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a friend of mine has been fucking bout with that 5f-AKB-48 stuff, said he is now at the point where 4 spliffs back to back (with near .5g in each) is barely touching the sides.. and he was praising it to me for ages.. I told him this was gunna happen but did he listen?..
 
Tangerine Dream said:
Just finishing off some really nice weed. Managed to get through 3.5grams of dry, strong stuff in 3 days 8o

5f-AKB-48 has definitely fried my receptors a bit I reckon :/
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Aye the RC-y not-weed definitely fucks em, smoked various ones for a good year or so when I couldn't really get weed and it was taking astronomical amounts to get me high relatively fuckin quickly :(

Looking forward to getting home and getting a spliff now goddamn.
 
Tangerine Dream said:
I wonder how many wake up calls it will take for the message to get through to me! Yeah I am done with RC cannabinoids for sure. I was going through lighters so fast too. Inhaling so much shite. Thin aluminium foil which was thin enough to burn/melt or whatever. Ugh, poisoned myself no doubt!

I haven't had any for a week or 2 now and am feeling a lot better. I was weak as a fucking kitten, getting out of breath just putting on new bed sheets and stuff. Out of breath and sweating.

SO yeah, fucking stupid me! :|
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i am just the same ok today i am suffering because of the damn things and hate them but you give time once i am back to less messed up place il end up scoring unless i change things a little
 
already tried Heroin did not like it could see the fuss with that one as for meth jesus christ noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo meth no simple as :)
 
you need periods of sobriety to contrast drug induced states, plus I don't know how anyone can get anything done if they are fucked the whole time.
 
Tangerine Dream said:
@Snolly: I'm nicely stoned playing an emulated version of diddy kong racing on my laptop, with an xbox controller. It's almost like I still had my n64!

Zelda OoT is looking at me expectantly.
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I wouldn't advise moving onto smack.. trust me on this! its a cunt to get off.. but IS doable if you got the right motivation etc, I got off a half a g a day habit that was ongoing for the best part of a year witht he help of codeine and panda lol
 
I've already had brown a fair few times (smoked apart from once)

But yeah I wouldn't really be so silly as to think replacing one drug with another would yield anything other than more problems. I need a hiatus really and I think a good time to start is after today. I'm going to aim for a month and see how I feel then. I've done it before, twice... a long time ago now.
 
breakcorefiend said:
I wouldn't advise moving onto smack.. trust me on this! its a cunt to get off.. but IS doable if you got the right motivation etc, I got off a half a g a day habit that was ongoing for the best part of a year with the help of codeine and panda lol
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half a g a day and you got find the cash each day or else not like you can just fuck it off when you get that bad is it
 
another upside to taking a break from drugs is you have more money around to buy nice things. like cake.
 
foolsgold said:
half a g a day and you got find the cash each day or else not like you can just fuck it off when you get that bad is it
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yea totally.. i mean i was in a position where it wasn't a big worry money wise but if i didn't have that.. making that cash day to day would consume your life.. not a fun existence for sure!

Eveyvibe said:
Didn't know P4nda helped you off H. That's good of her, that.

Evey
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Yea she is a lil lifesaver that girl <3

and yea, it wasn't something I was proud of in the slightest, I never mentioned it here or anything as I was ashamed of myself for allowing myself get that deep in, I mean at first half a g woulda lasted me a few days easy then it got to the point where it was a daily thing, mainly as soon as I woke up as I would wake up covered in sweat, shaking, with my guts feeling like they were gunna exit me but as soon as I chased that brown puddle up n down the foil a few times everything was great.. no way to live that's for sure.. h is great if you have nothing good in your life, I have someone great in mine so it was the motivation I needed to get off
 
I'm pushing a gram a day now. Stupid, it doesn't even touch me now, I could do another gram and feel the same.. Today I've reduced it less than half a gram which I'll carry on til Saturday so hopefully it'll hurt less come Sunday..

My best mate is going into rehab tomorrow to, one in Thailand. Lucky git. I'm glad we're both going at the same time, just sucks that we won't be able to see each other for a very long time. Grew up together, worked together... For the best though..
 
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