonee
 
Following a terrible night's sleep and an enforced shopping trip to town for festival and other supplies unobtainable except on a Saturday, I've just spent the afternoon having to be Simon, with my parents, at ..... Call it an arts festival ..... in the village I thought I had escaped from, 20 years ago. Every 20 paces my mother saw someone she knew and stopped to chat to them. Glad of the cold wind, otherwise it would have been every 10 paces ..... Did see some very nice paintings; and this year there were nine Well Dressings, including some new contributors. And pub dinner later.

Then home, out of these awful boyclothes (side note: Is there any word that doesn't sound like a pejorative term if prefixed by "boy" ?) and then the big fat d00b to which I've been looking forward all day.
 
ScotchMist said:
Ta man.. Im feeling pretty fuckin good tbh! Which is a little disconcerting, I'm not used to this feeling happy stuff so it's a little strange but I'm going to enjoy it while it lasts.. Real life's just round the corner.. ;)
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I'm so glad to read that :) and much respect to you for taking these steps .....Big up a man like Scotchy :D

I also enjoyed the sunshine today, keep the positivity going, you're happy today without those drugs so you can be happy tomorrow...without those drugs. From the little I could gather from your words prior that life wasnt bringing much in the way of happiness.

I had some terrible news today about a close friend who has been diagnosed with lung cancer, things like that remind me to try and live for the here and now and make the best of every moment...a day at a time Sir %)
 
It's too easy to vegetate in front of my laptop, either making websites/logos or mostly pissing about with my sites/twitter/bluelight/youtube/reddit/gamecube and n64 roms; endless...

So making a concerted effort to go for walks and cycle more this year. Also lay in the sun and drink/smoke/have bbq's of course %)
 
people who want to watch the show without hearing the silly english accents. (or deaf people perhaps ;P)
 
felix said:
We know what else stands on corners, and you better stay away from them. :| ;)

and p.s. congratulations! If that's the right word. <3
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gardenlane said:
Freeeeedom, Scotchy!
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snolly said:
And congrats Scotchy <3
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Allein said:
I'm so glad to read that :) and much respect to you for taking these steps .....Big up a man like Scotchy :D

I also enjoyed the sunshine today, keep the positivity going, you're happy today without those drugs so you can be happy tomorrow...without those drugs. From the little I could gather from your words prior that life wasnt bringing much in the way of happiness.

I had some terrible news today about a close friend who has been diagnosed with lung cancer, things like that remind me to try and live for the here and now and make the best of every moment...a day at a time Sir %)
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<3 to you all... don't know if congrats is the right word felix as im still surrounded by the massive fuckin mess I created, it seems bigger and deeper than I left it tbh, however I've a smile on my face thinking it could be worse :D

I've the chance to right some wrongs, some I can't but that's the way it is.. point is I'm feeling ready to move forward without the opi safety net, the one I get all tangled up in ;)

MzLane - it does feel good but pure I ain't ;)
 
I can't remember if I was sarcastic followed by congrats and I'm at that point of bone idleness not to check... but congrats non the less even if I'm repeating myself :)

Sounds like a huge leap forward regardless of what else needs remedying. Focus on what you've achieved, don't dwell on the past unless it creates positive action to move forward in the present. That's good advice right? I should take it myself!
 
You are... I was thinking back to the 100mg ish PV spikey incident =D I'm sure it was terrifying and extremely annoying in the end but fuckin el your posts were funny.. :D

And I meant the latter part..
 
Owww my fucking head, why oh why, familiar dread. never learning brain is turning. booze for the lose.

Now to fix this with other drugs. And the beautiful faultless vicious cycle continues. FUCK BOOZE. 8th time i've said that? I hardly drink any more. That's the problem. Also super strength pissing piss cider tramp ass juice.

Ugh.
 
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