• 🇬🇧󠁿 🇸🇪 🇿🇦 🇮🇪 🇬🇭 🇩🇪 🇪🇺
    European & African
    Drug Discussion

    Welcome Guest!
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
  • EADD Moderators: Pissed_and_messed | Shinji Ikari

Gibberings CLXXX - one hundred and eiiiiiiiiiighty!

Status
Not open for further replies.
Morning eadd.
In the grips of yet another mild heroin cold turkey withdrawal day 3.
After a few trips to toilet coffee a cig and situps twists squats lunges to warmup get the blood going as i kill time b4 chemist opens and its xanax+the rest time
every cloud eh
 
Morning folks! :)

There was no stealing of hours... we got given an extra hour! I spent mine sleeping, although it has rather thrown me as I had to have a cigarette much earlier than normal this morning.
 
I briefly woke up to check that everything had reset itself. Not like last year, where I manually reset everything, meaning I was still on BST until my arrival at work an hour late. Yeah.

Should be meeting my estranged best buddy in a while, though he hasn't confirmed anything since the original invitation. Guess I'll just rock up to the boozer and have a scout around.

Meanwhile, I'm trying not to let a little toot become a nodfest. I have coffee at hand and modafuck in my bloodstream, however.
 
Morning, Ed.

You should be over the worst by now, as your body's endorphin production approaches normal. Still, it's never good, and it never gets any easier. And the thought of early-stage withdrawals is always furthest from your mind, when you are in the middle of the act of scoring.

Best method I've found is to eke out the last of my stash as long as possible; leaving longer and longer intervals between smaller tokes. Much easier said than done, though! The urge to suckle at the aluminium nipple is a very strong one .....

(Yeah, I made it to 7 days! I'm booked for a meal out on Friday, and as long as I can tell myself "Not on a work night" then I should be good to make it a fortnight.)
 
Last edited:
Chemical Samile said:
Greetings from Saigon :)

Been here for only a couple of hours and turns out SE Asia is fucking crazy. Fuck driving out here, cab ride from the airport involved several near collisions and I saw 4 and 5 people crammed on a scooter. Crossing the road is a leap of faith, you've just got to step into the road and hope for the best...
Click to expand...

a bit like frogger?
 
BecomingJulie said:
Best method I've found is to eke out the last of my stash as long as possible; leaving longer and longer intervals between smaller tokes. Much easier said than done, though! The urge to suckle at the aluminium nipple is a very strong one .....

(Yeah, I made it to 7 days! I'm booked for a meal out on Friday, and as long as I can tell myself "Not on a work night" then I should be good to make it a fortnight.)
Click to expand...

You're right it's easier said than done! I really don't want to be a mess if this meetup doesn't get cancelled, which it probably will, but I'm being pretty restrained. I've only smoked the remainder of a bit which I started last night before realising I didn't really need it.

Congrats on yer seven days too. :)
 
@becoming julie

ive been told by injecting h users i have a bugie habit stop whinging. Sure doesnt feel like it runny nose,yawning sore joints not to severe. I play it cool not desperate and i cud score another bag on tic till wed (payday) but that leaves mon+tues and he knows it grrr
 
I feel like I have been in a car crash. I feel so fucking awful, my kidneys ache and visible hand tremors and feel a bit sick..Fucking mepth. I stopped and have been almost solidly asleep since two days ago.
Why do I like it so much? Why do I feel like compulsively re-dosing solidly for 4-5 days or when a 10g bag runs out is a good idea? Mr O been in near tears and says he can't handle me taking it anymore. My explanation is that I can never fucking sleep anyway straight or when I can it's for maybe 40 hours plus.. or I am just awake but brain dead but have no energy sooo at least with stims especially mepth I get stuff done.sounds like an excuse..it really is the truth.he want's me to be tested for ME (chronic fatigue syndrome)..this has just been going on for years.
Teary as hell today and no idea what to do with myself..how long does mepth stay in your system?

Sorry for moany, whiny post am just soooo down.

Big love to all <3
 
Apparently self-herm includes reckless use of drugs without consideration to ones wellbeing, not that I believe this to be true in your case inflo. <3

Meph is fairly short acting, give it a few hours & you should be fine but I generally find the sleep deprivation leads to some minor hallucinations by that stage, curtains moving usually being the main one for me. With any luck you'll be so drained you'll sleep like a baby when you get towards bed. If you are meaning how long is it detectable in your system, no idea.

Meph can be very emotionally draining too. So sleep as I said, try to have a break & you'll be feeling better soon.
 
inflorescence said:
My explanation is that I can never fucking sleep anyway straight or when I can it's for maybe 40 hours plus.. or I am just awake but brain dead but have no energy sooo at least with stims especially mepth I get stuff done.sounds like an excuse..it really is the truth.he want's me to be tested for ME (chronic fatigue syndrome)..this has just been going on for years.
Big love to all <3
Click to expand...
<3 inflo, take care of yourself housekeeping godess!

it might also be that stim use, particularly chornic, repeted, may have led you to this thinking that you have no energy naturally and require use to be productive... tis no way to continue on like this, days of redosing, no sleep for several nights...
remember that meph use can lead to heart valve problems and you really dont want that on you.

meph doesnt linger for days in your body but the accumulated fatigue does. you neeed time to recouperate your brain and spent neurotrasmitters ;)

get of your ass and do something productive. like the laundry. or shining some furniture ;)
 
Dont think it stays in peoples system for long, and i guess youve not been staying hydrated again hence the kidneys. tis nasty moreish stuff. Moderation is key, take the piss with meph and itll fuck you.. i know a few people that ended up pretty messed up from it. Hope you feel better soon xx

edit: what everyone else has said
 
Last edited:
I stopped two days ago and yes the curtains were moving, I was shaking like a leaf..in fact most things were swirling and my body just shut down..I don't know about self harm Sammy..I do know I am an extremist..I am an all or nothing personality type.

I wish I had slept like a baby Chatative but I slept fitfully and was apparently talking some crazy shit in my sleep..I am lucky that O woke me up made me eat and drink a ton of water before more etz and further sleep..I appear to be dressed and making eggs so things may be on the up physically at least...enough about me anyway. I am starting Sober October now :sus: better late than never..hoping to go through to mid November at least.

<3
 
acieed_ed said:
ive been told by injecting h users i have a bugie habit stop whinging. Sure doesnt feel like it runny nose,yawning sore joints not to severe.
Click to expand...
Well, in the absence of an instrument that indicates the levels of µ-receptor agonists in your body, it's damn nigh impossible to orchestrate a taper perfectly, so as your exogenous opiate intake stops just shy of making up for your body's endorphin production shortfall. Opiate withdrawal is the state your body would be in all the time, if not for your natural endorphins. Getting stoned stops your endorphin production altogether, since your body thinks it has already made more than it needs to; and since endorphins are produced in response to a pain signal, the only thing that will start it up again, is pain. You've got to keep just enough µ-receptors unsatisfied to keep your glands working to produce endorphins. Jumping off any level of opiate use -- with the possible exception of a single, short-term usage in the middle of a long period of abstinence -- is inevitably going to hurt.
acieed_ed said:
I play it cool not desperate and i cud score another bag on tic till wed (payday) but that leaves mon+tues and he knows it grrr
Click to expand...
If you're going to do it, split the whole bag 2:1:1 between three squares of foil -- not rectangles, squares; then you won't be tempted to do the short side as well, because there won't be a short side -- and ration yourself. One toke at a time, and stop as soon as you begin to feel even a little bit better. But try not to, eh? Do something else to try and make yourself miss your window.
 
BecomingJulie said:
Well, in the absence of an instrument that indicates the levels of µ-receptor agonists in your body, it's damn nigh impossible to orchestrate a taper perfectly, so as your exogenous opiate intake stops just shy of making up for your body's endorphin production shortfall. Opiate withdrawal is the state your body would be in all the time, if not for your natural endorphins. Getting stoned stops your endorphin production altogether, since your body thinks it has already made more than it needs to; and since endorphins are produced in response to a pain signal, the only thing that will start it up again, is pain. You've got to keep just enough µ-receptors unsatisfied to keep your glands working to produce endorphins. Jumping off any level of opiate use -- with the possible exception of a single, short-term usage in the middle of a long period of abstinence -- is inevitably going to hurt.
Click to expand...

Impressive isn't it? Chemicals that directly talk to our sense of happiness, cutting straight to the endorphins.
 
inflorescence said:
I am lucky that O woke me up made me eat and drink a ton of water before more etz and further sleep..I appear to be dressed and making eggs so things may be on the up physically at least...enough about me anyway.
Click to expand...

also worth remembering that benzo sleep is not truly a restful sleep... so give it a few days for things to calm down... and try no to overdo things in the near future
 
I seem to have been hammering one drug to the next since the first free parties/raves in 1990 I went to onwards..before we were even in our teens we were smoking weed and stealing our grandparents pain meds, our mother's tenuate dospan, separating kaolin and morphine and by the time me andd my friends hit our teens we were double dropping strawberries, micro dots, oms on a school night while hanging round the local shop..waiting for something in our lives to happen. Provincial small town boredom.

It's a miracle I am still here at my age. I never learn..I try...I really do, just seem to swap one thing for another..never really thought or think my use is that bad, maybe because I tend to compare my use to others who have really extreme thresholds, habits etc ....:?
 
Last edited:
^^ it's all about damage limitation IME, you've survived this far and that says quite a bit about your ability to recognise when things are getting really scary.

After all those years your thresholds' on things like stimulants are going to be significantly more extreme than many but if the negatives are really catching up on you then laying off the DOC in question is likely to be the only way to get a credible perspective on the situation....IMHO , of course;)

or just ignore this patronising bollox
 
Last edited:
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top