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Gibberings CLXXXIII - Christmas Trees are for presents,not masturbating under. IMO..

ScotchMist said:
Yep, it happened alright. All two hours of it, it really was uncomfortable and counter productive really. Id never met the health worker before so to have two students gawping at me and listening to my woes and worries kind of put me off... Ive been put forward for Intensive Individual CBT, which sounds pretty daunting if that assessment was anything to go by :(

They want to know about my feelings, fuck off, they're mine ;)
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I wouldn't worry too much. It's not unusual to be intensely grilled to begin with. Intensive Individual CBT does indeed sound daunting, but I'll bet it's not half as scary as it sounds. Well done. :)

And yeah, I still hate being asked about my (real, non-disordered) feelings. I can talk about really embarrassing obsessions and crushes, but not my true feelings.

The other day I got asked "What do you enjoy? Are there things that give you pleasure?" and I just looked sheepishly at the floor, mumbling "Y'know, normal stuff". :D
 
My p-doc asked what kind of drugs I'd used in the past... I just named a select few I'd used more regularly rather than saying I'd tried 22 different types of drugs to date... normal stuff indeed. :D
 
Aye, when I had my initial emergency appointment and basically had to convince a doctor that I wasn't an immediate danger to myself, I got asked for the full list.

She stopped me about thirty seconds in and just listed all the common street drugs and pharms, to which I just nodded.
 
Y'all folks are wasting a lot of time on shitty drugs. I'm happy sticking to the golden quadralla of weed, coke, lsd and mdma. Anything else is generally trying to play catch up
 
I haven't taken a shitty drug since spring 2013. It was 4-FA. In fact, I've barely taken a drug since then. Aside from weed (regularly) and heroin (occasionally).

That's fact, not triumphalism. Other people are welcome to make their own choices and take their own gambles.
 
That may be so otw but not everyone has access to them. Not to mention the coke quality variation....
 
One Thousand Words said:
Y'all folks are wasting a lot of time on shitty drugs. I'm happy sticking to the golden quadralla of weed, coke, lsd and mdma. Anything else is generally trying to play catch up
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mm yeas. MXE beats all those tbf


I need some d rugz asap, need something heavy. Need to be on that now
oxy is pretty stimy unless you take a big dose and nod
 
I'd certainly never take valium for fun, though there was a time when I genuinely adored shovelling them down my throat, drinking lots of brandy, falling over, breaking stuff, wandering into the street naked, becoming verbally abusive and puking on my girlfriend.

Not half as much fun as it sounds, save puking on your girlfriend.

Opiates, however, are a different thing. It's not always about being gouched out. It's good to read a book on opiates.
 
I have a large strip of ambien that I have always been curious about but I don't see the point of going on an adventure if I won't remember anything the next day.
 
indaresting.yah good for first 15 minutes or so i hear. I have actually tried it once, can't really recall much or any euphoria(for long) or any in-coordination, but it was nice going to sleep. that's 'bout it

mmm a zanny bar would be good now just to chill and nothing else.

Yesterday i actually got a good nod off MXE when i dose when i was really tired. felt like opiates to a T, then someone/something else came up
 
ScotchMist said:
Yeah, i thought G was meant to be on the rocks or accompanied with a little stimulation?? Are you not heading towards black out territory adding booze into the miix.??
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Yeah needed stims with it tbh, was a nice combo for awhile until i re-dosed too quickly, ended up getting ridiculously horny, shagging, and then blacked out haha, couldn't be woken up for at least half an hour apparently. the horny-ness off that stuff is nuts. did more when i came back, couldnt sleep for hours after that. feeling fine today though
 
What shagging did you that put up with you blacking out mid motion? A keeper right there...

Horniness to me seems a rare occurence on most non stims nowadays sadly. Or fortunately for my long term relationship :p
 
^^ lol :)

well got in touch with my bacca guy so that cool christmas shopping done cats got enough food to last till next year sick note got by benefits lot and as of tomorrow the start of having enough drugs to last me till christmas day at least :)
 
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