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Gibberings CLXVI - You go away for a weekend...

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That's gonna be the very last embedded music vid seen in Gibberings, FG. Check the Metathread for details or wait a few hours for the sticky explaining why. The only reason it's staying is cos it's Stone Roses and happens to be a favourite of mine. Also you've not had a chance to see the change in rules but basically no more music embeds allowed in any thread other than the embedded music thread.

Also, nice sleeve, Evey :)
 
Sleevey. I want a new tattoo but just can't afford it. Spose could save up. Hm.

hexagram said:
nice sleeve evey, jealous of people who can afford decent tattoo's.

candyflipping tonight. Got some incense and nice decorations. Might light some candles. Although fire and tripping might not be a good idea.

anyone else doing anything drug related tonight?
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Sounds like a pretty fuckin' decent night. I'm gonna be mostly on the weed and some etiz, as I spent all day on EPH and getting jitters now. Off to see gf in a while, shower, spliff, and sleep is the plan although I think I'll wait on the spliff til etiz calms me down. Will be a nice night regardless tho, stick a DVD on or summat and chill. Got some awesome lights in the room, they're basically fairy lights that change colour to all sorts of combinations if you press the remote, which we lost, but they're still fun to look at.

Anyone else up to owt?
 
17 working days til E3, we're showing 2 demos and I'm the sole environment artist working on one of them. So I'm not doing much other than working, eating and (my usual trick of not) sleeping at the moment! Thankfully we're not releasing this one at Christmas (which usually means crunch in July and August for a September gold master, validation in October and on the shelves in November) so once E3 is over I should have a fairly relaxing summer :)
 
does acid take longer to kick in when swallowed? as I only stuck it on my tongue for a bit before swallowing, just to make absolutely sure it's not an RC.
 
wht fuck happened then ? 440 forbidden ban and some help page with a email for the owners

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Ah ah.... soooo many posts... why oh why did I not get put NSFW.... Argggggg lol....

'tis not my BL username... well 'tis but there's a deeper meaning... All my tattoos have meaning...

I can't really afford it to be honest, but I get fixated n obsessive with the fact it's not done n wanting it done.... Things like that bug me n I'll focus on them until they are. 'tis a trait in myself that I hate... god knows how much it costs...

Thanks for all lovely compliments :)

****BOWS AT SHAMBLES FEETS AND A MAJOR THANK YOU**** Did you just say the words NO MORE EMBEDS?!?!??!?!? wayyy hayyyy WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH!!!! Hate those damn embeds, they either crash my damn phone or are too big on PC cause have the magnifier on and all I see is this damn youtube thing lol....

Evey
 
only dropped like an hour ago? less even. And i'm already feeling like i'm coming up. Waves of psychedelic love.
 
was £55 a hour (session charge) n took about two years so far, not finished it yet.

Also I apologise for the size of the photos. I haven't a clue on how to re-size them and they're huge. Sorry to anyone if they're annoying, (edit: solved just put NSFW there)

Evey :)
 
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hexagram said:
only dropped like an hour ago? less even. And i'm already feeling like i'm coming up. Waves of psychedelic love.
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Good shit :) Have a good 'un. I'm just feeling etiz, tolerance must have dropped a lot.

Eveleivibe said:
was £55 a session (session charge) n took about two years so far, not finished it yet.

Evey :)
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That's really not bad. I paid £150 straight up one session for the tattoo on my calf and it's about the size of a man's hand. Looks good tho. Not like my other shitey ones which I may or may not post later for a laugh.
 
Shambles said:
Probably helped as well as it did for similar reasons you got a better night's sleep - I've been in mild w/d off and on for the last couple weeks (I'm deadly for going a few days then having a lil CWE just to perk me up a bit - I find mild w/d far harder to deal with than full on ones in some ways). I was just absolutely exhausted and the etiz simply helped me to stay asleep long enough to stay asleep a bit longer. That and the tiniest smidge of codeine (no really - 150mg all day) between the two I slept like a baby <3
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Out of interest are you happy with and feel in control of your drug use at the moment given your past? Please don't take that as accusatory in any way whatsoever, I'm just interested. Feel free not to annswer if you don't want to.
 
Shambles said:
I'm considering making prostration at the feet of all mods a condition of posting in EADD. Now the precedent has been set it only seems right and proper really. On yer knees, boy... and edge forward just a little ;)
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I did a Forensic Medicine course & my lecturer, who was a Forensic Pathologist too was a very amusing guy. He once told us not to make the mistake some of his previous students had between lying prostrated & the prostate gland. He had a certain way of saying things... Leg... wait for it... end!

Let's hope no-one makes that mistake otherwise mods might find people lining up with latex gloves & lube. Maybe some of them wouldn't mind considering how fond they are of shoving things up their backside! ;)
 
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Out of interest are you happy with and feel in control of your drug use at the moment given your past? Please don't take that as accusatory in any way whatsoever, I'm just interested. Feel free not to annswer if you don't want to.
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I'm mostly happy with my drug use at the moment. There are niggles (I still can't completely shake of the opies thing even though I am nowhere close to proper addiction as I think of it - nor even really dependent in any physical sense). I am very pleased with how much more control over drug use in general I have had recently compared with a couple years back and before though. I wouldn't dream of believing I am in total control by any stretch but I can take days off, I can stop before the end of the bag. Sometimes if not quite every time. Those are things I never imagined I could do.

Despite how it may seem sometimes, my actual intake of drugs is incredibly low recently and has been (more or less) for a good year or more. I do still indulge - sometimes rather heavily - but there are plenty days in between where I don't have anything. With the possible exception of some small (genuinely very small) amount of opies most days (although again by no means all). Part of that is legitimate need in my opinion. I do have a chronic pain condition as well as being a lifelong junky. It's a tricky thing to balance. I don't have any interest in opiates for the sake of opiates - not like I used to anyway - but they are the only thing that makes me physically comfortable enough to really be up to doing anything much of anything beyond lying around whinging about being in pain. I do like opies recreationally sometimes but it's really not a very common thing now. It's a bit of an odd mix and to be honest I think I would be better of back on a bupe script cos it stops me from faffing with the recreational side and means I'm just feeling okay and feel able to do much more than I do most of the time.

Other than that I'm not out my mind on peev 24/7 which is quite the change and has been that way - aside from the occasional wobble - for quite some time. I'm not replacing it with other stims regularly either. Psyches and MDMA are not drugs to me they are medicines and I take as required. Those are not a problem. The lifestyle drugs - the drugs of addiction - they have all been problems but it's really only booze that bothers me at the moment.

How would you answer your own question?

(or don't, of course, these are sometimes rather personal matters)
 
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