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Gibberings CLXXXIX - Squirrel Nut Zippers, the Albert Hall and going cookerless

^ I really feel for you SM. Even though there's many a sunday when I wish we didnt have our kids, I'd hate to not be allowed to see them.

Don't want to pry, but do you think there's any chance of reconciliation with Mrs SM?

@Evey: nighty night :)
 
Oh no, I'm allowed to see them.. MrsS is just keeping her distance from me at the moment, it's happened before so im leaving her be until I'm out of rehab.

@Fubar - I wouldn't post about it if I wasn't willing to talk about it, this place is my one of very few outlets for me, tis not prying.. to answer your question, I'd like to think so, not a chance until I'm off drugs though so the sooner rehab happens the better.
 
Speed and g, feeling goooooood. had a lil mess around sampling n making a beat earlier, quite fun
 
ScotchMist said:
Oh no, I'm allowed to see them.. MrsS is just keeping her distance from me at the moment, it's happened before so im leaving her be until I'm out of rehab.

@Fubar - I wouldn't post about it if I wasn't willing to talk about it, this place is my one of very few outlets for me, tis not prying.. to answer your question, I'd like to think so, not a chance until I'm off drugs though so the sooner rehab happens the better.
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Well I hope it works out for you mate :)

When are you off to rehab and how long for?
 
Cheers man <3

I haven't chosen one yet, I'm fortunate enough to be able to go private, not the Priory or owt but at least I have options with a reasonable ish cost.. As for when, probably next month, possibly a little later. There's a lot I need to sort out to keep the house running whilst im not earning. Complicated and expensive but it's my only real shot at doing it, maintenance won't work for me.. I'll be there for two months, wherever there is... Certainly not a happy clappy one that's for sure :)

It was looking doubtful at one point if I could go at all, then it was going to be locked up in the house job but things have changed again.. its the best thing for me I think.. I hope..
 
ScotchMist said:
Cheers man <3

I haven't chosen one yet, I'm fortunate enough to be able to go private, not the Priory or owt but at least I have options with a reasonable ish cost.. As for when, probably next month, possibly a little later. There's a lot I need to sort out to keep the house running whilst im not earning. Complicated and expensive but it's my only real shot at doing it, maintenance won't work for me.. I'll be there for two months, wherever there is... Certainly not a happy clappy one that's for sure :)

It was looking doubtful at one point if I could go at all, then it was going to be locked up in the house job but things have changed again.. its the best thing for me I think.. I hope..
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You're making the only right decision - to get healthier!


Such courage, you're an awesome guy! Keep your chin high, private or whatever, whenever - you gotta spend that time with your inner-self preparing for what will come up in your life when you're recovered, think of your kids, your family and everyone you love! It's gonna be the battle of your life and you will win it!

Good nite BL :)
 
^ agreed, it takes a lot of courage to do what you are doing scotchy, but you have the ultimate motivation :)
this place is prob not the best environment for trying to quit stuff, i know it triggered me anyway, when you go to rehab you should give us all an email to keep in touch off site so you have no triggers such as the h thread etc, i know if it was me that would make things more difficult.

Anyway man big respect and good luck :)
 
kate said:
Have you no housework to do man, cooking cleaning and home maintanance, nappies to change n' the like eh ;)

Life of bloody luxury you live - when do Felix and I get our invitation to stay? I'll make you Irish / Scots food :xx
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Employ two cleaners, wife does the rest. I lift things occasionally, when they need lifting. We like playing gender roles;)

And I have never changed a nappy in my life. I've began the process, and finished it once or twice, but never changed one from start to finish.

If a shitty arsed child gets put in my vicinity Ill hose it down though!

If you and Felix ever visit he can show me how to change a nappy%)
 
Finally home from work and proud to say I didn't kill anyone today!!!! It was touch and go there for a while but I somehow managed. YAY me!!

Hope all is well with all you lovely bl'ers
 
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jude101 said:
Employ two cleaners, wife does the rest. I lift things occasionally, when they need lifting. We like playing gender roles;)

And I have never changed a nappy in my life. I've began the process, and finished it once or twice, but never changed one from start to finish.

If a shitty arsed child gets put in my vicinity Ill hose it down though!

If you and Felix ever visit he can show me how to change a nappy%)
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hahahahahaha

Morning Bluelight <3

Evey
 
ScotchMist said:
Cheers man <3

I haven't chosen one yet, I'm fortunate enough to be able to go private, not the Priory or owt but at least I have options with a reasonable ish cost.. As for when, probably next month, possibly a little later. There's a lot I need to sort out to keep the house running whilst im not earning. Complicated and expensive but it's my only real shot at doing it, maintenance won't work for me.. I'll be there for two months, wherever there is... Certainly not a happy clappy one that's for sure :)

It was looking doubtful at one point if I could go at all, then it was going to be locked up in the house job but things have changed again.. its the best thing for me I think.. I hope..
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Locked up in the house job? You mean like a home detox where the family lock you up? Glad that's changed because that would never work. As much as family mean well when they interfere it causes a lot of resentment n anger on both sides. My family tried raiding my house of any opiates, the lot. I went bloody mad.

With rehab the people are not close to you so it's easier to reach out to them for help. As they're not close to you n don't have the personal worries n concerns that your family have, they're can help you in a more rational n positive than family n friends ever can. That's what they're there for. I know you joked about the priory not being an option but every book I've read fron people going there seems no different to other places (most of them have been to other rehabs n state the the priory wasnt different - just that famous people went there).

I'm not sure that you'd be allowed Internet access but I'll E-mail you a hug now n then just encase. Ive never been to one, hang on my friend had internet access in her detox unit so not sure.

Good luck with it all.

Evey
 
Morning all... and thanks P4nda and BCF, appreciated alot..

Bullshit and broomsticks Dan? Am I being paranoid or is that aimed at me? If it is which part of my bull is shit??

Fuckin freezing again aint it.... :\

Edit- it does work, if you really want it to. When I did that last time it resulted in my longest abstinence from Heroin ive ever had....

I mentioned the Priory in terms of cost, that's all. The treatment maybe the same but i think the facilties are a tad nicer than others.. The Priory have a centre in Birmingham, Edgbaston, £16k month 8) If it were no different I'd be asking for some money back.. ;)
 
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It's frekin ta'ters out there mate and work beckons like some dark specter :sus:
 
ScotchMist said:
Morning all... and thanks P4nda and BCF, appreciated alot..

Bullshit and broomsticks Dan? Am I being paranoid or is that aimed at me? If it is which part of my bull is shit??

Fuckin freezing again aint it.... :\

Edit- it does work, if you really want it to. When I did that last time it resulted in my longest abstinence from Heroin ive ever had....

I mentioned the Priory in terms of cost, that's all. The treatment maybe the same but i think the facilties are a tad nicer than others.. The Priory have a centre in Birmingham, Edgbaston, £16k month 8) If it were no different I'd be asking for some money back.. ;)
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I'm only going by what people have said in the autobiographies I've read. Ive never been so i don't know. If home detox works why bother with rehab then?

Evey
 
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