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Gibberings CLXXXIII - Christmas Trees are for presents,not masturbating under. IMO..


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Stim fiend or not, when your body is to fuck with wds any stim just amplifies it all, caffeine and nicotine make me feel much worse when I'm sick... To actually take a proper stim just seems mental, to me..

Whenever I see Diphenidine mentioned it makes me shudder, I wish people would leave that one alone, especially you FG, its been proven to be nasty, and you are proven to be reckless... Put it down the toilet please... <3

its going for testing before i even touch it then its only getting used at the end of everything else sort of a put away and keep for drugless days
 
Yes ColtDan, well done. The Snoo was a wind-up. Think that was obvious enough without you having to publicly print a personal message I sent to Evey. And likeweise Evey, please stop interacting with me through mediums of other posters.
Any way you look at it, that stunt was well below the belt. There are some subjects about which you Do Not Joke. Ever. And when someone who said to her own mother, "That lot will be on eBay by the time you're halfway up the chimney" can tell you you crossed a line, that's got to be some line.
I can be a cunt, but there's usually some kind of reason or misunderstanding behind it.
You just redefined cuntishness. I mean, I thought I knew what being a cunt was. But boasting about an inheritance from your own mother? And telling lies that your mother was dying? Really?

You'd better pray that Jesus is going to forgive you; because if I was your mother, I wouldn't.
 
I just hope you're really careful with it as it's done enough damage already that chemical. I'm surprised you've even bought it to be honest, given what it's done to people we know and I'm sure a lot more who we don't. Your call but with all the other disassociating chems out there with a safer background it seems like an odd choice..Have you used it before?
 
yeah i dont really what i was thinking i was in that place of not giving a fuck think it was a choice of that or fentanyl at the time but i am slowly getting over that side of things for now

starting to feel sick again now don't know if to take the mirtazapine yet or just ride it out a bit longer
 
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Spent my half my day sniffing meth and the other half playing with children which made me feel weirdly broody. Weird because those children are extremely naughty and spoilt and the kind of children I would hate to have.

I will point out that the sniffing meth and playing with children are unrelated as so far it sounds as though I got high and found some random children to spend my day with but no, they were my step dad's nephews who I saw at the annual boxing day gathering. What is a bit odd is that the oldest one (who is 8 ) was actually the closest person there to my age. I don't know why that's odd, I'm still fucked. Maybe odd because I never spend time with people within 5 years of my age.

Brief pop in on my nightly tour of the internet, have some hugs all you lovely people <3
 
it was while i was extremely suicidal and getting nowhere with the doctors or od attempts so the fent was going to be what i used but that was the other week and in a slightly different place now
 
Still awake..still drinking still snootelling..can anyone tell me how many days awake I /it;s been now....losing track of hours. Watched 'Wolf of Wall street' earlier and was pleased it really does live up to everyone's rave reviews..

Christ how is everyone?
 
exhausted, stuffed, contemplative, been a tough but rewarding year, thank fuck for a few days of down time. good christmas for you lot?
 
Still awake..still drinking still snootelling..can anyone tell me how many days awake I /it;s been now....losing track of hours. Watched 'Wolf of Wall street' earlier and was pleased it really does live up to everyone's rave reviews..

Christ how is everyone?

Inflo! I know the feeling, I think I have slept this week... but since xmas eve it has definitely been a few hours at most each night. After tonight will be saving myself for super messiness beginning next Tuesdayyy however. Wolf of Wall Street is amazing and makes me wish I were a millionaire stock broker douchebag. Or just a millionaire in general (all the cooooke).

I'm feeling good if slightly frustrated and wishing I could fast forward next few days but will try my best to make most of time with family etc. Christymas was alright, don't feel too fat but not enough booze (maybe cos my tolerance is too big for the paultry amount that gets most people pissed nowadays). Interesting drugage though and nice money presents so all in all good I guess.
 
Slightly drunk and not at all sleepy. Would like to add something on top but got some work at 10am so my options are limited...
there s some weed left... maybe ill get me some k and end the nifht on a high note

Hows youz guyz
ceres whats been so rewarding bout this year?
 
Still awake..still drinking still snootelling..can anyone tell me how many days awake I /it;s been now....losing track of hours. Watched 'Wolf of Wall street' earlier and was pleased it really does live up to everyone's rave reviews..

Christ how is everyone?

The lambo somewhat driving scene was hilarious
 
I am pretty sure I got up late Christmas eve morning and I haven't stopped..fuck must stop...5etiz and booze this am just levelled me out..had a bath..ate pretty much Christmas day's lunch (funny I couldn't manage it on the day) and umm had some valium...had a bath..had some wine...and so it continues...It must stop soon...diclaz worth a try..hmm after another g umm mean line..fuck fuck.

Anyone got snow? (as in weather 8()


Mr Inflo has understandably passed off to peruse film availabilities..no idea what kind of mood I am in i.e what kind of film..hmmm aghhh..someone read me a bed time story soon..

Glad everyone seems pretty ok..fuck I am gonna pay for this self abuse..
 
I can very rarely sleep during movies. If it is even remotely interestin i will watch it till the end. Even shitty tv movies with overacting underpaid actors filmed in the back rooms of porn studios.

Bed time story? Good idea, grab a book thwyre far better for drifting off ime
 
Kingme usually I would read but nooo sleep for 3/4 days solid..a vat of wine and mountains of coke and then mepth and valium and etiz and repeat till seeming infinity..mean I can barely see this screen
 
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