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Gibberings CLXVII - Mountains of Shit Day in Day Out

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Yep, I didn't choose the best of nights, but i've just got back from a hard week working down the other end of the country and i've got a long weekend off, so fuck it! :D
 
Pleasantly, ta! Fairly chilled from weed and ale and shall be asnoozing soon. :)

And hope yer detox is going okay so far, owen!
 
Walk in the park so far, don't feel bad at all. Even if it gets 5 times this bad it wont be hard, nothing compared to other detoxes I've done. That said I expect to feel horrible when I wake up tomorrow and start finding sleep a problem as of tomorrow.
 
omen_owen mk2 said:
Walk in the park so far, don't feel bad at all. Even if it gets 5 times this bad it wont be hard, nothing compared to other detoxes I've done. That said I expect to feel horrible when I wake up tomorrow and start finding sleep a problem as of tomorrow.
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What are you coming off if you don't me asking?
 
raas_2012 said:
The spliff is a symbol for some other sin within your father. I'm thinking pornography related...

(My guess anyway)
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No, it really isn't. You don't know my dad at all. He is totally not the type to be into that sort of stuff. For one thing, he is still happily married to my mam, and has no need to look at pictures when he can the real thing anytime he want sto. He still thinks of me as his son, and probably always will simply because of all the boystuff we have done together; but I really can't hold that against him. He's my dad, and I love him unconditionally.

It was all highly believable, because that was all a very-slightly-exaggerated version of how my parents are in real life. If he got the urge to try cannabis, he absolutely would buy himself an expensive stash box and several packets of King size Rizla papers in assorted grades, and my mam would absolutely hit the ceiling if he dropped so much as a flake of tobacco on her nice clean carpet. She is also an ex- (tobacco only) smoker and does not approve of drugs; but would tolerate him grudgingly because she too loves him unconditionally. (He might actually have tried cocaine, in the 1970s, but isn't comfortable with the subject so I have never dared push it.)


I've had many other dreams about drugs (including once being offered drugs by some of the staff from the car dealership next to my old office; but all they ahd in their admittedly otherwise very comprehenive stash was stimulants, I really wanted some smack or Valium, and another time discovering that a house 2 streets away from me was dealing drugs out of their front room window and getting together a shooping list with my mates who were round for a dinner party), but always woken up before I managed to get high.
raas_2012 said:
Movie dreaming is pretty impressive.
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A feature film is pretty minor comapred to some of the things I have dreamed up, such as entire housing estates (and I know I am in a dream, when I cannot read the names of the streets on amy of the street signs) and various architectural wonders such as a split-level apartment which comprised alternate storeys of a building, with the neighbours occupying the ground floor and all the floors inbetween the floors of this flat. In the dream, I was helping my friend, who lived there, to break into the other flat by opening up the floor to go through and down into the floor below, which was part of the neighbours' flat; and a bungalow with a wide corridor (complete with sofas and floor-to-ceiling plate glass windows) running around both sides of a central block with two large bedrooms, one en suite, a third, smaller bedroom and the main bathroom, to a spacious living area and down two steps to a kitchen with granite worktops and a conservatory beyond.


Another recurring theme in my dreams is needing a piss and searching for a toilet, or somewhere else to go, with varying degrees of success (often I find a place, but sometimes there are problems. One time I dreamed I was getting ready to stand and pee boystyle, reached into my jeans -- and discovered that I had already "had downstairs seen to". That isn't the only time I have dreamed I had a real vulva, but I haven't dreamed that enough times to call it regularly-recurring.) And no, peeing in my dreams does not translate to me pissing the bed in real life!
 
Fookin hell Julie... So I was wrong in my dream interpretation, didn't need your friggin' life story lol
 
Just because someone has the real thing there doesn't mean they wont look at porn.....just sayin like.


Woke up and didn't feel shit at all really. Bit shivery but other than that I seem to be fine.....bit confused really:?:? thought this was going to be hard.
 
omen_owen mk2 said:
Walk in the park so far, don't feel bad at all. Even if it gets 5 times this bad it wont be hard, nothing compared to other detoxes I've done. That said I expect to feel horrible when I wake up tomorrow and start finding sleep a problem as of tomorrow.
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Was just about to say I don't want to put a downer on things but it's going to be a few days from day 1 before you feel the impact. I am worried about as I've said before so won't keep saying it. I guess we all have our way n that br (whats the name again?) is meant to be good for detox. People are giving that in rehab n instead long term scripts. It's the way forward apparently n also codeine addicts take that. I probably should but I wanted suboxone.

Also don't forget the thread I made, wish I could link it but am on iPhone so I can't it's for ppl to discuss maintenance, aftercare etc.

You take care of yourself, Owen, OK?!

Evey
 
Have you just jumped off 24mg Owen? I think I remember you saying that..

Ive made the mistake of thinking im fine when coming off subbs in the past, that was before I knew about half lifes and what not.. You're bound to have some floating around your system still, arent you?

All the best anyway owen, ive got me a little rattle to get done this coming week, since my split with my mrs a while back ive been hammering the gear.
 
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