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Gibberings CLXV - Reported for being racist against drugged up clowns

Stupid good night last night, spliffs and takeaway with newgirl. Slept like a baby, I missed you, weed.
 
Can't manage to wake up, overdid the diclaz again last night, I'm moving on sunday and Ihaven't found a new place yet, it's in another city too.

At least I got my kratom stash taken care, should see me through the month I have to stay there.

I hate finding accomodation and moving, stressfull stuff.

Just did two pyrazolams :)
 
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Got a reply from katie price too hahaha, also lead singer of blur replied, twitters good for a good old troolololo
 
maxalfie said:
I never had the slightest inkling that you ever felt like this Shambles. You always seem to be quite happy on here but that's obviously not the case. If you feel this way a lot then you certainly hide it well mate.
Is there no one near you that you can discuss how you feel with? A good keyworker or your doctor?
I wish I knew what to say Shambles but I'm so shite with words and it's at times like this that it really fucks me off.
You are great at giving advice and helping others but I bet you are no good at taking your own advice, I'm kinda like that.
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There's nothing really wrong with me, Max. Was just outrageously drunk (and on whisky at that which does send me a bit funny anyway) and also exhausted and in a shitey mood after stupidly long return journey (ferry cancelled, overnight at station waiting for dawn train and so on - was just knackered and stroppy). I'm now sober and (just about) over the beast of a hangover I had yesterday. Lawdy did I feel like crap yesterday. I'm far perkier and in much better mood now though. Was just one of those times where several things that wouldn't be a major issue alone kinda clubbed together and beat me over the head for a while... or inspired me to beat myself about the head for a while anyway. It is but frustration and my social ineptitude but that's hardly news - it's a lifelong thing - and certainly nothing that I get overly bothered about for the most part. As wobbles go, that's a pretty minor wobble - just a bit of self-berating whilst drunk is all. Odd as it sounds, that's really great progress compared to the type of moodswings I used to get. As long as it's just a few words of woe whilst drunk it really is not a problem at all. I'm dandy but thanks for the lil boost all the same <3

ColtDan said:
Shambly you sound like you have a right head fucker of a comedown or some shit... and a lot of people find it hard to be themselves... and bollocks to overthinking all that shite
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Why is it that everybody is so much better at being concise than I am? What you said.

Sammy G said:
I'm glad somebody posted this, because too many people seem to dwell on the 'we are all one' / 'everything is connected' hippy-bullshit side of psychedelic drugs while shunning and keeping quiet any experiences similar to the one you describe above. Maybe some people would consider such thought processes to be part and parcel of a 'bad trip', whereas equally delusional thinking along the lines of "I love everybody" (you don't) is embraced and encouraged.
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I can honestly say I have never had a trip that centred around swastikas, supremacy and elitism. I wouldn't necessarily assume such a thing was a bad trip but I just can't quite imagine it happening to me. I would agree that there's way too much hippy bullshit surrounding use of psychedelics - it really annoys me sometimes and is actually something I tried to balance a bit when I modded PD cos I never did go in for all that stuff. I would also agree with Kenny that psyches tend to bring out what is inside and if he happens to be a bit of a Nazi it's no great surprise he'd have experiences like that. It's not like he's ever tried to pretend otherwise so I don't actually have a major problem with it - his opinions and beliefs are his bizniz not mine. My own trips to tend to follow the fairly traditional hippyish peas and gloves stuff (just seeing if I can implant an image on myself for next time cos I'd really like to see peas in gloves) but I'm also aware that is not the whole story and I try to balance it when not tripping. Mostly I do find that psyches help me to remain (for the most part) positive and to appreciate the goodness in life that I would otherwise completely overlook and ignore.
 
Pleased to hear you feeling brighter today Shambles. Hope you have a good day. I'm about to go and face Tesco hell before it gets too busy when everyone finishes work.
 
Haha genius!!

Shambles said:
one of those times where several things that wouldn't be a major issue alone kinda clubbed together and beat me over the head for a while... or inspired me to beat myself about the head for a while anyway.
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Know that feeling mate
 
I'm far too far removed from popular culture to get the reference but nipples are universally entertaining.

Speaking of which, is feckin freezing here today so best put a jumper on before toddling off to shops cos they are prone to chafing when it's nippy out.
 
Pissing down today. Cut my thumb on the inside of the knuckle so no cycling anyway. Fuck.
 
I think last week may have been this years summer. Been pissing it down all day here, felt sorry for the workers who were out trimming hedges etc
 
mydrugbuddy said:
To be fair and touch wood it hasnt been that rainy yet this year in Manchester, wish it would warm up a few degrees though, am getting a bit fed up of wearing about 27 layers of clothing to keep warm.
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around 15 degrees is quite mild really, we had a almost rainless summer last year, maybe we are due another its still early anyway. When it gets hotter most people just decide to open there windows a little further anyway to enjoy the weather %)
 
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